Hello everyone.....

         Yes it has been awhile since I have really done anything on this site, but I have been busy with a lot of stuff... Part of was finding a new life! One of which I thought would never happen! I really did not think it could happen, at least not to me! Has you know from reading my last blog, I had gone thru a very hard time... Yes I do still have a lot of anger for what he did but my life must go on ... right.... I decided that I was no longer going to settle for just anyone! I really did not want to be in a relationship with anyone ever again! I figured my best bet would be to remain single and just have fun .... so I set my standards very high has far has who I wanted to meet and spend the rest of my life with! I really did not think that that type of person actually existed! But guess what... He does!!!! And I found him!!!! I always for has long has I can remember dreamed of meeting a cowboy! So that is what I wanted! Someone who is a gentleman, romantic, Loves to do everything I like! And loves to be on the water, riding a bike, taking long trips... cuddling..... I truley thought that no one would or could meet every single thing I wanted! But He is real!!! He meets everything I was looking for and then some! I met him in a strange way to... first of all his mom has been praying for him to be happy.... to meet someone ..... And well we had three angels helping out with our meeting! We both ended up at the same gas station when neither of us was even suppose to be there at that time! My girl friend noticed the cowboy hat, her daughter noticed the truck lol and mine said he was not bad looking either lol They made me go inside to get a pop or something so I did just to shut them up lol and when I left we made eye contact and I just simply said excuse me.... when I got out to the truck they chewed me out because I did not say anything to him! So her daughter a 19 year old lol got out of the truck and aproached him she asked him if he was single.... "you should have seen the look on his face lol " Then she explained that she was asking for me, he came over to the truck (by then I was sunk in my seat of pure embarresment!) My girl friend then gave him my phone number... he called me that night and we went out the next night! The rest is history! We have everything in common... except I did find one thing we did not have in common.... he loves rye bread and I hate it lol hmmmm should I let that worry me? lol Yes I do believe now that anything can happen!!! I love him so very much!

Hello... well first of all my heart has been shattered into a billion and one pieces!!! The man I devoted my life to, the man I loved, the man I trusted!!!! Turned out to be a huge lie! After 11 years of  being married to him, I discovered a horrible and unforgivable truth about him! Why couldn't I have seen this before? why did it take me so long to see the truth? Needless to say I now hate him more than I thought a person could ever hate any one! I left him the same day I found ...(what he so did not want me to find! ) I filed for a divorce ( still waiting on that to go threw!) Then spent time in court for the reason of my wanting this divorce, we had a jury trial which they found him guilty on all three counts! And his sentencing was just the other day.. he has to serve 5-20 years in prison!!!! GOOD!! His intire family hates me now so not only did that monster destroy our life's with what he had done but also lied to the point that his family now blames me for him being in jail! I am not the one who put him there!! You have to say that you want to press charges against a person to be the one who does that, I never said that! Yes I called the police to make a report of what he did so that I can get a divorce with out having to go threw any of that recomended crap they make you do now, I needed the proof of what he had done to show that there would be no way on earth I would ever take him back!!! Even with the proof and what was said in court and by the jury his family still blames me! I am sorry but I did the exact same thing any other mom would have done to protect my child!!! I guess that means that they would have just allowed it to continue and do more harm to there child! To me any parent that allows any kind of harm happen to there child and not do anything about it needs to have there kids taken away!! I DID THE RIGHT THING!!!!!!