So if you have recently been thinking about suicide please read this. And the rest of you too, just in case you ever feel like this or need to help someone in this situation.
There is more to life than love, family and friends. There is hope and future. Your life may not be perfect but no one's life is.
People will hate you no matter what you do, or where you go in life. I mean, just look at famous people. People hate them too, yet they still stay strong, for the most part. Everyone is hated by at least one person, it's a part of life. You can't go about making everyone happy, things just don't work that way, someone will always talk shit. Also, no matter what, there will be people who betray you in some form or another, it happens to everyone. The best thing you can do is to keep your head held high, your hopes alive, and a smile on your face. Because, those people want to see you fall, don't give them that satisfaction.
Everyone makes mistakes, it's a huge part of life. It's just something you have to learn to live with , something you have to learn to accept. It's a part of being human, there is NOT one of us who hasn't made several mistakes. Those mistakes are what make us who we are, what shape us into the people we become.
Life is a journey, a magnificent one at that. Sure, there will be heartbreaks, crushes, love, friendships, losses, illness, and so on along the way. But it's up to you whether you make it miserable by concentrating on all the bad stuff or make it completely wonderful by staying hopeful and optimistic. Make the best of what you have, seriously. Party harder, love longer, laugh until you pee your pants, be loud, be random, and be unique. Don't live with regrets and/or grudges. They'll tear you apart. Forgive and forget. Tell people what you're thinking, don't keep thoughts to yourself. Never hold anything back, words unspoken can be your demise. Be forward, be blunt, and be honest. Never let the world or other people push you around. Live the way you want to live. Live your life to the fullest. Make something of yourself.
If you make the choice to screw everything up by ending your own life then you will never have the chance to meet those people later in life that will build you up. Those friends who will be there for you until the end, the friends that will stick by you through thick and thin and be there for you forever. Hell, you may have already met those friends but you don't realize it. You'll never have the chance to meet your special someone, the person who will love you no matter what, the person who will adore your flaws and the great things about you, and the person who will love you until the day you die. You're also ruining other people with this decision, no matter what you think, someone will always care, for every person out there, there's at least one person who cares. Suicide isn't something that's been written in fate, you've got to deal with the hardships in a positive way, you've got to learn to love who you are, and who you will become!
Just think about it. Don't do something rash, or something that could hurt other people. Just wait out the storm. There's always rain before the rainbow. If you get down, wait it out, keep on the down low until you get your head on straight. Then put a smile on your face and make your dreams come true. Go out and find what/who makes you happy. So, now. Maybe you'll think twice about your suicide?
-Ellie-