well im more calm ive been saying goozfraba from anger management alot while listening to the english "verses" of the trigun song sound life.

this rant is on ONE person.. only a few people know who he is and my issues with him but tonight it royally pissed me off and it takes a lot to do that.  As some of you know I lost my other parent (mom) before thanksgiving (suicide), it was a suicide. That's a lot to think about "why did she do it?, could I have stopped it?, realizing i have no more actual parents in the world now" this is just a few things ive been thinking about recently, VERY FEW of you know about other things ive been thinking off.

believe it or not i hold alot alot alot alot ALOT!!!!! of my anger on the inside and ill occasionally talk about it to myself. i keep alot of my emotions bottled inside and tell a few people how i feel occasionally.

so today while celebrating a friends birthday at olive garden (WOOT HAPPY B-DAY MAN) his father decided to get on me about  "i should get a job and im not trying hard in school"

OK 1. I DO PLAN ON GETTING A JOB AFTER SCHOOL. i dont need some out of shape (ok i shouldnt be saying that im kinda out of shape myself) asshole who only has his job because his x-wife payed for him to get threw school so he can do what hes doing now tell me about getting a job. i do plan on getting one after high school. and what i wanan do is wrestle liek they do in WWE and AT LEAST ILL BE PAYING FOR MY SCHOOLING THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. IVE BEEN RESISTING THE URGE TO SAY FUCK THE WORK AND JUST BE LAZY AND RELAX MY WAY. see with everything ive gone threw mom's suicide and all this stuff ive been thinking about, it takes alot of my energy out of me and i really dont feel like doing alot. its even effected my game playing..i dont play that much any more all i do is surf the web and im really bored with that as well. im trying really hard to work hard and do my best in school instead of being lazy and saying fuck it, IM REALLY CLOSE TO DOING THAT BUT IM NOT CAUSE IM STRONG WILLED.

and after that his 2 kids joined in. 1 ill accept because it was his b-day and he wasnt getting on me as much as they were. the other one though i wont accept, he says i play video games to much, which i do i wont lie there, i do. but with everything ive gone threw recently i believe i deserve some down time video game wise, its what relaxes me and keeps me from killing people. of course i did play games alot before everything that happened but recently i dont know i just havent played as much as i used to.

i did have a job and i was fired for a bs reason, and i worked so hard to keep my grades up with it, now with this new stuff going on and holding a job while worrying about school... i couldnt do it. im so close to looking at there dad and telling him to fuck off, i respect elders (sadly even the ones that dont deserve it) and i even restrained myself from punching him, he was right next to me.

we were having a battle of "insults" so to speak i guess i called him fat, he made a gay reference, i made a gay reference to all 3 of the boys since they watch smallville lol. but i guess you can say he won the insults alright. he pissed me off so much.

anyway im done for now you get the idea, kid going threw alot, 1 asshole bothering him insulting his pride and what he does....i hate that guy

peace

Its another rant but this isnt gonan be one of my hard ass makeing fun of people one or something this is very serous.

I was listening to the song "Cats in the cradle" (or something like that) by Ugly Kid Joe.It made me cry. normally i dont and i dont mean cry like WAAAAA i mean cry as in tears rolling down eyes. ill tell you why

 

In the last year alot of shit has happened to me and i mean ALOT.

My dad died of sleep apnia.

2 friends died, 1 was a good family friend, the other was an friend i woudl talk to occationally. the way they died. 1 was hit by a car, the other died by cancer.

AND now curently im in foster care.

 

luckily i have good friends so i wouldnt be in a hellhole.  my number 1 friend im living with him i owe him alot he doesnt even know. Dude if your reading this thanks. i have friends that i can talk 2, most of my top friends. 1 recently has been getitng on my nerves but i wont metion names.

 

the song it talks abotu how how the son says "ill be like dad" and eventually the boy does and the dad sees it. sadly i cant do that . he will never see me do that. (i dont believe in heaven or hell so dont you dare give me some bullshit hes watching me from above) he didnt see me turn 16. i wont be able to ask him som questions only a son can ask a dad LOL. he wont see me get married. or anything.

kids. if your living wiht your parents, i know your parents can get annoying but go in there and tell them you love them. it would mean alot to them. and if your a parent on my friends list (i doubt it since most are kids) but if you are tell your kids you love them.

