Today is my mom's birthday.
& it's weird to say happy birthday
But then I think about it...
It should still be happy.
Happy that she was once a part of our life.
Happy that she had a good life & an amazing family.
Happy that she was blessed.
& happy that she was alive.
I really wish I got to know her.
To at least know what characteristics I got from her.
It's weird how you can have so much love for someone that you can't even remember.
It's weird how you can hurt so much for a person that you barely knew.
Today is her birthday.
She passed away on her wedding anniversary.
Every September I tend to act a little different.
I don't really know why.
All I know is that this is her month...
The month where I think about her the most.
I hope that I'm making you proud.
& I'm sorry for the times when you weren't too happy with certain things that I do
I miss you so much...
Please continue to watch over me & the family.
Please continue in protecting & guiding us away from harm.
You're our angel.
I love you.