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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 20
Sign: Gemini

City: Sin City
State: Nevada
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/28/2004

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September 28, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  busy
I went to Tribal LA today. And needless to say it was amazing. The show was spectacular. In the show was every big name in Tribal Bellydance [minus Rachel and Mardi] like Sharon Kihara [who is absolutely stunning and moves like a goddess and I'm completely in love with and am even more obsessed with], Kami Liddle, Zoe Jakes [who is spazzy and adorible and a fantastic dancer], Fat Chance Belly Dance [who closed with the best perfomance of the night], ect. The lineup of performers was insane.

And since I saw Rachel and Mardi earlier this year, I've offically seen all the biggest names in Tribal Bellydance. Smiley face!!
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July 6, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:thrilled
I'm so excited for this! If only words could describe.

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March 21, 2008 - Friday 

I join the queue on your answerphone
And all i am - is holding breath
Just pick up i know you’re there
Can’t you hear - i’m not myself

Oh go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be - just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe it to love
And it all depends on you

So listen up - this sun hasn’t set
I refuse to believe that it’s only me feeling
Just hear me out - i’m not over you yet
It’s love on the line can you handle it

So how do i do normal
The smile i fake - the permanent wave of
Cue cards and fix it kits
Can’t you tell - i’m not myself

I’m a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings - and fingerprints
I don’t - wanna feel - anything
But i do
And it all comes back to you

So listen up - this sun hasn’t set
(I refuse to believe that it’s only me feeling)
Just hear me out - i’m not over you yet
(It’s love on the line can you handle it?)

So listen up
Look at me straight
Just hear me out
Don’t make me wait
I’m not myself
I can’t take this
Love’s on the line
Is that your final answer

I join the queue on your answerphone
And all i am - is holding breath
Just pick up i know you’re there......

So listen up - this sun hasn’t set
(I refuse to believe that it’s only me feeling)
Just hear me out - i’m not over you yet
(It’s love on the line can you handle it?)

Currently listening:
Details
By Frou Frou
Release date: 13 August, 2002
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February 24, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  bored
Interesting Facts About Me ?
[1] I'm an only child. I was the youngest person in my family at age 18 until Feburary 2008
[2] I played the Clarinet for 3 years.
[3] I played the Piano for 1 year. I was terrible.
[4] I've been taking Photography classes since 2004.
[5] I took 4 years of Japanese, which is equivalent to 2 years.
[6] I've been sewing since 2004. I took a Costuming class in Highschool.
[7] I cosplay, and have been attending conventions since 2003.
[8] I've met the Japanese band Duel Jewel.
[9] I've met the Japanese singer Yoko Ishida.
[10] I've met the yaoi artist Kazue Yamamoto.
[12] I saw and proceeded to stalk the Japanese band Orange Range when they were hanging around Down Town Las Vegas.
[13] My hair color has been purple, pink, blue, green, and orange.
[14] I did a Jobshadowing for the Costume department at the Paris's production of The Producers. I got to see the show for free. Twice. And the night of the shadowing I got to see David Hasselhoff's dressing room with him in it, got to sew the crotch of a Nazi uniform up, and got to adjust a strap on David Hasselhoff's $12,000 beaded dress.
[15] The best concert I've ever been to was Garbage [9/16/05]. We got VIP line passes. We were right in front of the stage the entire show. I got to touch Shirley Manson's hand. And Steve Marker handed me a pick.
[16] The only time I've ever been to Seaworld we won four stuffed Shamu's and then got to pet the penguins. No lie. I've touched penguins.
[17] I have 3 cats and 2 sugar gliders.
[18] I'm terrible at math. I passed the math proficiencies on my last change my Senior year in highschool and was 5 points away from an above average score. [345]
[19] I went into my first Strip Club and sat at my first bar before the age of 5.
[20] I'm currently taking a Bellydance/Middle Eastern Dance class.
[21] I'm currently taking an [Automotive] Spraypaint class.
[22] I'm a Hooper.
[23] My first job was working for a Medical Clinic.
[24] My second job was at EXPRESS in which I, for two weeks, worked in one of the busiest malls in Las Vegas, and then helped set up a brand new store.
[25] This year I'm moving to California to go to Makeup school.
[26] I've never had a real boyfriend or girlfriend but I've been in love twice.
[27] I was in love with a guy that's 13 years older then me.
[28] All of this by age 18.
[29] And it's only going to continue to grow.
Currently listening:
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By Splashdown
Release date: 01 September, 1999
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January 16, 2008 - Wednesday 
I'm so giddy .

