Today.. Well yesterday... was Me & R's 4th Monthaversery..
Didn't get to do much..
We went to applebee's. Alan went with us :P He has pretty much been with us from the beginning :P So it was ok..

At least I remembered this time ...

Oh well .. on to another day..

Yesterday got even better when I went to work...
Saw some people from high school..
One was another one of my Xes... actually he was my first.. He was with his wife. She is kinna pretty but they were showing me pictures of their boys... they have 3! They had their youngest son with them and showed me... he is cute. Thank God he looks like his mother :)

It seemed that everything just kept building up on each other. Got told a story yesterday that I RREEEAAAAALLLLLLYYYYYYYY could have gone without knowing...

I found out that one of the main reasons one of my friends comes up there to hang out is to watch me blow guys off... I didn't even realize i was doing it... He said "its so funny to watch them try & hit on you & you just walk off" I'm working damn it!! I don't wanna be hit on when i'm working! Had one guy obviously checking me out... they do that all the time.. it kinna creeps me out..

I get home and i'm still angry, upset & emotional.. so guess who gets the brunt of that storm... yep R. I hate being mad at him... when i'm like this any little thing he says gets blown up.. Like I got realllllllyyyy pissed & upset when he said he didn't know if he wanted to sleep with me (sleep sleep not sex sleep) Not thinking that he ment it was harder for him to sleep cuddled nowdays cause he isn't feeling well... So I went to bed pissed... and woke up cold & alone.. It sucks... I know those of you who never or rarely sleep cuddled will not really understand that.. but when your used to being cuddled & waking to a warm body beside you, well it is a depressing feeling to wake alone.. which of course just adds to the already spining strom of bundled emotion that is me... *sigh*

Then I get onine and a secondary friend has this posted as a bullitin.. with the title "men (obviously true)"....

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For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.



Men are like....



1. Men are like ..... Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like........ Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like ......Weather ....... Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like ........Blenders .......You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like .........Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like....... Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
8. Men are like ...... Government Bonds ....... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like ..... Mascara ....... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like ........ Popcorn ....... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Men are like...Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are like .....Lava Lamps .... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Men are like .......Parking Spots . All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.
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OK now WTF!!!!
What is up with the man bashing huh??? What is the point?? She and every other Fn woman on myspace would throw a complete and total FIT if a guy posted a bullitin that said that women were like lava lamps. That is Fucking STUPID!

I dont' know who you are dateing but don't compare him to mine! Mine is not Stupid. He does not run at emotion.. He tends to stay and comfort me as I do for him. He is more MATURE that the GIRL that posted this BS. The ONLY time he Iritates the crap out of me is when i'm PMSing and the EVERYTHING iritates the crap out of me! He satifies me just fine thank you very much! And yes he may be like the weather but only an IDIOT would try to change the weather!! If your not happy with how your man is FIND ANOTHER don't BITCH ABOUT IT!!!

You may say well you must have a good guy then .. Yes I do.. but I know PLENTY of others like him! Do I manage to just find the good guys.. no. YOUR looking to hard at the FAULTS of them. Everyone has faults... If you like some one, then you Like them for their strengths. But you LOVE someone for their weaknesses.

Ok and to name a few...
from my Friends list...
Randy (duh- he is mine)
Patrick (married)
Cap'n Don (last i heard he is single)
Sports Guy
Armondo (funny as hell)
Lance (very sweet & very shy)
William (has a gf)
Twitterpatted (has a gf)
Nicholas (one of my 3 best friends actually & as far as i know single)
Anarchy (very weird but fun)

These are just a few. Yes some of them are taken.. but why are they taken? Their Girls do not focus on their flaws!

So don't look in at the splinter in someone elses eye.. WORRY WITH THE 2x4 IN YOUR OWN!!

i have only been awake sence 10... and today already sucks...
1 gotta love PMS...
Last night i got peved at R... never good...
so i woke up mad.

boredd out of my mind so i decided to try one of the stupid Myspace ads for the free gas..
i'm not sure how long i spent on that stupid thing... i think all i managed to do was give my info to 15 hun. companys...

