mark the words, simple. light-weight.
steady breeze.
connect the pieces to this one-puzzle that is.

portrayed in technicolor,
alive and on stage,
a once in a lifetime opportunity.

just a boy. scared stiff. free mind. quick feet. finger tips.
don't talk, bird. you silly child. hush your spitty lips.

faith my words, faith. candy-coated.
tired beliefs.
dizzy dizzy thoughts. coloring in letters. despondent.

here for a moment,
gone,
reincarnate,
save the world.

no wings. can't fly. that's life. too bad. better luck.
slippery eyes, mine. won't focus. fuck.

explain yourself, will you?
am confused, i.
am confused.

we are the dry air,
the dirty filthy stench of stains and mildew filled
kind of reeks out the doorway.

dig it?

trendy gypsy. sweet sweet smile.
i forget to tell you,
nothing ever means anything, see?

cackling in the corner quietly,
pant pant pant, like dogs we will.
milk spills, don't care. we own ourselves.

come on... can you get this?

sneaky little spider, bastard.
crawl behind the speaker, you bastard.
karma will own you, you will see. easy as that. 123.

partake of cakes and pastries.
thanks ma'am for the party. thanks again.
it's a real rocking good time on the juke box, dancing like it's 1923.

tigerlilly, simple little one.
we can and will control the cosmos,
the spinning sphere of infinite knowledge.

take it as you wish. but speak words, god dammit.

cranky truck,
please shut up.
i wish you would not
be so cranky.
god damn you.
you cranky ass truck.

child, I have brought you here to raise important questions,
because for some reason i can't seem to forget you.
your crazy little thoughts, and wild silly colored hair do's,
and the way you lisp a little when you talk...

god know i'm not a psychopath or any uncanny relation,
i'm just emotionally wrecked and out of sync.
and i'm not your little friend and wouldn't ever want to be,
because with friendship comes respect, and you don't have any.

little dream, dream of me.
little dream, dream of me.
little dream, dream of me.
little dream, dream of me.

i love the way you copy me in everything you do,
and the way you deny it when i ask you.
i love the stupid things you try to do just to impress me,
but you only look like an idiot,
did you know that? huh, did you know that?

so little dream, please dream of me.
and give me back my god damn movies.

moving at a slow pace seems to be an irreversible sign of my inner thoughts getting the best of me.
drag my feet and slouch my head as if only to show discontent.
ah fuck.
ain't it obvious, little bird?
can you spell out your thoughts on the speed of my movements?
just curiosity... that's all.

oh, you wild little sapling. watch as you glide over the air...
and what a terrible shame it is when you trickle down on to the ground,
only to be ornery and undisciplined.
unstable and confused.
god you're great. so alive.
look at I. dead and slow.
weepy depressed like.
oh but i'll just watch the way you flutter for a while.
... a smile typically isn't far behind.

sleepy am i so. and as are you. pretty pretty young snapdragon.
often i drift off non-existent-like. die.
and then back to the slow... dreary pace.
left, right, left.... right.....
perhaps now i will bloom like you.
yes, you.

somewhere in the past, we go wandering.
back to where we were so long ago.
and oh, the way we cry,
when we speak of all the ways we can't let go.

talk to me about the way you're breathing.
speak to me and tell me you're alright.
we are a lie,
and we speak the words that drag us to our graves.

maybe god is only real in stories,
and love is an imaginary word.
and all the things your mother always told you,
are never gonna do you any good.

i'll scribble down your name,
and forget that you even exist.
the splattered words that leave my mouth,
will move away from it.
and all the movements in and out your door,
are just too strange and obscure.
and they have their moments,
and so do i.
so do you.

so you, before i gasp i need to talk,
and cough until my lungs can cough no more,
my heads a little odd,
in fact, i've never felt like this before...

today, perhaps i'll wake up free from nightmares,
and wonder what the hell my eyes have seen
the world is full of fractions,
i am nothing but a fish in the sea.

come a step away,
tiny little animal,
i don't wanna know,
what you do to yourself.

go tell your friends
that i'm not an animal.
i am just a boy,
just a little baby boy.

totally,
sleepy sleepy sleepy.
i'll say my prayers.

try to mimic me,
and act like a character.
isn't very good.
but i will laugh.

a personal account
reckoned you were far away.
to think that i knew.
to think that i knew...

i saw a light on...
under a microscope.
shined into my eyes,
lord it was so bright.
god damn my instincts,
doing without thinking.
walking without breathing
breathing without being.

i saw a light on.

some little bird told me of your coming,
at that i decided to open my walls.
hello, vibration! and congratulations,
on being the girl that surpasses them all.

in times of confusion and possible bruisin,
i try to refrain from the one that i love,
but she recovers quickly, and comes to me swiftly,
and tells me to show her just what i am made of.

and of course, i choke.
and i can't see her eyes,
and i can't say anything at all.
but one day i'll know,
just what it feels like,
to not fuck it up every time i try.

if you find your eyes
don't drive them to my house.
don't bring them to my door,
because i won't answer anymore.

summer is gone,
and so is your memory,
and as will i be,
when you wake up.

don't expect me in the morrow,
cause i'll be far far away,
child, you died when your mother was alive,
cause she told you that she couldn't stay.

terror tonight.
a monster in my room.
it's hiding in my bed.
waiting to bite off your leg.

say a little curse!
and get him to crawl away.
so we can sit alone.
and talk to ourselves.

don't expect me to be harrowed,
by my neighbors and friends in this town.
they sleep on their floors with locks on their doors,
and they tell me just don't stay away.

don't expect me in the morrow,
cause i'll be swimming away.
in waters so deep, they are drowning my knees,
how i'm stuck in this terrible place.