Okay, so I drove out to West Hollywood last night and hung out with Kyle!!  He took me to Barney’s (my favorite restaurant EVER!) - it was so much fun. 

I love him.....

and one day he’ll tell me back

~*Caitlin*~

I need a job - here's my resume:

Caitlin Buehler
6948 Water Pipet Street
North Las Vegas, NV 89084
(702) 373-4403
CBuehler82@yahoo.com

Career Objective
To secure a responsible career position where I can fully utilize and gain new skills while contributing to the success of my employer.
 
Education
August 2000-January 2003
Chaffey College, Rancho Cucamonga, California
General Studies Major
 
February 1998-June 2000
Ontario High School- Ontario, California
Editor of school newspaper Junior/Senior year. Online newspaper duties, which included layouts, overlooking reader feedback and story content.
 
Work History
May 2007 – July 2007
Western Freight Management    Riverside, California
Duties: Traffic Coordinator for a third-party freight brokerage dealing with the transportation off frozen and chilled goods.  Dealt with the consolidation and truck-load moving of goods moving from Southern California to Central & Northern California locations.  Dealt with several LTL and truck load carriers on a daily basis.  Salary-based position.

February 2007 – April 2007
Vegas.com    Henderson, Nevada
Duties:  Administrative Assistant for the nation's leading website specializing in Las Vegas travel.  Dealt with many different departments which included personnel, tech support, internet & print marketing, project management and product development.  Hourly-paid position.

June 2004 – January 2007
Old Dominion Freight Lines    Bloomington, California/Las Vegas, Nevada
Duties:  Office/Personnel Manager and OS&D Supervisor for nationwide LTL trucking corporation.  Managed a staff of 22 P &D drivers, 8 dock workers and 3 office clerks.  Supervisor of OS&D issues, personnel matters, which included insurance, 401K and payroll issues, and assisting customers (shippers, consignees and third-party logistics firms) with various shipment inquiries.  Aid to sales teams and terminal manager. Salary-based position.

April 2002-May 2004
Conway Western Express    Santa Fe Springs, California
Duties: helping customers with various questions and/or problems regarding freight shipments with the company, billing, assisting and being at the aid of other employees and supervisors. Supporting the efforts of sales representatives, checking in local city route drivers and minor dispatching duties included.  Hourly-paid position.

July 2001-January 2002
Envelope Mart of Atlanta, Inc.   Atlanta/Austell, Georgia
Duties: order entry and editing, assisting customer service, producing orders, shipping & receiving management, supporting efforts of inside and outside sales representatives, and helping customers with any questions or concerns they had. Hourly-paid position.

Skills
Type 65-70 wpm accurately, 10 key, FAX & Copy machines, computer literate on MAC & PC, highly knowledgeable with the use of SAP, AS400, Windows 98+, Office 98+, Filemaker, PBX - switchboards, Call Center, CAD, some Microsoft Publisher.   

References are available upon request.

I made a damn good dinner tonight...............

I fucking rock!!

Brandon's parents have taken over my home.  I've been kicked out of MY bedroom to make way for people who don't even live here - this is BULL SHIT!

Anyone willing to put me & Andy up for a couple weeks?  I'll pay you......

I've been at St. Rose in Henderson for nearly 24 hours in a row.  There's lot of good new though.  He won't have to live in a rehab center for 3 months, he'll get to be home which makes me so happy.  Tall James is gonna move in and help me out with Brandon.  He can't use his ankles for 3 months and Brandon is going to need help with a lot of things that I either physically can't do or with having a job, won't be here to do.  I am so thankful to the physical therapist for being the breath of fresh air that Bran & I needed. 

Brandon will hopefully be home Sunday or Monday.  He'll have to go back in 2-3 weeks to get the metal braces taken off of his leg.  He really fucked his ankles up good, but I'm thankful that he'll be able to be here at home as opposed to being stuck in some rehab hospital that he'll end up going crazy being in. 

This happening is only going to make us grow stronger as a family.  I am so thankful that I did move back because if I hadn't of come back, who knows what would have happened to him.  He is my rock and I love him more than anything in this world........

~*Caitlin*~

I FINALLY got paid today!  And I spend it doing it the best way that i can - SHOPPING!  I got me a new paid of shoes - I've been wanting them for SOOO long too:


I LOVE them!

I got me a pair of jeans at Hollister for $20 and this awesome Famous shirt that I love so very much!

YAY!  It feels good to be able to love myself!

~*Caitlin*~

By the way, the new The Used CD is AMAZING!!!!

I just downloaded the new Used CD off of iTunes - I FUCKING LOVE IT!!  I'm so excited!  They're playing Warped - I'm so going!  I'm going to get at least 3 Warped Tours in this summer!  My goals are Ventura, Fresno & LA!  Whatever is within a 6 hour drive on a weekend. 

Anyways - time for bed............

~*Caitlin*~

P.S.  I know that my profile's song is SOOO depressing, but sometimes, it fits.....

Well - the hurt is officially gone, however, now the lonliness has set in.  It sucks - a whole fucking lot too.  My heart is still in pieces and only time will help it be mended.  I think I'll go get me some scotch tape here in a couple days to start helping with the repairs. 

Being back home has been good for me.  I forgot how many people I had down here that cared about me and wanted me to do good things with my life.  I missed being around that so much.  Last night I talked to an old friend who made me feel better about life in general and that talk has really helped me.  If you are reading this, thank you for the pep talk!  I owe you one!!

I think about what I would be doing if this had turned out differently and I was back in Vegas -- wait, never mind, I don't want to think about that.  I'm better off here, right where I belong......

~*Caitlin*~

The days are getting easier for me.  Work has kept my mind busy and it's a nice change for once.  I back doing what I am use to doing.  I needed a lucky break in my life and maybe leaving Vegas was a blessing in disguise.  It sure as hell doesn't seem like it now, but I know it probably will end up feeling like this sooner than later.

Today one of our corporate guys came and took us to lunch.  It was nice to get out of the busy ass office for once!  I got to se ebeautiful downtown Riverside.  I've decided that if the day EVER comes, I'm getting married at the Mission Inn - god, it's BEAUTIFUL!!

Anyways!  I'm tired!

~*Caitlin*~