Really I don't know why! I think I've accepted and gotten over everything.

And it makes me so happy. I think I've come to accept everything and a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

^__^
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January 1, 2008 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  indifferent

??????

2008 ? Happy New Year!

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December 17, 2007 - Monday 

Current mood:  amused

You know this shit is all so true.

Your pregame starts at 9, you go out at midnight, you go to after-hour clubs at 4, and you go home at 9 am. Sleep, Repeat.

You don't know what a last call is.

You don't pay for clubs.

You say "Hella" and "Fuck" and say them often!

Balllinnnnn.

You have friends who are strippers, and know they prefer to be called "dancers"

You got your first fake ID when you were 15

You don't pay a State Tax, thanks for coming

You don't wear "Las Vegas", T-shirts. Only people from Cali would do that.  [I'm so guilty. D:]

You can get anything at any time…even a steak at 4 am. 24/7 Bitches

When you go to different cities, you're amazed things aren't open after 9 pm

You valet everywhere, you bitch about parking in every other city…and you don't use cabs

You've never HAD to pay for parking. Oh, and parallel parking...what's that?

When it rains people freak out & when it snows, they lose their minds.

In the summer, your car is overheated...before you started driving… and winters are sub-zero. That's the way it is in a desert.

You don't own an umbrella.

You know that prostitution is illegal in Las Vegas.

You have a smoking section in your supermarket.

More of your friends were born in California than Nevada.

You know a yellow light means there is plenty of time and a red light means there is still enough time.

Your mayor used to work for the mob and still hangs out with show girls.

The slot machines in the airport drown out the PA announcements

Growing up here...you realize it's actually a "small city".

You know how to get to any casino on the strip without taking Las Vegas Blvd.

You are still asked "smoking or non?" when you go to out to eat

You give directions to your house based on location of closest casino

You need to walk through a casino to see a movie.

You learned how to use crayon's by playing KENO at restaurants when you were a kid.

drinking and driving is sometimes ok if you're just buzzed.....eeek

boys still make tee time the next morning after a friday night

...WET and WILD!!!!

B.S. Before summerlin...HA!
 

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November 9, 2007 - Friday 
I sit alone
 In the dark theatre watchin' the people go by
 Hand in hand
 Everybody but me
 Oh
I stay behind
 Watchin' the credits roll by
 Roll roll roll right by me
I know, I won't cry
 Cause there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
 Out in the rain
Oh cry
 Not tonight
 Because there is somebody waitin' for me
 Oh yeah
I take a walk
 The streets are busy tonight
 And I am searching for you
 Waiting to brush your shoulder
 But I'm alone
 I watch the faces roll by
 Roll roll roll right by me
But I know, I won't cry
 Cause' there's somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
 Out in the rain
Oh cry
 Not tonight
 Because there is somebody waitin' for me
How many words will go unspoken
 'Til I hear knockin' upon my door
 I'm not talkin' the night I spent heart broken
 But tonight I know
 I won't cry no more
 Oh
I lie awake
 I left the porch light on
 I hope it helps you to find your way
 Outside
 I hear the thunder roll by
 Roll roll roll right by me
But I know, I won't cry
 Cause' there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
 Out in the rain
 Not gonna cry tonight
 No cause there is somebody waitin' for me
 Not gonna cry tonight
 No
 No no no no
 Oh
 Not gonna cry
 Not tonight cause there is somebody waitin' for me
I stay behind
 Watchin' the credits roll by
 Roll roll roll right by me
Currently listening:
Somebody
By Bonnie McKee
Release date: 27 July, 2004
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October 25, 2007 - Thursday 
Cancer
June 21st
first day of summer


I decided tonight, to take a step and look a little deeper into my personality, according to astrology which I've always found fasinating because it's always fit so perfectly, anyone close to me can agree these fit me 100%. And I decided to share it with everyone in hope that I'll be understood a little better.

