There is a difference between interest and commitment.
When you are interested in doing something, you do it  only when circumstance permit.
When you are committed to something, you accept no excuses, only results.
 
 

A friend was playing a show on New Years Eve for a crowd of over 10,000 people.
I was watching his video of them playing. At the end of it I was crying because I was so happy for him. I knew what a thrill it was, and what a strong experience.

I think that is what love is. To be happy for each other. To nurture each others happiness. Unconditional love is to do this even when it does not serve our own motives or self interest.

The other persons happiness is as vital as your own.
Sometimes, more often then not perhaps, what makes me happy will not be exactly what makes you happy.
The love is in allowing the space between to be. Allow for differences, celebrate the differences between each other instead of wanting to conform others to become like ourselves.

Love grows in the space we make room for it in. The more we rejoice and appreciate another life, the more our own will be enriched.

I long for my lover's touch,
So rough, so gentle

Opening me up like a flower in spring,
Moist dew on soft petals





Like two stars,
In a lovely constellation

Two magnetic energy fields,
The force of desire pulls us together



Drowning in those eyes,
Through space and time

Falling into paradise,
Whirling and sparkling



Like a fountain of wine,
A rainbow explosion

Hands on my hips,
Breathe on my lips



How I long for my lover,
I want to be a woman for you tonight

Let my love flow around you,
Two glowing bodies of heat


Penetrate all my senses,
Fill me up so all I feel is you

The passion like a roaring river,
Each moment together to remember forever

People told me,
I was this, and this was me,
because they had been told,
that's how things were to be.



So I believed, I was a ugly duckling,
alone in a world of pain, and so sad.
Worthless small in the darkness,
not lovable by even mom or dad.



Demons and despair,
lived  in hell and that was what I knew
I was trapped in a darkness,
where only nightmares came true.



Suddenly a ripple,
someone was out there in the night.
Frightened I reached out in the dark,
and I stood  facing my forgotten lover of light.



Held up to me was a mirror,
In the mirror I saw my real face.
Behold, I was not a duckling,
I was truth, and everything of grace.



All the colors of the rainbow,
the lonely child's cry.
The wastness of the Universe,
a butterfly against a blue sky.



I saw the possibilities,
of all I was, and could be.
An end to this game of illusion,
 and freedom for me



I shed the dark, and rise shining,
like a river of Light.
Now I am holding up a mirror,
for the other children of the night.

All that with dark intent

Leave now and cease to circumvent

 

No more will darkness run this course

Sending all malice back to source

 

No more bondage of the mind

Dark intents no longer icy bind

 

Please for peace and charity

Melting colors into clarity

 

Starling, singing, bringing glowing warming light,

Love enters gently in beautiful delight

 

Fill my soul and make me glow

Burn me up until all flow  (I love you)

(I love you)

(I love you)

"Be the change you wish to see in the world" -
Mahatma Gandhi

This famous quote has taken on such a deep
and profound meaning today. Some feel the world around
us is in a state of confusion and fear.

A lot of people might feel powerless in the current economy.

A lot of people might feel lost at what to do. What can be done individually.

A lot of people silently wonder if there is not more to life then what they are experiencing. If they will live and die this way.

The TRUTH is - the future is not yet written. We each have
the power to create a magical life for ourselves.

As co-creators of our world, we have the gift
to create a better future for mankind and earth.

The power is in the individual's hands!

You decide what life you want for yourself!

What type of society you like to live in!

If you want to operate from a place of fear, or a place of love!

A human life on earth is relatively short...

Nothing less then actualizing your dreams will do

Why settle for less?

Why live in a world you don't agree with?

People decide how the world will look. You can either participate,

or let someone else decide how you will live it for you.

A lot of people are waking up to their internal power. 

Very few people live their own dreams, they live in a collective

quite insane idea based on ideals that are not based on love, abundance,

acceptance, peace, intimacy, laughter, joy, connection to each other,

spiritual, emotional, and physical health, freedom, individual expression but

collective unity.  Peace, Love, Happiness, Abundance, Freedom, Safety, Health.

When reading this, the heart will tell you if it is the truth. If you are lost, you might remember that you can find yourself.

Imagine being another life form, from another planet. And you are coming to visit

Earth for the first time. Look at the society and world we live in from a larger picture. 

