Okay, before any of you feel im about to go suicidal because of my previous entry, I must state that that i was feeling thoroughly depressed that day.  I did honestly feel that way, though, despite the depression.  Notice the past-tense.  Those comments really helped, thanx.

I have learned that honesty sucks.

Do I have any close friends?  I mean, I have people who I would die for, but would they do the same?  Am I too distant?  Am I too cold?  I care for people who probably don't even realize it.  People think I'm bf/gf w/ somebody, but I just act like it.  I get slighty jealous around couples, but just because of WHAT they have, not WHO they have.  I don't understand.  People tell me they love me, but it has become so frequent that it has almost lost its meaning.  That's probably why I don't say it very often.  Please understand, I'm just not as open as some people.  I'm starting to feel alone.  I...I want a girlfriend, but once I have one, how do I treat her?  I...I just don't know.

Hokay, so here's the Earth....oops rong thing.  There's something I have to say.  All you people in Honors and AP classes, DO NOT assume that since some people are in CP classes, they get an easier class.  We were put in CP classes for a reason.  We can have just hard a time in College Prep.  I refuse to feel bad for Honors and AP because I am under the impression that you get a choice.

Now that that's off my chest, WOOT LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!!!  Sure it's full of Finals but i only haff to take three outta seven.  Some of you may haff to take less or none at all.  Good for you, u earned it.  I was only one absence over the limit for my spanish final, which sux.  I dont haff to take the Math, computers, and Electronics finals.  I have no idea what else i should say.  Um....comment please.  Until next time.

THIS WEEK SUCKED ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so it starts last friday where I have to go to New Hampshire to visit my dying grandma in the nursing home.  I spend the night in New Hampshire at my aunt's house.  My dad and my sis come up on Saturday and then we all visit her.  We spend the night again.  the next day i dont go w/ my family to visit and thats when she dies.  I still feel pretty guilty about not being there.  Monday Im bac home and i go to skool just to pick up my skoolwork and then leave.  After that I went shoppin for a suit.  Tuesday was the wake and the theme was purple so i had a purple tie and shirt w/ a black jacket and pants.  According to my family (and me) i looked pretty good in it.  My dad said i looked liked i was in the Mafia. (I agreed) Wednesday was the actual funeral.  I was a pallbearer.  A pallbearer is someonewho carries the casket tothe hearse.  There were like 8 of us so it wasnt that heavy.  Thursday i was bac home and exhausted so i didnt go to skool.  Friday i didnt see the point of going since it was only one day

As for the dream i mentioned, it was prolly the best part of the week.  It was thurs day night, it started w/ me at skool and i was runnig around at skool stting up the fireextinguishers so that they explode from the top.  teachers were chasing me all around the skool.  It was really fun.  Eventually there was only one left and it was guarded by a whole bunch of teachers.  Now most of you kno that my skool has like back staircases that lead to the same place.  I just took one of those and tried to make the thing explode.  It didnt work.  But as the teachers were dragging me away it i heard a loud BOOM.  Then the teachers just gave up, pushed all the foam into the foyer and the whole skool had a foam party.  At that very momemt the girl i liked (Jessica Bartlett, for those of u who care [EDIT: I no longer like her]) told me how awesome i was.  I then asked her out and she said w/ a smile, "yeah, ok."  This dream was prolly the greatest dream i remember.
Please comment on this.  I would really like to hear your feedback.

Hello, and welcome to my first (and maybe last) myspace blog entry.

I've recently come to the realization that some people deserve to be tortured.  I know, i know, its harsh but as I was searching for my friends on myspace, I came across so many gangstas, prepy people and wannabes it made me sick.  I ususally believe that you should just kill them and get it over w/.  But some people need to feel the pain.  Anyway, my day went as follows:  wake up, feed dog, wash up, get dressed, gather stuff, get ride from laura, then skool.

School, for me, is a total hellhole.  today was a B-block and it seemed to drag on FOREVER.  First class was electricity/electronics.  It wasnt so bad.  The highlight of that period was the fact that I didnt burn myslf on the soldering iron, which was a miracle.  Next up was History, which wouldve been good if I had done my paper. But I didnt.  The highlight of this period was the WWI movie we watched, which was kinda kool.  After that was lunch, which was boring.  The table I sit at On  B-block I only sit at because Ikno a couple people there.  Its still boring cuz they dont talk to me.  after that, was computers which was interresting.  we had to find a career and I picked physicist.  I liked physics last year so I want to be a physicist.  After that, was Math.  Let me get this off my chest.  I HATE ALMOST EVERYONE IN MY MATH CLASS.  Matt is an annoying little midget who talks tough but thats it.  Chris is, well, an asshole.  There's no other way to put it.  Chelsea is an idiotic selfish little bitch who makes fun of you for almost anything you do, and then asks for answers for a test.  I dont kno Coleen very well but im pretty sure she thinks im creepy.  Tyler is my friend but he consistently bothers me about joining the wrestling team.  John is cool but he flys off the handle over the littlest thing.  I am SO glad I got that outta me.  Natasha, Armando, Bobby, and Jaime are all cool.  Everybody else I dont kno very well. After skool i watched tv and went online.  Im probably gonna use this blog to record the major events of my life or to vent some anger.

Till next time,
Robert