Well guys its finally comming. My 21'st Birthday!! but as i look back on 20 years of Lloyd and realize that im finally becoming an adult, I ask myself alot of questions. I know i have the friends that support me through anything but what do they know about me. What do they see when they see me? what do they really think. Well quite honestly i don know. but im going to tell you guys a lil bout myself so you can understand where i come from and how i see things.
Yeah my names Lloyd Anthony Peters. I was born on the Southside of Chicago. in the Projects Called Robert Taylor. yeah. i know my deameanor dosent speek of it but i came from poverty. it was tough growing up there. fights everyday and stuff. the usual stuff. but i always was considered different. now i don know if i consider that a good thing cuz i got picked on for it. but hey. im here arent i?
My family moved around alot. i cant remember all the places. i think its cuz my mom never had a job. but i always managed to not fit in where-ever we went. so i stayed to myself. hiding my feelings and never talking to people. it was tough. sometimes i would cry because i felt weak. weak cuz i didnt know what to do. how to express my pain and stuff. sure i trusted my mom but would she listen to me? i was scared. so i stayed to myself.
Being in a family of 4 boys is tough too. even though we knew we loved each other, we would fight. over space. over toys. over petty things. (heh, sounds like my current roommates)
I did go through a state of despair and trouble where i had to get a lil counseling to help express my feelings. at those teen years i think we all do but i had to get a lil more so i can open up and stop being such a hermit crab. along that path i met Kyle. in a way he was on a pathway to find hisself too. so we agreed to stick together. and we did too. we are best buds and i love him like a brother. (though sometimes he can be a brat)
everyone knows i like cars. i have always had a fixation with them. the quickest way to my heart is a great knowledge of cars. lol hey im a gearhead and proud of it
basically what i want to say is i came from ghetto trash and im prospering with the right help (i thank god i wake up everyday) and i thank everyone for the help. to those i dont talk to often i still think about you. believe it.
im all set. i encourage people to leave comments on this blog about what you think of me as a friend or foe. it dosent matter to me.
21 21 21 21 oh boy. dont know weather im going to have a party or not but if i do everyones invited!!!!!
(but someone had better bring the Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution X that i asked for!!!)
any questions feel free to ask. thanks for reading..
Lloyd.
P.S. I MADE IT!!!!!!!
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