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What do you do when you fall for your best friend?

You tell them you like them but then when they are with no one you will not go out with them because you don't want to fuck up what you do have. I mean i really care for him but I could never really do much about it because I don't want us to brake up and not talk and be as close as we are. he is the only guy that i can really talk to and seeing him with another girl kills me because I love the kid. He means so much to me and I don't want to fuck all that up because we go out or something. He told me that I am one of the most confusing girls and or people that he has ever met but am I really i just don't want to fuck up what is going on now. I love the way things are and I don't see a real reason to go and fuck that up.

Swing around one two three crash

 

You never give a second thought about death when your having fun. Last night started out just like any other time. I was just hanging out with some old friends. We when over to the Irish Pub, eat, and talked. Now that i look back on it the only thing that we were really intensely talking about were the car crashes that we had all been in. When we got back in the car we didn't think anything was going to happen. We go around to the neighborhood and swung around one turn then another and then right before the third turn (Ryan " I hate this turn"). we swing around it to wide and there's the tree right in front of us we came do anything to no hit it. The back end of the car comes up and slams back down. Air bags came out before anyone really new what happened. Ian was out and I was right behind him. I was shook up and didn't know what to do. I saw every one out of the car and walking around (thank god no one died.).

you sit around you house looking at the four walls that surround you, drifting off in to outer space. You wonted why noting ever goes according to plan nothing is ever right. It always seems to go ass backwards. No one can explain why it happens, it just does. A song comes on the radio it reminds you of some one, not of the bad they may have done to you but of the really good. You dont ealise someones gone till they are taken by someone that isnt you. They dont know how you feel and you wish they did. It doesnt make sence why you would like them or even have stronge feelings about them like you do expecaly after such a long time of not seeing that person. This world doesnt make sence.years go bye and you dont think of this person then you have a dream about them and everything comes back. You dont even have to know anything about them its like a fairie tale. You dont understand it but you want people too. But you cant tell anyone who this majical person is or they will think you have just lost your mind.  Can one night change someones life forever?.... What if this person you dont even know is your ticket to happieness? How can you change what is going on you cant just make their girlfriend disapear people  might susect things. I dont know what to do i dont want to call this love but i dont know what it is i just cant get him out of my head can someone please help me. I think I'm in love

 

        Friends Forever        

 

Friendship is something to hold on to
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased

I am sure of what I have
Cause with you I have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about

I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare

Others always know
That together we will be
For there can never be another
"Tani and Kerrie"

Those two words, known all over
Might as well be one
Cause without a Kerrie, there is no Tani
I'm sorry, it just can't be done

For you're the "U", and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!!

 

When you feel sad and betrayed
Who can you count on every single day?
When you feel lost and alone
Who will be there for you in every way?

When you've made mistakes and bad decisions
Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong?
When you feel you can't go on
Who will be there with a feel-better song?

Look into your heart and you will find
That person you can trust is not far away.
Look deep into yourself, don't give up,
For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray.

When you're looking for answers
To all your questions and dreams,
There is one person you can count on,
It's impossible, I know, it seems.

But take a few moments to look deeper inside.
Look into your heart and there you will see.
You'll be surprised when you find out
That you've been looking at ME.

 

My friends are so very dear to me,
Through the good and bad they've been there,
Laughter or tears we've been through it all,
But no matter what they stood by me,
Sharing in my joy, or lending a shoulder to cry on.

Building memories that will last a life time.
The fun times and laughter that we have shared
Are happy memories that will always be there.
When I was sad, they have always cheered me up.

My friends are true friends, not just passing by,
But will be there through out the years.
I can't think of more perfect friends,
To share my goals and dreams with.

Because my Forever Friends
Are the only ones I will ever need,
I don't know if they can tell
Just how much they mean to me.

How important their friendship is,
And how much I care,
For they are what true friendship is about.
They're there when I need them,
And I love them all.

 

The summer we met how could I have known
I saw you that first time standing alone
I was new to the crowd and a little bit scared
I needed a friend who really cared
I never thought it would be you who'd come when I was down
I always felt if my life flooded you'd just let me drown

I don't know how it happened,
you were suddenly my best friend
I sat and listened to you cry
Your broken heart I tried to mend

You told me about the girl you loved
I told you be patient to look up above
I said to trust God to really pray
You said that you had, so I prayed everyday

I asked God to guide you and help you to see
I told you you could always depend on me
You got what you wanted but she doesn't treat you right
You both argue and she always starts a fight

One night we were talking about something she'd done
I had known I liked you but then it hit me all in one
Suddenly I knew I loved you more than life itself
and I broke down and cried all by myself

When I finally told you you didn't seem surprised
I stood in front of you drying my eyes
I love you more than words can say
I think about you everyday

You are my best friend and I hate to see you cry
I try to hide my feelings believe me(name) I try
I know I'll never measure up to what you see in her,
she's the luckiest girl I've ever known
But just know you're never on your own
I love you, my best friend

 

 

Fawn your my best friend and i love you to death and wouldnt want any thing to happen between the two of us. I miss you so much and it's really hard to live with out you.

 

I love you and its so hard to live with out you if i dont see you soon i think i'm going to brake down and cry if i dont get a hug from you soon

 

 

Sweety we can dance on tables and skinnie dip in the lake we could even get in a car acident or even almost get hit by a train. what do you care?