Then i talked to someone who i have known sence HS.. him & his chic maybe expecting... i'm increadably jelous that they are at that point that they can happily welcome it. Makes me remember some things that we used to talk about... Plans that we made then for our lives. Things that have completely changed.

I am helping my sis with a project right now.. i don't know if i can explan it.. maybe later..

I'm working on crocheting a baby sweater for a cuz of mine.. i dont' even remember when the baby shower is... i think this weekend... i don't really want to work on it... i has been kinna depresisng me... this is my cuz's 3rd kid.. but she is alot older than me ... so not that big of a deal...

i'm just emotional rt now i guess...
gotta love estrogen & progestrogen.... :(

my entire day.. bored or pissed
today R had drill... so i was BOREEEEDDDDDDD
i ended up going to the mall at noon... didn't have to be there till 2.... ackkk
i walked around the mall crocheting...

On top of that i'm PMSing... so... i nearly killled some children... ok didn't but I reallllllyyyyy wanted to.. I think I yelled at about 4 or 5 people.

I did come up with some ideas for some T-shirts for my new shop.. which I will be unveiling soon. When it is ready I will tell ya'll first :)

G'nt PPL!!!

Ok... the fun of my b'day actully begin the day before.

small beggining

little growth, lots of change

everything stops.

daughter ripped from her mother

son taken from his father

all is lost

only the feline remains

 

*screams*

*SCREAMS*

*SCREAMS HYSTARICALLY*

OMG!!!!!   LANE WILL NOT STOP THE F'N BAGPIPES!!!!!

He got a cd of music for a graduation gift... and I think i'm about to loose it...   I GOTTA GET OUT OFF THIS HOUSE!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THEY ARE TRYING TO WAKE UP APRIL!! I'M LEAVING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

World changes,

love comes and goes..

friends come and go..

perminince is non-exsistant

changeing profiles, changing friends

remember the past

but let it go...

Ok today I went and got a tattoo. all i can say is OWWWWWWWWWWWWW  felt like the guy was using a knife!! Hurt like F(*&(*&  OH M G! . it is between my back bone and my angel wing... the  back and wing hurt REAL bad..  R was with me. he now  has holes in his hands now from me grabing him... Sorry babe... *blushes*  I can't wait for it to heal!  but it looks good. The artist was really good and really nice. I got it at 4th street FYI   

well i have it as my pic rt now.. it is kinna hard to see i hope to get a better one up soon. 

 

Need a break
200. My middle name is: Elaine
199. I was born on: June 21 1983
198. I am a (zodiac): Gemini/Cancer(born on the cusp so i'm both)
197. My cell phone: PALM TREO 650!! (love my palm!)
196. My eye color is: blue with brown dot in each
195. My shoe size is: 6-6.5
194. My ring size is: 5 on rt hand 4.5 on left
193. My height is: 5'2"
192. I am allergic to: Sulfa Drugs(BAD) Penicillan(did i spell that rt?),most laundry detergent(wanna see me spotted? just use tide!),heavy purfume & pepperoni(both give me headaces)
191. I was born in: Laurel Ms
190. I live in: Hattiesburg, MS
189. The last book I read: Prob a Anne Mcaffery.. not sure...
188. My bed is: a futon
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: None are the same.
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I can have BABYS!!! (is a bit maternal)
179. My favorite Holiday is: St. Patricks day(everything is GREEN!!)
78. The perfect kiss is: one that takes me over and makes my knees fall.
177. The last three CD's I bought: Limp Bizkit, Good Charlotte, Blink 182
176. Last song that made me cry was:The one about the guy and his chic in the car wreck.. don't remember the name..
172. My most treasured possession(s) is(are): my sewing machine.
170. What did you do last nite? Went to walmart at 2 in the morning..

:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::
142. Love at first sight? no
141. Luck? sometimes
140. Fate? yes
139. God? yes
138. Aliens? maybe
137. Heaven? yes.
136. Hell? yes
135. Ghosts? yes
134. Horoscopes? no
133. Soulmates? yes at least a soul connection.

