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THIS CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD EXCEPT FULLY FAMILIAR WITH BLOG, “Dew (due) From Heaven: Ligh 2 U Blog” AND ALL ITS FOLLOW UP, EXAMPLE, THE BOOKS, “Angels Let’s Talk” AND “Angels let’s talk 2008-2009 Follow Up Notes,” AND PIECES LIKE, “No Mental Illness…,” “Kanye West - JESUS WALKS - & Angels,” “May 2009 Angel Notes,” “May 2009 Angel Notes Commentary,” “August 2009 Angel Notes 11x17 PinUp,” SO DESIST FROM READING IF NOT FULLY FAMILIAR! These writings are not understood, mostly my jottings, using analogies and euphemisms so it might seems from a mad man or ludicrous. It is only understood by revelation, if given, or I explain; in either case one must have read the book “Angels, Let’s Talk,” as it is gear towards that sect of beings; so you especially see why a human would not understand something that might be beyond them. Thanks for understanding that!
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MY LUNACY YOU WOULD ACCLAIM PROVEN BY THE “MERMAID”
Me now speaking in the Woody Allen famous depressive voice (ironic, as in his last animated film, Ants), that is, this write-up before the following two page note to *Ar I had since the 2007 fast begun, for me and still for me but if found I jotted this. That is, those two page note scanned can further prove me hysterical, paranoid, insane or “disturbed” as in lost with touch with reality. Even further, given previous marital proposal I had with another to wed now broken, one would say I have lapse into depression since and from that, even to create this fictional fanatical character to deal with that pain; that is, an unreal world to live in as I wouldn’t be able to deal with this one, yet still in it – prime case of a wacko or nut-job, which in this state breeds harm to himself and others – like a person driving on a highway unaware of other drivers, lanes, signs but lost in the paradigm of his own imagination with his eyes closed while driving. I knowing that and originally made that analogy, would I be able to diagnose my own mental illness or disease. No! I’m not mad, but following something that is based in the bible encoding, the figure Ariel (Isaiah 29:1,2,7), poorly portrayed by Disney, as “Art Imitate Life” always, as myth be simple facts put in the theoretical. For the common mind cannot perceive or receive them as fact. When I write of Ar, it is usually dually to the human and angel mind, as this recent quote of mine:
Read all my previous materials and attachment for further clarification, than wallow in the seemingly illogical slurs in previous and this materials, which some are meant for "angels in flesh amongst us," which would seem weird to you because you may be unfamiliar with, as saying to snoop dog "got shangked last night." You wouldn't know what I'm saying because it’s in Ebonics or ghetto colloquial broken language, which he would be saying, "I got stabbed last night with a knife," from the Ebonics verb, "to shangk." You would understand the part "got and last night" and with a rational mind I assume, determine something happened last night then in all the materials given decipher what happened, this is the way all the materials and emails I gave to you are, broken speaking to humans and angels amongst us simultaneously, written as one and spaces left out still coherent to former and spaces understood coherent to the latter as how they understand it (but hoping also by doing so, unharmed to the former's intelligence, both might understand as the latter). Pardon this as I become aware and cannot now become unaware, still a cliché but will always utter it "ignorance is bliss!" So don't deem me hysterical, delusional, fairy-tale, paranoid delusion and Schizophrenia (schizoaffective), because I use encoded terms, euphemisms, analogies, etc. and because you are unaware or cowardly choose to be or worse, you are the one that is insane.
