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Last Updated: 8/5/2006

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 33
Sign: Leo

City: Hell
State: PENNSYLVANIA
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/20/2006

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Thursday, May 18, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry

You may not know it yet

But I love you

Everything about you

From the moment I met you

I knew you were someone special

The thought of you has kept me going

Despite the moments

When I just want to die

I know you probably dont love me

In fact you may not even like me

You may think I'm old fat and ugly

But just the effect of your presence

The sound of your sexy voice

Just looking at your picture

And thinking of you

Reminds me of how much I love you

You may not know it yet

But I love you.

4:18 PM 
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Sunday, May 14, 2006 
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Saturday, April 29, 2006 

Current mood:  cranky

1.   can i work for u?

2.  you're an imbecile

3.  your game is more like candyland

4.   i was raped by my pillow again every4one

      :aww.. would u like to rape me? It must suck to be raped by an inanimate object

5.    i'm  tired....i sleepy......  my d**k  is  hard

       :my c**t has swollen as well

6.  :  i kno ur mama

       :  i know my moma :  and bs moma

7.  :  IM ME IM RILLY HORNY

8.  :  ON THE FIST DAY OF BLACK PEOPLE DAY WE F***ED OUR FAMLYS :   WE COULDNT HEP IT WE WERE ALL HORNY

9.  :  OOOORRRRRGGGGGGYYYYYSSSSSS

    :  HE NEEDS TO STOP DREAMIN OF THINGS HE CANT HAVE

10.  :  IF YOU LIKE POTATOES LEMME HEAR YOU SAY HOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

10:02 AM 
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Saturday, April 22, 2006 

Current mood:  curious

Well a decision was made for me and for that I was thankful.

I have been interested in two fellas, and one of them said he just wanted to be friends, so I decided to ask the other one out!  So now I am officially in a relationship.  HEHE.

Moral of the day:   Sometimes bad outcomes have good consequences.

Currently listening:
Josh Groban
By Josh Groban
Release date: 20 November, 2001
9:07 PM 
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006 

Current mood:  anxious
Category: Writing and Poetry

In a moment

You stole my heart

It was gone before I knew it

 

In a moment

I was lost

And I thought i almost blew it

 

In a moment

I was sad

Didn't want to see you hurt

 

In a moment

I was warm

Feeling flutters in my heart

 

In a moment

You were gentle

Sweet caresses from your hand

 

In a moment

You were brilliant

What a striking, handsome man

 

In a moment

You stole my heart

It was gone before I knew it

 

In a moment

You gave your love

In which you are quite fluent.
Currently listening:
Coverage
By Mandy Moore
Release date: 21 October, 2003
3:43 AM 
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Monday, April 10, 2006 

Category: Writing and Poetry
I will be there
When the storms pass
And the seas subside
I will be there
When u want to cry
When u want to die
I will be there
If you turn away
Nothing left to say
I'll still be there
If we part as friends
Cuz friendship never ends
I'll still be there
If its not meant to be
If you're not the one for me
I'll still be there
At the end of the rain
At the end of the pain
I will be there
When nothing seems to last
When there are things we can't get past
I will be there.
2:36 PM 
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Monday, April 10, 2006 

Current mood:warm
Category: Writing and Poetry
I bet you were sweet
I bet you were smart
I bet you were cute
I bet you had a kind heart
What made you laugh?
What made you cry?
What made you fall asleep?
What made you want to die?
Did you have many friends?
Did you feel you were alone?
Did you write poems or stories?
Did you talk on the phone?
If I had met you I would have smiled
I would have waved and said hello
But I never met you
So why is it so hard to let go?
2:34 PM 
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Monday, April 10, 2006 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Category: Writing and Poetry
The Sparkling Diamond
A glimpse at the story of Moulin Rouge
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In one brief, bitter moment
I lost the love of my life
We were going to run away
Get married
She was going to be
My beloved sparkling wife
It's funny how I met her
At the Moulin Rouge
I remember looking up
Catching her beauty
My breath quickly I did lose
And when she fell for me
It was all a foolish mistake
Yet she fell madly in love
With this fool
And when her hand I did take
She didn't let go
Until the very end
She was my soul mate
My secret lover
My beautiful sparkling diamond
And she was also my friend.
2:31 PM 
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Sunday, April 09, 2006 

