Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.

8. If you do this you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. It is written

that we're almost finished... yeah, i know we have another year, but everyone knows that this year is going to fly by faster than all the rest... and then we're gone, off in our own directions.... alone. Maybe not for long, but for some amount of time. Its really hit me that this past year, junior year.. we have all seemed to drift apart a little bit. I dont know if its because of falling in love, maybe because of work, maybe we just all feel that we're too busy anymore... And maybe, that was an excuse for me to use then, but now i feel like we've lost a lot of time together... and kind of taken each other for granted. You guys, my friends, in highschool, outside of moriarty that ive known throughout highschool... you guys made me who i am, and you're people i couldnt forget even if i tried. I am so happy i was born with a big enough brain to have a wonderful memory... cuz i can still remember things from fucking 8th grade. Ahhh... 8th grade. I can remember it like it was yesterday.. which makes things even scarier... because that means the time just flew by. I mean, in that time, ive made more friends, made better friends with the ones i was already friends with, lost some friends, battled crazy rumors, ran through sprinklers at 12 oclock at night, made piles on trampolines, etc. etc. etc. And i know ill make new friends when i move for college.. but what if i dont WANT new ones? hmmm? what then? its almost a nessecity to get new ones. I wish i could clone you all... or maybe shrink you all down, and stick you in my pocket. But, even if it was possible to do that... i know you all have your own paths in life.. we all have to fulfill our dreams. And i wish us all great luck with that. I mean, i feel as though there are a few people that i failed to get close to, a few people that i didnt take the time to STAY close to... and a few people im hoping i will always be close to. Friends have moved, we've made some new ones, and im glad... but like i said, there are things ill never forget. Our senior year, you guys, needs to be amazing. we need to work hard to hang out with each other... im talking to both my friends in moriarty and in albuquerque. I know it'll be hard, we all have different lives, if you will, that we need to tend to, such as work and family, but seriously... what if we never see each other again? i dont want to be the one looking back and thinking "why did i not make an effort?"

its like a rush of blood to the head;
like an imaginary friend that everyone can see;
like having a heart that pumps jack daniels into your system making you feel totally drunk;
like keeping a secret the whole world already knows;
like screaming from the mountaintops without anybody being able to hear you;
like a blindfold to enhance your other 4 senses;
like a touch that makes you tingle and words that make you melt;
like feeling the music seep into your veins and leaving you dripping in sweat with a scary rush of adrenaline that takes you to your own edge leaving you standing RIGHT before you fall;
like being on a rollercoaster, feeling your stomach drop through your feet and your brain fall into your throat;
like standing still when all you really need is to move with the people in the crowd that cant seem to stop bumping into you;
love is like taking your life and holding it in your hands, watching the people pass you by leaving footprints on your heart and words in your head that will change you forever;
like feeling your hands on me an hour after i leave you and sensing your mind thinking of me when all i can do is sing my heart out with the radio blasting in my car...

*breathes* and love.. love is like you

WOOOOOOOO! im SEVENTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!

XD
okay, so the days around my bday were pretty damn awesome, and sinse i cant see you all just yet, i figured id write about it before i forgot. hahahaha.

okay so Saturday, i went into albuquerque, BEAT JUSTIN THERE AHAHAHA, and we hung out for a while. then we went to a computer parts store type thing, and they had these lil fuzzball guys! and i wanted one, and the cashier gave me two. i still have one, and the other one is stuck to justins mouse pad (cuz they have sticky feet, HOW COOL IS THAT?)

after that we went and played pool in Golden Cue, ugh, i love playing, but i suck at it now! i need more practice!

then we went back to justins, and we decided we were hungry, so me, him, and jess went to pick up kory, went to Sushi Hama, but they were closed, so we went to the new sushi place, which was FUCKING AMAZING LIKE WHOA!pretty expensive, but VERY yummy. then after that, we left, and went to visit kelly.

that was amazing, we were there for about 3 hours, and god i missed her so much! it was awesome to see her, and i got to see nolan, then, too. that was pretty awesome.

then we left to justins house, and by now, its me, justin, jess, kory, and bob. So we decided we wanted ice cream, and went to Cold Stone, and got some ice cream, and then we met up with some dude and kory's brother (i dont remember their names lol).

then we all went to subway to eat (holy hell i ate SO MUCH that day!) and that was yummy. then me, justin, kory, and jess left... we went and picked up brandi, then went to butters' house for an hour, then left to go see Jesus(Matt)....

(Here's the best part, imo)
Now Jesus's place is stationed where they keep the Kids Jump jumpy thingies (you know, those blow up things parents get their kids for thier birthdays?)... yeah. And there was about 20 of them rolled up in that warehouse room, so we were all jumping around from one to another, and butters stepped on one, and it fell over, and he biffed it. ahahahah. it was awesome... and then guess what i saw?? FUCKING GIANT BOXING GLOVES! like, 2 feet in height, and about 10 inches in widht. i could fit both my hands in one of those. so we all took turns, and one person only got one glove, and we boxed. it was SO MUCH FUN! im on a mission to find some.

Then we left, dropped butters off, dropped brandi off, dropped kory off, went home, and watched Superbad. it was okay, pretty funny, but almost too vulgar fo rmy liking. but yeah... then we woke up and didnt really do anything.

i left justins at 12 on my bday. Went to Charles's house, and i walk into his room, put my stuff down, go to the bathroom, then walk into his room and go "who's under the covers?" (cuz it looked lke someone was).. and he saud go look... so i lifted up the blankets, and BOOM! - GIANT FREAKIN MONKEY! and he's SO COOL! he has become my sleeping companion. then he called Micheal into his room, and he gave me this pretty big box. i went through like 3 boxes to get to my ring.. which is absolutely BEAUTIFUL by the way :D... ill show pictures lolz. then we just hung out.

then we decided to come back to my house, and Yvette (his stepmom) goes "well, i bought you a cake... and im making dinner".. so i was just lke WOW.. ive officially been accepted by his family, and it feels good :D so we left to my house, ate cheesecake, i showed my mom stuff and told her what i did.. then we left my house again, and went to his. Ate dinner, at cake (which was storebought cake, so i only got a small peice and pretty much drenched it in ice cream... it would be fucked up not to eat a piece). then we left to go meet chris, leslie, and ethan, to go hang out.. but chris and leslie went home already, so we went to pick up ethan, went back to charles's house, and we sat around talking for a long while, then i left at 10:30. =]

then this morning i woke up, had a peice of CHEESECAKE, ate the rest of my dots, and here i am :D