Even further, I followed such clear bible encodings also as red (empathize P.I.) than just would be following the Lord, because (1) One, to catch and annihilate the encoder dabbling in the Holy Bible, as a suicide bomber, that is Gabriel, Ra of such with forefront or background handling of the word, with their excuses, e.g., satan on, horsemen and other anomalies. (2) And two, to cut off such astute “hermeneutics” or false way that others may not follow it and be deceived. As Gab, for Pig, could fabricate Ar after I denied the blasphemous Pig, then I wallow in a fantasy, be a fool to myself and world (Erno attempts too), thereafter push pig again in the low estate with even words of “you loved a fairy tale and I’m a person….see you were wrong or deceived, I’m sorry someone fooled you, now marry me, the real thing” (“ha, ha, haaaa!” – me reply), however, a person in low estate (especially after beatings – gloving, mind control, waves, etc.) would simply accept as the delusion is beyond him and the conclusion to himself would be he now came to his senses. Consequently she (Pig or other such evils) also an angel in flesh, to which I can practice the legitimate sexuality minus the fabricated fantasy Ar figure and even I would be desirous of such sexuality, having learnt of it around a fairy tale figure and so snap to the next available familiar like kind, as in taste (learnt of) to an insatiable desire (must have output of). Having that built up crave eat at you could be so planned to be outputted on her (theirs) abyss female feet, me they would now conquer as a locust, and even the opposite planned too, number 1 on the scanned note below, to concentrate on forwarding the evil. Ah!!!
Wallowing in the fantasy by such a person wasn’t or wouldn’t be fake by exerted his real feelings and emotions, toying with such can really be maddening to a person. This I did in red too and so the two page note below is real and from the heart to Ar. Further why I kept them and not for public release is that it hinges on a union of the old faith (Christendom) and the new (Angelology) so though I as a human may be able to tolerate certain things, the details there-in can seem/be deemed pagan and overthrow the old faith. Example, angels can shape-shift their human flesh I presume, not magical powers but their nature as a chameleon lizard can or has. So an artistic mind like mines might dabble in it with my “angel” wife, as in seemingly different persons in the bed per night but she simply shape-shift in their privacy, as “big bootie Judy Tuesdays” or “Freaky Frida Fridays.” Which nothing wrong with it as still two flesh and two spirits in wedlock but one can change their flesh as changing their lingerie (clothes) nightly to please their spouse. To the untrained eye it can look like sin, evil or even polygamy, worse, the common man or saint thwarted from God by it and/or of themselves try it and become mad; either way such a person (an artistic mind like mines who tolerate or dabble in it, even preach it) is guilty of 1 Corinthians 8:11, Romans 14:21, Mark 9:42, Psalms 1:1 and better to do so in secret or since “eyes everywhere” and nothing in secrecy anymore, not do it at all. This gets worse when one spouse has other selves or bodies (eyes) yet still two spirits to honor the uniform (human marital body) – this was capped off with Ar and box in the August 2009 Angels Notes 11X17 Pin-Up. Yet before it reaches this level or any practicality the theory is being handled in red and if while in red the theory was found false which led to the demise of the astute encoder and the astute false way, demolition the latter two without destroying inalienable facts along the way is key and reason for red (skill of the kings). Such fact as, what was brought up is that Fallen Angels have sinned, admitted, craved and a true way carved – even minus this sexuality and other possibly cut-along-the-line red marks by expository. Minus all that yet it is still mingled in the work-in-progress or details but there is a clear way to achieve salvation, as described in Alt Text and all its follow up notes, likewise in them is a detail protocol to angel sexuality, even Christian sexuality is good enough as told by the likes of James Dobson and “Focus on the Family.” To you angels also, as all beings have, have an inalienable right as Acts 2:21 states, “whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.” Calling you have been doing, the preposition is to be saved, to do so step into the way, as given by the sent arbiter, that you must first also believe and press his flight. Careful, for the “cut-along-the-line” red marks that are deleted or unavoidable work up can be used or intended to be used by the evil encoder to forward a great and ancient evil (A) A new world order from a seemingly new life style and even consequential world religion (B) Erode Judeo-Christianity with paganism twisted from the “cut-along-the-line” red marks that are automatically deleted as scaffolding to a building if couldn’t be fitted in the building (C) Muddle the author’s credence (Orlando Constantine, who is O. McQuick) with the latter twists, to break the bridge he by God created to revive and bring truth to Christendom again than Trinitarian/Emperor-Cosntantian/”Easy-Beliefism” errors, which also breaking that bridge can break the latter angel fold to snap to the former errors of Pseudo Christianity and consequently as intended by those formalizers of Christianity, “having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof” (2 Tim 3:5) have the theory but not saved, why called or believed in the first place at all. (D) Also, in this chaos, to usher in an evil man skilled in dark speeches bringing in order with the sentiment of the last sentence of letter “C” above, that is, the anti-Christ. (or, if that fail, an apex of a 5 side triangle, tier 1& 2 rings and heaven know what that means and act accordingly without further publication from me).
