So the idea of this was to pick 27 people and write them a message without using their names? Well here's my list. I only have 13 because I don't have 27 people in my life to write messages to. You can guess if your in here if you want i suppose.
1. You made last summer one of the best of my life. You were a huge part of my life and you made me happy, yet you hurt me more than anybody else i've been that close to. I still love you and i would do just about anything for you, but things ill never go back to what they were. you'll always be an amazing friend.
2. God damn i miss you! we used to hang out all the time. You always took me camping and everything. We live so close but we never see each other. You leave for Ohio in a few months, and i'm really afraid i'll never see you again.
3. I miss you so much. 10 years. I've known you for 10 fucking years, yet you are not the same as you were even last year. I miss the old you, yet i love you all the same. I'm going to miss you a lot when we leave.
4. I never expected things to turn out like they did. You never meant to hurt me this much, i know that, at least i don't think you did. but now you say your a good friend, and i dobut you every single time you say it. You don't even realize what you do sometimes hurts me. Open your eyes because i'm done dealing with it. It hurts me. STOP IT.
5. You are....You. You are that one dependable person in my life and I thank you so much for that. you have a girlfriend yet you always seem to make time to see me and make sure i'm alright or whatever, so thanks.
6. You are funny as hell, and you've always been a good friend to me. THanks for letting me crash on your couch once, that was a fun night.
7. You'll always be my best friend, but we always drift in and out of each others lives. I know you have a shit to of stuff on your plate with family and school and working and your boyfriend and I completely understand. But because of that I don't bother asking to hang out. I hate feeling like i'm intruding so don't take it personally that I don't ask to hang out. If you want to, you'll have to ask me I guess.
8. You have no idea how happy I am to have you back. I missed you a lot and things feel like they really fell apart once you left. I'm hoping now that your back, and we start hanging out more, things will slowly feel like they are coming back together in my life :)
9. Your so smart, and I love talking with you. I can't exactly keep up but you always have something to say and its always interesting. You can view both sides of an argument and still pick a side if you want. I wish we hung out more.
10. I worry about you way too much. Your like a little brother to me and I've seen you go through a lot of shit lately. I don't know what to do to help you because i've done some of the same things a few years back so I kind of know where your coming from. I'm just afraid your going to do something worse. I love you so much, I hope you talk to me more soon.
11. You always put a smile on my face. We really never hang out just the two of us but when we went for a drive not too long ago I really enjoyed having somebody to talk to. I love being around you, because you can light up the room, thanks for being an amazing friend.
12. I'm so happy where we are at my dear.We have our hang out days we generally stick to it unless we're sick or working. I"m always going to be here for you.
13. You took my life from me. This summer, I didn't talk to you very long but I got to know you and you took my life from me and changed me in a way that I can never completely go back to who I was. I hate you for that. I always will. You will never understand because you will never take responsibility for your own actions. Your a shitty fucking person and I promise, if I could kill somebody and get away with it, it would be you.