Don't ask for the opinion of anyone else. Rely on your own. Watch the news channels, look at your home, look at your neighbors, look at your country, look at the world. 

Then go out in nature, sit in the stillness for 10 minutes, and just reflect. Is it the way you want it to be? Are you happy with who you are and your life?

If the answer is yes, you are living your dream. You are happy, safe, loved, free, and harmonic. You need not read further, but your thoughts are always welcome.

If the answer is no. It is time to take your life back. Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Create the life you want. Forget what you have been told. Question what you have learned. Most of it was wrong.

You are an amazing, beautiful and loving being. Do you know that?

No one else can create your life for you in a way that will be satisfying.  

Tune in to your own power and opportunities and people will start to appear that will enhance your life.

Create the life you imagine and desire. If you do it with love, nothing can stop you. It might be experienced as uncomfortable in the beginning, but keep going forward with your intention, and the Universe will assist you. 

I promise. 

Love Infinite,

~Anna

This blog is for everyone, but mainly the person it is written about
besides myself;

I have had a very angry person e-mailing me mean letters.
I could not understand what I had done to upset this stranger so much
that he would tell me to kill myself and other similar quite hurtful things.
The reason for his anger was that he thought I was "fake".  At first
I did not understand what he meant by that, and after I attempted
to connect with him but with only getting aggressive energy back, I put
him on block. For the time being. Being that I am going through a period
of healing myself I like to keep things peaceful to the extent
I am able.

 I came to the conclusion  that this person simply thinks I am
fake because he does not recognize love. He has no experience of it.
I know, because only 3 years ago I too was lost in darkness. I was too
traumatized from past life experiences to be able to see love, or believe in it.
My heart was closed.

For someone to open up to love they have to first feel safe.
There must be a spark of hope lit.
The best we can do for another is to be that safe space.
To accept them unconditionally.
To see things from their perspective, as well as objectively.
To love them unconditionally, believe and support their potential.
Accept them fully.
 A keen interest in learning how to understand them completely.

This is what saved my life three years ago.
A new BELIEF that this was possible.
(I did not even have the actual true experience then)
That someone genuinely could see me and love me for me.
That my love was of value to someone else.

When I realized that this person didn't necessarily appreciate my love,
or genuinely love me, I had still been given the gift of hope and possibility.
 So I continued to evolve towards being love and being consciousness.
Simply because I have no other choice.
I could not, and can not, live in a world that is not based on love.

Looking at my world now. I must say that it is filled with love.
Love I allowed to be created, as well as shared, and let back in.

So thank you for your letters angry mailer. You are right, I needed the mental
help you gave me. Although happier then I have been, I have been feeling
like a failure for a while due to prolonged health issues and financial challenges.
I let those things distract me from how far I have come, and how grateful I am.

Your letters stood out so strongly in contrast to my life now,
 that I realized that, although perhaps without material success,
 I am a woman of value.

And love really, really is stronger then anything else.

 I am so happy I am not in your stage of consciousness any longer.
Because I would never want to treat you the way you treated me.
Thank you for making me see that so clearly.

So thank you. Bless you. I love you.

Anna

I am not what I was
I'm no longer that
and I am no longer this
I am free
Love cut the veils from my eyes
I am the wild card in the game
Peace is my wish, love is my journey, light guides me through.



I am like a newborn baby
and I might not survive
Yet I am born
Into Love
and can not die



Forever one
With the eternal source
I am the moon, awaken by the rays of sun
I am dressing in a river of love
My pearls are of beauty I've learned
Yet I am so naked I can not be seen




Call to the truth
and  be set free
Love is the highest desire and power
there is no higher heavenly delight



Maybe to be shown so much darkness
was to understand your world.
Enter it safely, with love as my lamp.
And share the dawn of light
To thirsty souls



There is no soul that is truly hollow
Follow the vibration of the sound of truth
Love is like a soft place to follow
wherever you land your ok

You.
Who are you?
Who are you with your fears, your hate, your lies and your contempt.
Your soft hidden heart, your courage, your beauty, your painful longing for love.

My mirror.


Trapped in an illusion of boxes, name, age, location, education, fear,
sophistication, identity, humiliation, race, face and false convictions.


No. Not anymore. Look in the mirror.

I am consciousness. I am the awareness that controls my body.
My body simply a more organic, sophisticated, and advanced computer.
But that is not who I am.
I am essence.
Even to say I am energy would limit me.