Current mood:  tired
Category: Writing and Poetry
As I stare into the starry sky
Memories surface of you and I
I remember the first time I rode with you in a car
This Beatles song was playing, we didn't go that far
I remember the day I saw you on the street
You were laughing with your friends
You looked so sweet
I remember the day you watched me smoke
'It's been months since I've done this,' you heard me joke
I remember the day I met your now ex-girlfriend
I felt so heartbroken, my sorrow seemed to never end
I remember the night I slept over at your house
You were in the next room, you were as quiet as a mouse
I remember the first day I felt I loved you
I try to deny it, but I guess I still do.
8:13 AM 
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Sunday, April 09, 2006 

Current mood:  thirsty
Category: Writing and Poetry
I felt so ashamed
Wearing the dress you bought me
From the Salvation Army
The one with the stain on it
It was my first chorale concert in high school
The first half of my freshman year
I wouldve been embarrassed enough
Having to sing a solo
Standing in front of the choir
Standing alone
Projecting my voice
To the hundreds in the audience
But you had to go
Make it a hundred times worse
By buying me an old stained dress
At the Salvation Army
I felt humiliated
I just wanted to hide
Everyone was looking at me
I couldnt run
That wouldve been
Even more humiliating
I felt so ashamed
Wearing the dress you bought me
The one with the stain on it
The one I wanted to burn or bury
After that night.
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Sunday, April 09, 2006 

Current mood:  devious
Category: Writing and Poetry
I just wanna dance
Hey gimme a chance
I know that I'm fat
But I'm one cool cat
I just wanna dance
To hell with romance
I want your sex
Not your love
It's not your heart
I dream of
I just wanna dance
Let's all go to Paris, France
Party with Paris Hilton
Where the ladies at?
F~~k the men
I just wanna dance
Yeah I just wanna dance.
7:04 AM 
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Saturday, April 08, 2006 

Current mood:  aggravated
Category: Writing and Poetry

God I need you
You haunt my dreams
In the night I hear your screams
Is anything what it seems?
God I need you.

Do you even like me?
Or is it just an illusion
A misguided vision
Am I on a doomed mission?
Do you even like me?

How do you feel...
When I look you up and down
When I see you around town
When you see me frown
How do you feel?

God I need you
I've never felt this way before
You're all I need and so muchmore
Still waiting to hear you knocking at my door...
God I need you.

Currently listening:
Life for Rent
By Dido
Release date: 30 September, 2003
12:48 AM 
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Friday, April 07, 2006 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Writing and Poetry
The grudge I hold against you goes very deep
I remember so many things gone wrong
You were always angry with me
When I least deserved it
Where were you when I needed you?
You were working so hard, had so little time for me
You belittled me with your words
I remember "fond" childhood memories
Of you ripping a pearl necklace from my neck
Of you yelling at me constantly
Of you making me wear Salvation Army clothes
Do you remember how I saved your life?
Or have you forgotten
I could have let you die
I could have watched my father take the life out of you
And leave you breathless underneath a thick pillow
But I didn't
Why?
Because I love you!
Despite the grudge, despite the pain, despite your annoying voice
I love you mom.
8:23 AM 
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Friday, April 07, 2006 

Current mood:  content
I see you
Water pouring from your eyes
What were once tiny drops
Have become rivers of emotion
Why must you cry?
The pain you feel
Expressed in such an odd, disturbing way
The bitter water flows
Cascades from your eyelids
Down your cheeks
No tissue for you
You just let them flow
Now they are slowing down
Just drops now
Forming at the corners of your eyelids
And gently tumbling down your face
Until there are just wells of water in your eyes
As I stare at you
Thinking
This is the first guy I saw cry.
8:18 AM 
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006 

Current mood:  hot
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm a paper heart doll
Your mean words cut me to pieces
But I still love you
I'm a paper heart doll
Your love wrapped me up
And i love you
For who you are
Even if i don't know who that is
I'm a paper heart doll
Your truth is tearing me apart
Yes, I still love you
For the way you hold me tight
For the way you feel so right
If I could be with you tonight
I'd be your paper heart doll.
Currently listening:
Beautiful Soul
By Jesse McCartney
Release date: 28 September, 2004
8:42 PM 
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