i never realized how fast time flys until now. i feel like just yesterday that i just started my life. i feel like it was just yesterday when i met some of the people who meant so much to me and still do now. i think of the times when people came into my left and left without saying a word. i think of the times when i thought things were where i wanted them to be, but just fell back down. i feel like my time was then, but now i feel like ive never had that 'time'. sometimes i feel liek i was more mature back then, but now i know that my naivety has brought me more intellegence today. i always get that urge of nostalgia. i used to think about what did i do wrong for things to end up the way they did. but now i realize it was just never meant to be, and thats just how everything fell in to place. but i dont know, i feel like not everything is set into place. i feel like some components of my life are missing and i just cant seem to grasp what that is. but now all i can do is to live with whats infront of me. i want to work hard for what i want in the future. i wanna look back and know that whatever im working towards paid off. life recently has been so vague, so foggy. sometimes i just dont know where i'll fit in. i just hope i can gain that feeling of content again. its been awhile since ive had that feeling. but i know with the time ill give it, it will be worth it.

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well i dunno. ive been thinking alot lately. and this is probably lame to blog about this, but hey whatever. its been mainly about well..love. how lame did that sound. haha. but ive been thinking. im so naive to the fact, and ive never really had anyone in my life to call my own. but i just really would like to meet someone. someone who will fill my stomach with butterflies. who will stare at me across the room, and right there we can read each others minds. i want love so strong, and overbearing. i want someone who can just listen to me, and i know that they really do understand even without response. i want to know that theyre there for me. i want to feel safe by their touch. id like to think of that person, and know that theyre thinking about me too. i want to be held and feel like its eternal. i want to hold and dance in the middle of an empty street at 5 am. i want someone to cuddle with beside a bonfire. i want to sit on a roof and lean on that persons shoulder as we watch the sunrise. i want someone who i cant compare to anyone else. i dont want someone whos too mushy. i want that person to be my bestfriend too. i want someone who i can argue with. i want someone who i can fight with, knowing that it will make us stronger. i want this more than anything.

-california
-sleep at everyones house
-cardio hip hop
-beach
-chill late at night
-get tatooed
-sneak da fuck out..haha
-meet new people
-sit on someones roof-
-have a bonfire
-make everyone food
-learn to skate
-hotel parties
-raveeeeee....
-become closer to some people
-make vids..alot of vids
-take a hella lot of polaroids
-get a job?
-successfully get pierced haha
-party at my house
-co-ed sleepovers
-drive aimlessly
-photoshoot
take a polaroid of every person i hung with
-meet a nice boy?
-make mends
-and moreee !!

hey i need money HAHA

no okay im poor so im gonna start selling clothes again because im too lazy to work in an actual store. yeah ill sell anywhere dont really care where.

sooooo heres just a sweatshirt i made not too long ago.....yeahhhhh.....

sorry bout shitty quality

 

oh and if you need something to do need cash or whatever then let me know. we can work some shit out aight?

 

kinda go through life a little here:

NOW

sorry the pictures are so sketchy.

(click on them to view bigger)

 

here are some kids requested.

still much more to come. help decide on a name! a) eurotrash togs b) trashcanfashion c) happily ever now c) or make one up i dont care i need a name sooooon.

here are some pictures so you can get of an idea of what i can do.

shirt. gun gun=bangbangbang. // sorryyy this is kate's :P

tote//bag mine. ahha.

shirts [not my best ones]

shirt

just comment please.

shirts $15

totes& bags price depends

i take in plain hoodies and cloth wallets and customize for a wee price of $7

shipping free. orders would be greatly appreciated if sent by email.

simplegal27@aol.com