I am the stillness, and the noise.
My name is what I am called. It is not who I am.

I have no age, I am timeless now.
My awareness extends outside the now.
I am eternal.
I am love.
I am your mirror.
I am you.

As the heavens around you lit up in flames.
All black-white illusions stands revealed.
It looks like a chess game.
A whole fragrant garden outside.

Undress me with my truth.
Don't get lost in a detail, take in all.

Feel your pulse, and know we can change
Everything.





Love Peace Love Abundance Love Flow Love Compassion Love Forgiveness
Love Light Love Laughter Love Magic Love Soft Love Freedom Love Strength
Love Serenity Love Happiness Love Good Love Dreams Love Now Love You
Love Earth Love Joy Love Giggles Love Safety Love Passion Love Beauty Love
Pure Love Power Love Kindness Love Truth Love Us Love Eternal Love Energy
Love Success Love Excitement Love Each Other Love Heart Love Heaven Love
Light

My only question is, if all the major banks are going bankrupt, the Governments does not have the money, the federal reserve, who is printing the money for the US has nothing to do with it, and the people are going broke, all over the world.

 If money is real, then it must still be somewhere. It is quite a bit of money to vanish.
So where is it?




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Yahoo news today:

CAMP DAVID, Md. – President Bush, looking for answers to an economic emergency with just three months left in office will host an international summit to discuss ways to fix the world financial system but warned on saturday against reforms that threaten capitalism.

"We will work to strengthen and modernize our nations' financial systems so we can help ensure that this crisis doesn't happen again," Bush said at the Camp David presidential retreat.

Bush, meeting with French President Nicolas Sarkozy and European Commission President Jose Manuel Barroso, did not announce a date or site for the summit. But Sarkozy suggested it be held in the shadow of Wall Street before the end of November.

"Insofar as the crisis began in New York, then the global solution must be found to this crisis in New York," Sarkozy said.

Bush has backed the steps European nations have taken to fix the financial markets and is willing to listen to a range of ideas from both developed and developing nations, but he hasn't signed on to the more ambitious, broad-stroke reforms that some European leaders have in mind to avoid a repeat of the market crisis that rippled around the globe.

Sarkozy has floated the idea of reforming rating agencies and even exploring the future of currency systems. British Prime Minister Gordon Brown, who engineered a British bank bailout that inspired U.S. and European rescues, is proposing radical changes to the global capitalist system, including a cross-border mechanism to monitor the world's 30 biggest financial institutions.

Nearing the end of his second term, any U.S. work to reform the global financial system likely will fall to Bush's successor. It's unclear if the summit will be before or after the U.S. presidential election on Nov. 4, or whether the candidates, their representatives or the winner would attend.

Standing outside on a crisp autumn day at the helipad on the secluded retreat, all three leaders spoke soberly about what Bush called a "trying time for all our nations."

"As we make the regulatory and institutional changes necessary to avoid a repeat of this crisis, it is essential that we preserve the foundations of democratic capitalism — a commitment to free markets, free enterprise, and free trade," Bush said. "We must resist the dangerous temptation of economic isolationism and continue the policies of open markets that have lifted standards of living and helped millions of people escape poverty around the world."

Since Oct. 9, 2007, when the Dow topped 14,000, investors have lost $8.3 trillion from pension funds, college savings plans, 401(k)s and other investments. Congress gave Bush a $700 billion plan to buy bad assets from banks and other institutions to shore up the financial industry. The crisis has rocked financial markets across the world, prompting fears of a worldwide recession.

"We're dealing with a significant problem," Bush said, calling for patience to let rescue measures take effect. " But the American people and our friends around the world can know that we have confidence that the measures will work."

Barroso said it was time for the entire international financial system to be reformed.

"We need a new global financial order," he said. "The European Union and the U.S., we can make a difference together."

Sarkozy also stressed the urgency of what he said was a "worldwide crisis" that demands a "worldwide solution."

He said he agreed with Bush's view that reforms not challenge the foundations of market economics. But he added: "We cannot continue along the same lines because the same problems will trigger the same disasters."

He said hedge funds and tax havens cannot continue to operate as they have in the past; financial institutions cannot continue without supervisory control.

"This is no longer acceptable," Sarkozy said. "This is no longer possible. ... This sort of capitalism is a betrayal of the sort of capitalism we believe in."

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