I'm moving back to Australia. I have no choice. My mother is dealing through cancer and hates this country and to her she believes happiness is found in only Australia. She can't simply wait teo years, for me to finish high school and wrestling. She has to move now because she doesn't want to spend her "old age" of 57 in this country.



School in Australia is the hardest thing on the planet- really. I doubt I could even graduate with all their requirements.. All the new systems of money, measurement, and what not that math needs me to be. The credits will be completely different.

I wanted so badly to get decent at wrestling before I graduate. That's all i wanted to proove to myself. But now, i have 5 months of hard work- no tournements... Taken out of so much practice; sucking. Theres no wrestling in Australia.. at all. They have "leagues" ..barelly someplaces in the country.. It's so much better as a team or in high school. All- women leagues... how boring.
I doubt we will move anywhere even close to these things. Let a lone gymnastics... comptetitive? Never heard of them just rythmic gymnastics..


The bigger threat is not having a system of graduating.. I probally wont.
I failed every course in my entire career of school while I was there.


Anyway, my friends, my goals.. everything. All the way across the world..


Horrible professional wrestling schools aswell. Practically free but crap and unknown.



A person develops certain goals in there life time.. all mine will be crush. My mom says if i find a family who will look after me i can stay, that im kicked out. She lies, I could randomly find a free mansion stacked with never ending food and I still couldn't stay.


She says we have to move before two years because in two, houses in australia will be too expensive to ever aford, since there rising in price by the minute. And she doesn't want to spend her life in a Caravan.

Ive been fighting to stay.. But shes put me in a situation where if i wasto, there would be know way to support myself- to work for money or food. Nothing.
I guess I'm screwed.


Bye everyone who cares.
My eyes kind of hurt from crying but I'm done..



Thanks for listening..

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