:::::Which is Better?:::::
129. Hugs or Kisses? Kisses
128. Drunk or High: drunk(it's legal)
127. Phone or Online: TEXTING!!!
126. Red heads or Black hair: Red for me.
125. Blondes or Brunettes: Neaither
124. Hot or cold: Hot
123. Summer or winter: SUMMER!!
122. Coffee or tea: Coffee most of the time..
121. Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
120. Night or Day: both
119. Oranges or Apples: no opinion
118. Curly or Straight hair: depends on my mood
:::::Here's What I Think About:::::
116. Abortion: Murder
115. Backstabbers: suck
114. Parents: strange
::::Last time I:::
103. Kissed someone: EARRRRRRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYY this morning
102. Hugged someone: 5 min ago.. Lane..
101. Seen someone: visually? a few min ago..
100. Cried in front of someone: Sunday.
99. Grew: 7th grade!

::::MISC::::
90. Who is the ditziest person you know: UMMM... would be a toss up... know a few..
89. Who makes you laugh the most: varys
87. One thing I'm mad about right now is: just got a TICKET FOR SOMETHING I ALREADY GOT A TICKET FOR!!!
83. The last movie I saw: : uhhhhhhhh..... i think ice age 2
82. The thing I don't understand is: why ppl view ppl with disabilites as lacking. when they are really just ppl.
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: "cause i said so"
76. This summer I am: CLEANING!
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: seeing my nephew on a regular basis
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: having kids
74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is: death
73. Tomorrow: school.
72. Today: work. school.
71. Next Summer: hopefully heading into my teaching job*cosses fingers*
70. Next Week: school...
67. People call me: Kender, Tree Frog, bird girl, hermit girl, Gena,..................
62. The person who knows the most about me is: My buddy Baz
61. The person that can read me the best is: Prob. Baz.. he has put up with me so long.
60. The most difficult thing to do is: accept change
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: Years ago
56. My zodiac sign is: gemini/cancer(didn't we already have this Q?
55. The first person I thought I was in love with was: Andy Grice (9th grade)
53. The one person who can't hide things from me: my little bro
51. Right now I am talking to: sitting at my computer...silly.
48. I have/will get a job at: deaf school in Jackson *crosses fingers*
47. I have these pets: Kryziana Arora(cat)Lucky & Lola(frogs)Sheldon(Hermit Crab)
46. I hope: that i will eventually get married and have kids..
45. The worst sound in the world: my little brother screaming...(long story)
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: my sister
39. My boy/girlfriend is: Randy :)
35. Florida or Hawaii: Hawaii!
33. My favorite piece of clothing: my skirts or my baggy pants.
32. My favorite sport is: compedative swimming
31. Last time I cried: yesterday
27. Last person I got mad at: Mississippi cops.
26. My worst drinking experience was: too personal.
22. The all-time best movie is: Lilo and Stitch or American Tail
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Sni Gash Ne! (snuggles)
19. The most annoying thing ever is: my car.. love it but.. aghhhhhhhhh
18. The most annoying person you know is: sibblings...
17. I lose all respect for people who: are ditzy (or pretend to be)
16. The movies I have cried at are:ALOT.. but to name a few. Deeply, Finding Nemo, The punisher.
15. Closest friend: Baz
14. TV show you watch: Grey's Anatomy
13. Favorite web site: www.kencyclopedia.com
12. I want to be: further in my life
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: having to hurt someone else
10. My favorite phrase: If the whole world was the same what a boring place it would be.
9. My room is: a mess rt now.*blushes*
8. My favorite celebrity is: Sandra Bulock(James)
5. My weakness is: green & ittly bitty little things(god forbid if they are both...)
4. What turns me on is: that is between me and Randy thank you very much...
3. Who broke your heart: Andy & WIll
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: When i make other ppl happy.
1. I filled out 200 questions because: it was there i guess....