a long metal pole
some shorter metal poles
scrap wood (hardware store I know)
Glass
Red Velvet
Checkerboard fabric
Wires
Pleather or Leather
Red and Black Corduroy
Small Spot Lights (Such as would be in people's yards)
Resin
Fake Flowers
Fake Eyeballs
modeling compound
fabric sealant
fimo clay
Plastic wide headbands
Volkswagen logo
Seat belts
Seat Belt buckles
Milk Crates
Giant Canvas rolls (like would be used for sets in drama class)
A Wig
Fake Hair
Bullet Casings
Gallons of paint
Lamp Shades
Lamp making Kits
Broken anything really, I sculpt with all kinds of things

Also if anyone knows anything about wiring LED lights so they could be plugged into an electrical outlet let me know

Pending Items:

Chains (Lowe's and will buy later)
Mannequin parts (arms, legs, torso) (Gotta pick these up from TriciaKitty still if she'll let me still)
contact paper (found at dollar tree but didn't know how many to buy, I'll buy them once I know)

Items Aquired:

some form of really thin metal (not aluminum foil thin) - Embossing Pewter (bought it at Michael's)
Old Computer Parts (W4f73z)
Spikes (such as used in spiked collars) (Ebay)
Metal Rings (such as would be used in making some bondage gear...also on that note I am NOT making bondage gear) (Ebay)
Small LED lights (Radioshack)
Resistors (Radioshack)
A saudering gun/iron (Room mate's)
A Wig holder head (The Party Starts Here)
wine corks (Zocolo)
wine crates (Zocolo)
bottle caps (Various Beers and Sodas of the strange assortment of people that hang around here and bottle caps I find around the pavillion)
can tabs (Various Beers and Sodas of random visitors, ex classmates, and seltzer water at work)
Rubber Snakes (Spirit Halloween Store)
Slip Latex or non ammonia latex (Spirit Halloween Store)
Bottles from Coffee Syrups (Books-A-Million and Java Java)
Old Rum Bottle (It came in my traveling bar kit from ebay)
Bottle Pumps (Shampoo bottles and such)
pouring spouts (books-a-million and some thrift stores)

In other News I finally finished the TV project that I've been working on slowly for like 4 years check it out:

So today I was hit not by 1....but by 2 teenagers.  Katie and I were stopped behind a car on conduit road right outside of mount pleasant, we were stopped there for about 30 secs then we were hit from behind, almost immediately after we felt as though we’d be hit again.  The kid behind us hit us and then the car behind him hit him, no one slammed on their breaks it was just straight impact.  My car wasn’t too messed up, it appears Beetles have study rear ends.  I however am shook up, pissed off, and I have whiplash...yay.  The first person who hit us cried like a bitch and didn’t get charged even though both me and Katie told the officer we had been hit twice.  He said the car behind him hit him and it caused him to hit us, but tell me then HOW THE HELL WERE WE HIT TWICE SERIOUSLY WTF?!?!?!?!  The last car was charged with following too close and is considered the cause of the accident so he has to pay for all of it...sucks to be him.  So my day has sucked.....yay..

Since Gregg and I broke up I've been generally happy....generally.  I have a decent job that pays better then any other job I've ever had with a raise I just got.  I have the one car I've wanted since I was a little girl.  I have a 360 with all the fake instrument games I could want and the friends I've had for years are still great.  It seems though that everytime I meet someone I really like something screwed up happens or they turn out to not be a functional adult.  Funny because people I am referring to will probably read this and get pissed off whatever, I'm done caring anymore.  Adults work things out.  Adults try to see the other person's point of view.  Adults don't spend 2 days not talking over something stupid.  Excuse me functional adults....  Functional adults keep plans.  Functional adults say what they mean and mean what they say.  Functional adults don't keep drama going for days.  Damn....I know alot of disfunctional adults.  I'm sure I'll come up with more later, my heart isn't in this blog at the moment.....*sigh*....people disappoint me.

"I felt like destroying something beautiful" - Fight Club

 

The stress of the past that I was unaware of I believe is slowly gonna kill me.  I feel like taking my pain moving and leaving a path of destruction as I go, oh sweet beautiful beautiful chaotic destruction.  I need a rock, I need an anchor, I need someone just to hold me still and let me know it will be ok in the end of it all and will just be with me until then.  Someone who will hold me still to make sure in the friction of it all I don't spontaniously combust.  For I am a just an object in motion and I'll probably stay in an endless motion until stopped.  I hate what I've become since the unfortunate past I was not aware of caught up with me.  I'm miserable with my poisoned thoughts of things I dare not speak.  I'm drowning, suffocating.  He's there at the edge of the water he looks down at me as I call his name and jumps in after me but he can't save me because he can't swim he just fails miserably and drowns in his own sad issues.  Oh the river of denial is such a harsh mistress she pulls all of us in one way or another.  Today feels like a day for killing some bridges and watching them go up in flaaaaames.....