Fortunately, this planet is fore-closing and all this only plausible and salvation and “sexuality” fulfilled or more indulgently practiced properly in heavenly paradise. Make sure “your calling [Saints/Counselors] and election [Kings] sure” (2 Peter 1:10). So unlike what you may have been led to believe and conspire (envy/pillage), this planet wasn’t only made for the “Kings,” astute minds in pre-time birthed here to form the third branch of heaven or existence government (7 eyes of God strain, 24 Elders, Kings – first court to the supreme court [Matt. 16:19], only by being the latter process if problem unresolved down the process line and they mostly undertake going into the worlds with no power but brains and so birthed in the world, represented in the 50 by Christ). Oh, was saying, this planet wasn’t only made for the “Kings” but any who call on God, that means you, even angels and had included horsemen race (if in existence).
The two page notes to my beloved are below, another I have not given, seems more carnal as these alone can deem me, a minister, lewd, vulgar, carnal, “lasciviousness” or “filthiness and superfluity of naughtiness” (James 1:21). No! Intended for the bed of the married, as what all couples do to their abilities and imagination to the limits in God in the secret of their bedroom. Much more other artistic me thought not listed in the two page notes below, of/from the variable of having an “angel” wife, example, “shrink and squeeze,” for a little man like me, even, “shrink and squeeze and octo-push/pull in both bodies motionless with lips locked” – this is impossible for humans and not a request for Ar or any girl (“angel” or not) I may wed, but my artistic mind simple do a sort of matrices with each added variable, that is, look at all possibilities. Yet my mind now eroded and dilapidated and by several external forces or beings it can blow out any minute now, though I would be gone in a sort of Acoma (sleep) and body motioned by inherent instinct and intelligence and as such put in an asylum, or the latter but body motioned by an obeast or Angel possessing it and I’m obviously different though not necessarily zombie like. Or gone literally out to the flesh in the after life (heavenly paradise) and an obeast or Angel capture the body to automate it and why I request a cremation upon my death before such regeneration. Yet my mind can only be renewed with a visit to the divine and not by earthly help, wherewith one scripture states when such occurs, “my understanding return unto me” (Dan 4:34). Only by God’s care I’m able to think or have any functionality of my mind today. Continue to pray for me, my flight, my family and their flight (Dan 11:6, last clause, one “she shall be given up” but three “her” in it for the 3 big Ar’s – it could also have a bad meaning of demise in the valley of visions). Didn’t want to dabble in the case of the “Ar’s,” as mentioned in the August 2009 Angel notes 11x17 PinUp, for it not only can seem to preach polygamy but the Muslim similar error of 10 virgins in heaven when die – see that 11x17 PinUp.
Asterisk (*) Denotes: I used Ar (Numbers 21:15) for Arial as to not have affinity with the cartoon. Note: P.I. means private investigator, not really, but an analogy.
MY TWO PAGE NOTE PLANNED TO ASK “AR”
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JUST TO FOLLOW UP ON THAT, AND AR OR ME NOT LEWD, OR ANY WIFE AND HUSBAND
K. G. S. WROTE
My question: Do you think i'm shy??? why or why not?.