 

kids parents can be hard  mean and assholes i know but they do want the right thing for you. and there always awesome

 

everyone respect what you have, trust me you will miss it once its gone.

 

Oro

now go listen to the song on youtube its a good song and if you read this fully and understood it it might bring a tear to you eye.

ALRIGHTY *cracks fingures* its time for another one of my amazing awesome rants...LETS HOPE IM STILL GOOD AT THIS

Alright now here is one you should all be familiar with. those stupid "post again in X amout of minutes bullitens"

honestly im sick and tired of these it annoys people to hell we couldnt care less about what my birthday makes me do because of some chart someone made. not sure of what i mean those things that go febuary= i punch. 08= a frog . red= because i smoke weed. or somethign stupid like that its annoying  people like crazy.they are pointless if you feel like finding out what your friends  do because of some stupid chart send them a message yourself asking them.

now some of these are stupid but at the same time sort of have a point. like there was a religion one about god.see the ones that say if you love god repost this..POINTLESS BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE ARENT OF THAT RELIGION.

 but there are the ones who put out the one that says "who did this god is a dick,god sucks,god yada yada yada" now this one is basicly true cristians standing up for what they believe in and are angry some guy  said something bad about his lord. these ones are good but retarded at the same time. im glad there standing up for what they believe in BUT they are angry that someone posted there own oppinion just as 90 percent of them do about the whole "if you love god repost this" so let me get this straight you can post your oppinion about them but i cant thats messed up

the most annoying one ive seen has to be the W4W one. see cause ive met a few good friends threw whoreing (suprisingly) BUT they get me angry because once you add a whoreing friend they dont stop you might wanna put something out for someone funny to read or watch and in 5 seconds someone is whoreing someone who will whore more people. but back on topic about the w4w.if you wanna make a deal with your friends about whoreing them ASK THEM IN MESSAGE.

and about the people who whore people .honestly no one cares ive made 2 good friends out of the many i desided to add because i felt sorry for them. if you add one whoreing person then you will add someone who will whore more people and more and more and so on and so on and so on.its a rediculas cycle. that gets everyone angry. your not getting friends your basicly getting add bots human form.

the truth teller
ORO.

This one, i got the idea to do from a friend.

Now this is gonna be about something that happens often.My friend recently did this but look dude if your reading its not only about you its about everyone that does this in general.This rant is going to be about "People asking someone to marry them while their still in high school"

Now my oppinion and most likely alot of peoples opinions is your too young in the first place and its stupid.DUDE weather or not you want to admit it your to fucking young to be thinking about it at 16-17 years old and even if your 18.Its just retarded alot of stuff can happen in between those years that you proposed and when you actually do get married its as a good friend always says SHIT HAPPENS! If you are old enough to get married plan it out but dont expect everything to go off without a problem.

Sure you can have a few "thoughts" about this after you've been with them for a while, but not actually proposing after being together for less the half a year. It great to know that your thinking about the future but marriage is about comitment also not just "ok I love you so lets have a big party and get it legalized that we are a couple."DUDE these are your high school years have fun with it.live life to the fullest while you can.Not to mention people who think about getting married and ACTUALLY DO end up married at a young age doesnt last very long.

basiclly im saying getting married  is something you do later on when you are older and more prepared,when you have more life experience.

ORO

I found out something out.if you like someone its cool.but dont dedicate everything for them.Ive done that for the last 4 years.Its not good.there was a girl,I did everything for her that I could,I listened to her problems,I was there for her when no one else was there for her.I listened to her problem.I kept her secrets even from her bf.When I was sick and it was burning hot outside I walkeds to her house (according to her my house is far from hers)to give her a little gift.I almost passed out on my way to and back.when she was angry at her friend I came up there and gave her a shirt she really wanted that was impossible to find in stores.I did everything for her that I could and it figures she couldnt help me when I actually needed help.Im done with her.Im not her friend I said fuck it.Its not worth it,everything I went threw being there for her so everyone who has a girl or boy they like,be you if they dont notice you how nice you are they arent worth your time.Learn from my mistake.

