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The Other Half

brett yandow


Last Updated: 12/14/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 18
Sign: Gemini

City: Swanton
State: Arizona
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/4/2006

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October 10, 2007 - Wednesday 
off the top of my head. im dead. on fire. theres no reson to put me out. babe im higher than i've have ever been. with you. i see threw. the world growing dark and dim. the end, the end, will you hold me in the end. will you touch me and not as a friend. would you love me if this was not the end. im smashed so hammerd. the floors a good place to rest. i see you in the sky despretly breathing to get high. i love you i need you i want you exept me as the only. my mind filters my thoughts. i thought the man couldnt have been more clear. love you love me. love the tension between you and me. if you new how i felt the word pussy would come out of your mouth so i stand in need of something for me to breath for me to see for me to be. im so keen so prestegestly looking for the end but little do i know its lying next to you. next to the blue sky next to the field of marijuana in my eyes. love me please not a question but a state of mind......... do you do i know the big suprise no i do not but one day i WILL be on top!
October 9, 2007 - Tuesday 

its not like i have a choice im stuck in it now screaming my lungs out i hope your proud. you took from me the only things i really need my hope my pride and my self asteam. is this what you wanted in me another asshole following a fake prophecy. is this what you always wanted to see another dead end mother fucker dont listen to the teacher. dont listen to the teacher. dont listen to the preacher. half the time just full of shit. boat sunk with hippocrits. it makes me sick. so fucking sick. vomiting sick.

well when your eye turns purple give me a call. just drive threw the wall. it'll be worth everything it'll be worth everything. just give the teacher the note then she'll find out that long ago 2 punk mother fuckers were tweakin out hit it off and shes what came out.

so teacher teacher. fuck yourself.

"go to the office"

Fuck yourself

"I'm calling your parents"

Fuck yourself

October 9, 2007 - Tuesday 

how much time does mortal man take thinking of what he needs thinking with jelousy thinking just like me.

how much time does it take to paint a pinstripe on your face walk to your favorite place pretend your not crazy. how are you suposed to say the blood is not in the streets. how many lives ended each and every day. without drinking yoursefl to sleep.

"toast to everything i will never acomplish in my life. theres an arsonist inside my mind and hes mentaly insain so cover your face."

watch as time just tics on by. the number of cells go down in my mind. the bridge is burning behind me. i notice but i continue walking.i'll never be able to say im not satisfide when i pray. god seems to know when i'm asleep he brings me the sweetest dreams.

"toast to everything i will never acomplish in my life. theres an arsonist inside my mind. and he just burnt down a house with a family inside."