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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-OqKWXirsU

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone

So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now, things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known
It could be so much better

I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever

And now, it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

And now, you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone

So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now, things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known
It could be so much better

I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever

And now, it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

And now, you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever

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memorys of day that past
happy days that never last
day that past thows meny days
day never forgoten in so meany ways

thes day and memorys but
so hard to obtain
never last long enofe to substain
burn the soul and scorch the mind

meny days spent wishing for new
meny days past waisted to
stand up an fill the soul
with whats deserved and what is  told

happness is what your told
felling them never gets old
you must make them what they are today
never let them slip away

one foot infront of the other.
step by step you must take.
never look back only forward.
thoughts of the past and
times that were happy
will push you forward
but aways hold you back.
you will always have thes things with you
but you and only you can decide to use it
as fuel to push your way
or let it stop you in your tracks.
you must be strong to make it past.
you must look deeper for the power
deeper the emotion the harder it is to control.
but only the strongest hold there heads up high at times like this.
i will hold my head up high.
noone will stop me from using this fuel to keep going.
power that can only come from anguish.
anguish that can only be your own.

life is but a roller coaster
you can guess
and some times see
whats coming around the bend.

but on every ones ride
it comes to an end
and thats wen you decide
to spin the rollette wheel
or walk out with what you have.

the end of the line is....
some times high
and other times
rock bottom.

its your choice
do you want more,
 than what you have.
or do you want to quit,
 and keep what little you might.

roads will trun and roads will stop.
but life runs it own course.
lets all go for a ride.
*neo*

time is but bitter hell. 
torments the soul.
but streches the imagination.
make each thought worse ,
each memory haunt you.

why must it be this way. 
its just what it is
they call this circle life.
but i consider it much more.
its more of a flat drop.

they say life has its ups and downs.
i say it starts at the top and
makes it way to the bottom
gaining speed, makeing the pain worse.

ever opstical you meet and over come.
they next one is always bigger.
its goal is to stop you
end your attems.
it wishes to squash  you.

for you  to continue on,
is not the master plan.
no the reason we are here
must be to live in pain
that must be it, thats all i feel.

for if there was a better reason
the light would show thru
but it dose not,
doing nothing, but proving my point.
life is but pain and sorrow,

when will you meet your wall?

*neo*