HEY!!!!! I am still in Mexico but I wanted to ask everyone that got pictures with me to post them or send them to me since my camera got jacked. I want the memories yo! i had a kick ass time, no bullshit,.....you guys are amazing and i miss you tons.  high five to you all...i can’t recall better times.  Cant wait to see you again...till then cheers, salude and mas cervevas y mucho tequila!!!!

love you long time. and see you in the sunshine.

xoxoxox Paula

I like...

smiling again... and not knowing but perhaps maybe having something to smile about again.....that suspense is delicious.

what do you like?...

OK...so after constant mention and suggestion by friends and loved ones, and by even more delay and procrastination on my part, I have finally had the long-overdue pleasure of reading "He's Just Not That Into You".  I cannot be more serious when I say every, and I really do mean EVERY, female should read this book.  Not only is it hysterical and smart, but also heartbreakingly honest, simple and true.  If you are wondering why men suck, or you suck, or life sucks or nothing really sucks, but I need a book to read, then I URGE you with ever fiber of my being...drive, borrow a car, hitchhike, steal, fly, canter, trot, skip, cartwheel, crawl, hop, hoolah-hoop, teleport, run, whatever, either way just hurry and get yourself a copy.  as cliche and unbeeliveable as it is, it really is a life changing book.  The only thing I regret is not reading it sooner. 

Ok, perhaps that rant was a little excessive, but for the most part I am being serious.  Here is my only slight note on the matter..this book is truly made and written for those who are ready to stop the bullshit, stop letting themselves get treated like shit, and want the same love story that only seems possible on the silver screen or musical lyrics.  If you are at the point to make some changes...then start turning some pages...and I will be here waiting for you, wondering right along why it took us so long to face it, he's just not that into you:)

If you have read the book, I am truly curious about your own thoughts and opinions...let me know:)

Cheers

Paula Walnuts

xoxo

Hello Hello all,

Just leaving some contact information for anyone who is interested in working together in one aspect or another as far as appearances and engagements.  I am available for bar/nightclub appearances, hosting parties and events, speaking engagements at colleges, greek life, organizations, clubs, schools, programs, etc.  basically whatever the client needs. 

For speaking engagements, I am available to speak on any of the following topics:
*  Eating disorders/body image/health/self esteem problems
*  Abuse and relationships (mental and phsyical)/respect/getting help/self-esteem 
*  Alcohol abuse and effects/control/consequences
*  Depression/self-esteem/anxiety/getting help/ therapy/professional help
*  Of course all engagements include meet and greet, photographs, Q & A and whatever else the client wants.

If you have any questions or inquires please contact me by my business email paulawalnutsinc@gmail.com (please only use this for promotional and work purposes, I will not respond if it is not business related)

You can contact me or my representation if need be for details and arrangements.

My representation:
Ryan Ziemba
Take Care Entertainment
http://www.takecareentertainment.com/
Ryan@TakeCareEntertainment.com

Love to hear from you, take care

Paula Walnuts:)

Many times, I get asked about songs that play during the episodes, usually they are by small bands or upandcoming random artists and sometimes difficult to find...so I am just posting this to be of some kind of help...and also to shoutout some of the sounds that I found really great and beautiful...feel free to add or ask if you have any in mind..take care and cheers...xoxoxox

ps...u can also try and check on mtv.com under our show or something like that, they usually have listings of all the songs that have aired for each episode.

Songs/Artists that I love:

Corey Crowder  http://www.myspace.com/coreycrowder
Juliet Simms http://www.myspace.com/julietsimms
Amanda Rogers http://www.myspace.com/amandarogers
Wes Charlton www.myspace.com/wescharlton

Some of the songs from the show aren't on their myspaces but they still kick ass...enjoy:)

Hey hey bitches...

Ok so yeah I have just been searchin around on this damn internet (umm yeah it's 5:36am, I can't sleep, insomnia perhaps) looking for some new music and artists to fall in love with...I love all kinds of music, no seriously i mean it, all kinds, (mostly rock, alternative, acoustic, indie, punk, pop,r&b, emo, etc) basically the kind of songs that you wish were on a soundtrack to your life...as if i could set my life and experiences to music...that would kick ass...ok ok it's early in the morning and i am rambling.

nonetheless, lately I feel very "blah" about music...not much has really grabbed me...
*let me just mention as a side note that i am the kind of person that if and when i fall in love with a certain song, i play it on repeat until i can't stand it..weird perhaps...obsessive defintely.

Anyways, sometimes the best music and songs are from artists that aren't that popular (yet or even ever)...and I am just wondering if anyone out there in myspace world can recommend some good shit, no fuck that, i want some recommendations for GREAT shit. I need my playlist in my ipod revamped...so help a sister out and hook me up with some kick ass tunes...cheers and take care:)

Hello All...

yes the Key West season has come to a close...i must admit...i am sad.I hope everyone has enjoyed the season, the good the bad and the walnuts...it was such a great, crazy, unique experience...and i wanted to send extra thanks out to all of you who have been so loving and supportive.  Your messages and comments have truly helped through the rough times, so thank-you.

I have received many requests about the poem I wrote for the roomies, so I figured it would just be easier if I posted it.  I think the poem they put on the show was a shorter version of the actual, so I am going to just pout up the whole thing..I hope you enjoy it...it came from my heart...cheers and take care:)

My Strangers
by Paula Walnuts

Falling apart
Pull it together
Too late, it's here
I'm broken down
Way down
To where it is hidden
Hidden even to myself
Shrouded in smiles
Hopelessly hoping
Fake laughter leaps from my mouth
Can they tell?
Happy enough to fool them
All of them
And by them
I mean only myself
Perhaps this will go away
If I can just keep going
I am OK
Stop staring at my charades
Let me breath
Help me breath
I can do this, never mind
Ignore this
It will be gone tomorrow
Wake up six times
Twelve eyes see
Whisper and concern
Just a bad day
See through my lies
My scars
My tears
My flying off the handle
That I have drunk from
You are not OK
Says who?
You don't know a thing
I am a stranger
But my stangers still see
Strangers are coming closer
I can almost see them clearly
Wait, are they going to hurt me?
No
They see me hurt
Not going anywhere
Leave me alone
Go. Run Away
Return to problems
That never seem to lose me
So, I am lost
Scared, sad and alone
In this same place
That is everywhere
That is nowhere
But different now
Now I have you
To be lost with
To be found with
So you are not leaving me in here
Taking me with
By forcing me out
Why strangers?
I am a cause
A lost one
I am broken
I can do this alone
No I can't
I don't have to this time
I thank you for not listening
I thank you for staying
I thank you for my life
I thank you for being you
I thank you for being my family
I thank you for being my strangers.

For the best 6 roommates I never asked for:
Svetlana ~ Fitzy Boom
Jose ~ Jose Ole
John ~ Johnny Bananas
Zach ~ Jachery
Janelle ~ Janelly Belly
Tyler ~ Ty Ty

I love you guys...xoxoxox

Paula ~ Paula Walnuts ~ Pasha