Meh, having a shitty day today. I've got an interview and a test for another job coming up soon. But other than that things are feeling pretty shitty. Haven't seen my severance pay coming in yet and my worries are compounding. I really don't know why I post this. It's certainly not all of my problems, and I'm usually a pretty private person. I guess the fact is that I feel really lonely when I have nothing to do. I don't want to burden people, but at the same time I want people to talk to. I'm feeling really put out, stretched and down to the wire here. The past couple months have been hard. I've lost some people, some jobs, heh a lot of things. The only thing I'm glad about is that I have my family. Both blood and non blood. I'm not going anywhere with this. I'm just gonna ramble. So I'll just go to bed. I'll feel better when I wake up. I always do.

Ah nevermind. I'm pretty damn cool at the moment. 

Bleh, that's all I can feel deep in my heart. Even after my post office exam went so well. I've always been the first person done with every test I've ever taken. None of them have anything on me. But there are just huge, important things that are fucking with me. Way more important things. Not even a trip to the greatest hot dog place of all time, Dog Et All is cheering me up. <sighs> I don't know.  Will anyone even read this? No one comes to this page but maybe 2 people. We'll see.

I think the title speaks for itself. Blog this motherfuckers! What? ok fine. Yes, I admit I was bloody bored ok?Jeez...gimme a break.