Ok so I have some art projects in mind but I need some stuff for it and I was hoping you kind people could point me in the right direction or if you have any of this stuff lying around that you don't need could possibly send it to me....

Slip Latex or non ammonia latex (generally used for making masks)
A Wig holder head
Some form of really thin metal (not aluminum foil thin)
a long metal pole
some shorter metal poles
Small LED lights
old computer parts
scrap wood (hardware store I know)
Small spot lights or atleast the look of them
Glass
Spikes (such as used in spiked collars)
Metal Rings (such as would be used in making some bondage gear...also on that note I am NOT making bondage gear)
Chains
Mannequin parts (arms, legs, torso)
Red Velvet
Checkerboard fabric
Wires
A saudering gun/iron

Also if anyone knows anything about wiring LED lights so they could be plugged into an electrical outlet let me know

I have plans .... BIG PLANS

Also if anyone who reads this is going to Anime Mid Atlantic .... let me know....

Yay Three Days Grace/Breaking Benjamin/Puddle of Mudd/Red concert this sunday ^^

-Sherie

And remember boys and girls .... "Lean against the machine....for I am not the cow"

Sometimes I just feel like I'm throwing marshmellows at a brick wall...

Alrighty here goes nothing...  Recently I'm feeling pretty worthless around here, seriously.  I quit my job this week b/c they stupidly fucking demoted me b/c I'm not 21 and the district manager who gave the ex store manager permission to let me run the cafe 5-6 months ago acted like she had no idea I wasn't 21 .....fucking assholes.  They took my mother fucking cafe I wanna watch it crash...I wanna watch it crash and burn and crumble away into nothingness, since graves are best dug by those who will lie in them as said my predecesor (?) a one Mr. Kenton Gordon.  I put too much into that stupid cafe for nothing...but sadly enough I kinda miss the cafe.  I'm also kinda single and that sucks.  I've been hanging out with my friends Jason and Jess and they introduced me to some kewl people in the process of hanging out at the waffle house which is really spiffy.  I've been playing way too much World of Warcraft since I quit my job but that's ok....I'm currently just trying to figure out where to go from here.  I applied at starbucks out in chester but I'm really not sure I wanna stick around here anymore, I'm considering moving to Michigan or Canada...I have enough money to do so...I just have to figure out what I wanna do.

Eh...well life is interesting....I dunno why I'm even writing this, no one is going to read this...it won't accomplish anything in the whole scheme of things.  People come and people go...only a precious few remain.  It seems the more I care about someone the less they want me around...I guess caring drives people away.  I dunno.  I've been having a problem with this w/a friend of mine...he always worried about him being a disposable friend to people but it seems that's what I've become to him. I understand he's going through some hard times but ignoring me when I'm just worried about him isn't going to solve anything.  Hey...whatever...life goes on, right?

I also would like to rant on how people are retarded....I hate when people say one thing and don't mean it just to try to save face.  Like those people who are like yea...I don't want to date you anymore but I want to be your friend and I'm still crazy about you and I still wanna be there for you and then they go home and block you I mean WTF.  I also hate when people say they don't have feelings for you anymore when they obviously do ...b/c it's so completely obvious you could see it from space.  I also hate when people are so 2 faced and have the nerve to act like a friend to your face then call you a bitch behind your back.  I also hate people who make assumptions about who you are when they don't know shit about you, it's just lame.  Oh and last but not least I hate hearing people say they aren't avoiding you when they so are and it's so obvious why can't people just be honest?

It's hot as hell outside.  I have to walk home in the heat everyday I swear I burn just walking outside too.  I got fired from Castaways for stupid pointless reasons.  So I'm looking for a new job.  Other than all that...nothing else has really been going on..  Please...just ignore this blog and the ranting...it's retarded 

Don't ask me about this, it just kinda came to me Happy Happy Flowers and death metal lullabies She Stares up at the stars She stares up at the sky She wonders what on earth has made her cry what on earth deserves to die In this graveyard of lonely souls Down below are secrets to behold She thinks about life She thinks about death She thinks about herself Locked inside her head Now hush little baby don't you cry I'll sing you a death metal lullaby about a lonely lost little girl in her lonely horrible world She's and masked murdered This graveyard is her own It's out in the back Of her lonely home Don't hush little baby, you will cry While I sing you this death metal lullaby About a lost little lonely girl in her lonely horrible world This graveyard is hers the victims are her own It's made of the people Who killed her soul So hush little baby, you will die While I sing you this death metal lullaby About a lost little lonely girl in her lonely horrible world

Well some of my art got entered into the womens federated club art show and I got 2 1st places and 1 2nd. I don't really agree with the pictures of mine they chose but hey whatever, I personally think those old ladies are on crack. Anyways..... Here's the pictures that won...

1st Place Pictures:

Pinecone, Yo

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2nd Place Picture:

Chandelier