The symbol for Cancer is the crab, which retires into its shell if threatened.
 

'I FEEL' is the motto for Cancer. You are emotional, sensitive and easily hurt. You need to be needed and are very caring. Children, plants and artistic projects all thrive under your protection.

Home and family are very important to you and you can remember things from your childhood as clearly as if they happened yesterday. There is a part of you that doesn't want to grow up and you make a ready playmate.

You are imaginative and empathetic and will mirror other people's feelings back to them. They trust you and will confide in you, although you yourself are a very private person and keep your own feelings to yourself.

Your sensitivity can make you touchy and you can also be very moody. Your reluctance to let go of the past can make you clingy.

You are the nurturers of the zodiac.

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The fourth sign of the zodiac is Cancer and it is represented by the crab. Appropriately enough, Cancers can seem easygoing, sympathetic, and patient one minute, then cranky and irritable the next. Because of this ability to make a sudden change, Cancer is the least predictable of all signs. They are ruled by the moon and have water as their element, so their mood swings can be compared to the turbulence of the shifting tides. If they feel they need to, they will retreat to their own emotional shell to keep others out. However, Cancers can be very sympathetic to others and readily show their affection. Cancers are also very emotional and sensitive, which may be why they are so empathetic towards others.

Cancers need a lot of attention due to their unpredictable character, but if you give them the support they need, they will offer you their undying loyalty and love. Once you have won their trust, nothing anyone else can say will sway them against you.

Sidesteppers

Just like a crab, Cancers are often known for sidestepping. They rarely take the direct approach to what they want, but eventually they get what they are after. Cancers are better judged by what they do and not what they say. When asked to help, their first response might be no, but in the end, they always come through. They can often be hard on the outside, but soft on the inside. The hard shell they show to the world is only there to protect themselves from being hurt.

Cancer is also the sign of home and family life. They seek out relationships and are happiest when with those they love because it gives them a sense of security.

Psychic

Cancers are very intuitive, almost to the point of being psychic. They are able to spot even the smallest change in another's behavior, so it is hard to deceive them. They are very insightful and most have a photographic memory. The combination of these two skills plus their excellent observation skills makes them very aware of the ulterior motives of others.

Weaknesses

Cancers are often seen as moody, cranky, and unpredictable. Because of their sensitivity, they can be seen as overemotional and touchy, almost to the point of being clingy. They tend to be possessive of those they have allowed in their world. Cancers can shut people out if they feel uncomfortable and "going into their shell" is seen as being introverted.

Parts of the Body Ruled by Cancer

The breasts and stomach - Because they love to overeat, Cancers may have to fight the battle of the bulge their entire lives. They are also prone to digestion problems that may be caused by stress or tension.
 
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Cancer Traits
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Positive Traits

•  Emotional and loving
•  Intuitive and imaginative
•  Shrewd and cautious
•  Protective and sympathetic

Negative Traits

•  Changeable and moody
•  Overemotional and touchy
•  Clinging and unable to let go
Cancer Likes: hobbies, romance, children, parties, home and country.
Cancer Dislikes:failure, opposition, aggravating situations, being told what to do and being given advice...whether good or bad.
Important Parameters Lucky Number - 2

Lucky Color - Silver or Silvery Grey

Lucky Flower - The larkspur (Delphinium)

Lucky Gemstone - Moonstone, Cats-Eye, Pearl and Crystal

Lucky Day - Monday General features

Cancer is the natural ruler of the Fourth House of the Zodiac, commonly referred to as the "House of Family and Home" and known in Vedic Astrology as the "Subterraneous Place.". The name Cancer is derived from Latin, literally meaning 'the crab'. Cancer has the characteristics of dreaminess, intuition, emotion and need for a safe retreat. Also known as the Sign of the Prophet or Teacher, Cancer is Negative in polarity. They also have a certain degree of spirituality. They have excellent memory retention skills. Cancerians are kind, sensitive and compassionate. They are very domestic and love fortifying their home environment to their own satisfaction.

In personal relationship, cancer is a mixture of toughness and tenderness, Emotional, romantic and sentimental on one side, while tenaciously possessive and loyal on the other side. Cancerian has a retentive memory and rarely forgives slights and hurts. A Cancerian will never let one forget one's error. As being driven by emotional nature, they can be the best and the worst of friends.