Your Lord

Orochimaru 

Yes i know i havent made a rant in a LONG time but im back.Now im sick and tired of people belittleing others for what they believe in.I can guarentee everyone out there has somethign they enjoy,maybe you keep it to yourself maybe you dont care if you tell the world.Those people that dont care are the best people in the world.Like me i love the pokemon gameboy games,people say they hate pokemon  but truth is YOU PEOPLE PLAYED IT WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG.Just like i think(still do)that the power rangers(mighty morphing) RULES especially there opening with the awesome guitar part.Now i dont care weather its someone who tells everyone they hate jazz music and listens to it secretly or likes jazz music and tells EVERYONE,but point is we all have something we like that might seem uncool or in some peoples eyes are totally lame,but the people that can come out and tell everyone"HEY i like this and i dont care what you say it only matters what i like."It's those people who are better then other's,those people are the people that dont care what people think,those people are the ones that have high self asteam and will mostlikely be successful in life.point is that stop careing what people think and just be yourself.

love the one and only OROCHIMARU(or snake to some of the people that know me)

 

ok in todays world we have ALOT OF slang for stuff.here are a few examples DOG,PHAT,BLING BLING ,SHIZZLE,ALL THOSE OTHER IZZLE WORDS and CA

now im not sure about you but i think we are trying to make a new lanuage here.me i like a few of the slang like YO thats about all i like.one day i was walking back from my friends house and this little kid was on a bike and he came up hes like "whats up CA" i think he might have been going for CUZ but all he kept say was CA like ten times. I ignored him because i didnt know who he was and half the kids around my neighborhood are asses .then when i got to my gate he had the nerve to come up and was like "YO DOG WHY IS YOU IGNOREING ME"i looked at the kid because i was pissed i was like"LOOK IM NOT A DOG IM A HUMAN. IM NOT YOU CA OR CUZ OR WHAT EVER YOU SAID IM NOT RELATED TO YOU SO IF YOU WANNA GET MY ATTENTION THEN DO WHAT I DID WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE I CAME UP TO SOMEBODY AND SAID HI MY NAME IS whatever and then he would tell me his name SO THEN YOU NOW NOW SOMEONES NAME SO THEN YOU CAN CALL THM BY THERE NAMES" i mean when we were all like 5-8 we werent going "whats up dog this bling bling i got it tight!" well maybe this is just a problem im haveing but these words you will NOT find in a dictionary with the meanings you are trying to use them for.

before i go kill something on a video game i need to say this.when i was in like the 8th grade there were these people with like shiny shit on there teeth.i later found out they called this a "grill"OK half the people that wear these grills already have enough "bling bling" on there necks there arms there fingures everwhere i really dont want to put some"bling bling"in my mouth where i eat and have some stinky breath at times.YES I KNOW YOU TAKE THEM OFF BEFORE YOU EAT but its just the fact of the matter

THIS IS OROCHIMARU SAYING STOP USEING POINTLESS SLANG AND DONT SHINE UP YOUR ALREADY FILTHY MOUTH

im gonna start doing random rants at some times.sometimes when i feel like a rant is needed ill do one.and i have one good one for now

see i live in the ghetto of larghetto(largo for you slow people)and i over heard a few kids talking they were like "it sucks our family doesnt have any money".ok last time i remember  braging about how poor you are isnt a good thing.i mean have we lost so many things to brag about were now braging about what we DONT have.and also THESE KIDS WERE COMPLAINGING I CANT BELIEVE WE LIVE HERE ITS THE WORST PLACE.see below why im pissed about that one

Also i looked over at these kid's and there cars(they aparently were old enough to drive and driveing there parents car's)and these car's were blingged up like crazy!!!!! they had the spinning tires.new paint job tinted windows everything.this was like one of those cars you see on those tv shows that cost like 500,000 to bling up.well this car was the final production.and all 3 of these kids had one.if there parents would have taken there money they spent on blingging up the car and use that to move into a better house at least.or maybe even by one. STOP SPENDING MONEY ON SUCH USELESS THINGS im out