Oneil McQuick WROTE BACK
Even if you are not shy, such approach would come across as "shamefacedness" as the bible puts it, a quality desirous of God and a good godly potential husband. Like "shamefacedness," not that you are ashamed (of self, god, religion, etc) and should not be, so a shy approach is not that you are shy but a desirous quality, yet have to balance it ... Read More with the scripture that says "come boldly to the throne of grace" or God. TO GOD: come hastily, without reservation knowing you are loved of him and he doesn't want you to fear him and justified knowing you are pardoned which produces the faith for your request BUT also come with humility even reverence to him, for he is God. TO YOUR POTENTIAL MATE: come as lady with all its decorum, but in the wedding bed, a tramp. It has to be balance. Bless
END NOTES
Note 1: "Alpha Omega female" is an angel that upon entering earth and incarnating or materialize (aeon) has only been a female, begin (alpha) and end (omega) as a female. This is highly unlike of any angels, only possible Ar because of promise. There is "Alpha Omega Males", the same but only ever male. "Alpha Female Omega Male", started incarnating as Female but switched to Male existence. The reverse for "Alpha Male Omega Female". Then the matrices of that can become ridiculous, like "Alpha Female, Omega Male, Omega Female" so started as Female switched to Male then end leaving this planet as Female again. The same can be done on the reverse. Even further started Female one generation then male another generation, then female, then male, then female then male, then female or "Alpha Female, Omega Male, Alpha Female, Omega Male, Alpha Female, Omega Male, Omega Female" or written in short form as "AF + (M=3,F=2) + OM". AF for Alpha Male, AM for Alpha Male, M for Male, F for Female, OF for Omega Female and OM for Omega Male. A similar equation could be "AM + (M=3,F=2) + OF" or another "AF + (M=16,F=15) + OM." This of angels has no link to Homosexuality justification, long story to explain why not.
Note 2: When first got the verse "A bruised reed [BOX] ..., and smoking flax [SWORD]" it was for the SWORD, that is, you maybe terrified at his dynamics, yet God's hand, so it read of him "A bruised reed [YOU] shall he not break" (Matt 12:20). You who are the tried, call, repentant and innocent he'll not harm. Especially since one verse said of him also, working in time and spirits/horsemen jumping up and down in it marring the lines, that verse is Luke 20:18, "And whosoever shall fall on this stone [SWORD] shall be broken [LIFE WIPED OUT LIKE A PATTY - SHOULDN'T BE IN THOSE PLACES MUCH MORE TO SLIP ON HIM] : but on whomsoever it shall fall [DIRECTLY WRESTLE WITH HIM], it will grind him to powder [LIFE WIPED OUT LIKE AS SMOKING FLAX - CRUSHED TO POWDER OF LIGHT PARTILCES AGAIN, WORSE THAN PATTIES, ERASED FROM TIME, SPACE AND MATTER AND NO SHELL BUT LAPSES. SHOULDN'T TAMPER WITH WHAT GOD'S HAND IS DOING IN TIME, IN THIS CRITICAL MOMENT, MOSTLY HORSEMEN AND THOSE RECIEVE THE EA JUDGMENT AND/OR IN THE CONSPIRACY, RUNNING, HIDING AND SETTING TO RE-ORGANISE AND ...]"
Note 3: Currently my bruise reed (read, deciphering diminishing) state is evident by the Ar situation as in the August 2009 Angel Notes PIN-UP and AR letter (No Mental Illnesses 2) whereby it states I'm a "A reed shaken with the wind" (Matt 11:17). "Wind" for the Wind Bull Ariel, "shaken" as no clear deciphering of her identity as muddled August 2009 Angel Notes PIN-UP and AR letter with notes display (yet she's 'T'eed). Otherwise, I should overtly grasp a simple encoding as this, with God's spirit; however, tenets of her true of whatsoever stream, minus the red-dot-cut-along-the-lines.
Note 4: In reference to the penis surgery or finding how to remove the senses of sexuality in my body, not needing it and it is aroused on its own in a hedonistic society (a pain when trying to be a Eunuch), in reference that someone might acclaim me the anti-Christ or false prophet especially if suddenly, and expectedly if all had went well (even with the “State of the World Address”) sudden “rags to riches” of my present state. That scripture reference of the Anti-Christ was in Daniel 11:37, “Neither shall he regard the God of his fathers, nor the desire of women, nor regard any god: for he shall magnify himself above all”.
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