Star Stone for Cancer

The star stone for cancer is the beautiful, translucent, PEARL. The Pearl can be all the silvery colors of the moon and not just white. The pearl takes on its silvery, shimmering, colors from the color of the linings of the oyster in which it are grown. This precious stone can be harmed if subjected to hair spray, acids, perspiration, and some types of cosmetics.

Cancer Ruling Planet

The moon was called Luna by the Romans, Selene and Artemis by the Greeks, and many other names in other mythologies. The moon represents the basic nature of your instincts and feelings. It has a nurturing influence that gives a deep impression and unique sensitivity within your mind. Intuitive people often have a strong moon placement. The moon has a direct influence on the mind which can be seen and felt in varying ways during each unique phase of the moon. This is particularly hard for those who are slightly unstable as the pull that the moon exerts on the tides is also felt in the brain fluids, making the effects of mental illness more enhanced. This is how the asylums came to call their inmates 'lunatics' as they were worse, or more dangerous, during the full moon.

The moon also brings out the negative side of the cancerian nature which he or she must continually battle in order to overcome what could easily become a major flaw in character causing themselves and others much grief and pain.

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 People born under the Cancer zodiac sign have an entire range of emotions packed inside them. One moment, you will see them as shy and timid and the next moment, they will be the center of attraction in a bunch of friends. They won't feel shy at all and bask in the glow of limelight. Cancerians are very attached to their home and family and are fiercely protective of them. The emotions of Cancerians are always kept guarded from others and they never ever forget a damage done to them. They are very touchy and even the slightest of the remarks can send them sulking into their protective shell or make them bold and confident.

***

 

Cancer - "the Crab" (Karkinos in Greek, Cancer in Latin).

Cancer is very patient. Cancer feels all moods to the fullest, joy, sorrow, compassion, horror and sadness. Family is important to Cancer. Cancer will always forgive, but has a good memory.

Cancer can love long and strong. Cancer is a giver and can be taken advantage of by those who are takers.

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September 27, 2007 - Thursday 

I don't care about anything
Doudemo ii tte kao shinagara
Zutto zutto inotte ita
Nai mono nedari
Chotto ya sotto de manzoku deki nai
Dakara keep trying

Juu-ji no owarai bangumi
Shigoto no tsukare iyashitemo
Hitori ga sukoshi iya ni naru yo
Sou iu no mo daiji to omou kedo

Kyonen yori mendouku sagari ni natteru zo
Chousensha nomi moraeru gohoubi
Hoshii no

I don't care about anything
Chotto chikoku shita asa mo koko kara
Ganbarou yo
Nandodemo kitai suru no
Baka mitai nanka ja nai
Dakara keep trying

Honto wa dare yori HANGURII
Kimochi no midare kakushitemo
Maiasa yowaki me na sugao utsusu kagami
Taiji shitai yo

Tsuki yo no negai utsukushii mono dakeredo
Hyouteki ni natte doro ni tobikonde
Lady, RETTSUGOO

I don't care about anything
KUURU na POOZU kime nagara
Mi wo iu to tatakatteta
Taisetsu na inochi
Tottemo ki ni shii na anata wa sukoshi
Yasumi nasai

"TAIMU IZU MANEE"
Shourai, kokkakoumuin da nante iu na
Yume ga nai naa
"Aijou yori money"
DAARIN ga SARARIIMAN datte ii jan
Ai ga areba

I don't care about anything
Doudemo ii tte kao shinagara
Zutto zutto inotte ita
Nai mono nedari
Chotto ya sotto de manzoku deki nai
Dakara keep trying

Donburakokko
Yo no naka tsugi shizumi ga hageshii naa
Donna toki demo
Kachi ga kawara nai no wa tada anata

Shounen wa itsumademo itsumademo kataomoi
Jounetsu ni jounetsu ni onedan tsukerare nai
Otousan keep trying, trying
Okaasan keep trying, trying
Oniichan, shashou san, oyomesan keep trying, trying



Whenever I'm feeling down, I listen to Utada Hikaru's "Keep Tryin'!" and it always makes me smile and want to keep trying. It's so upbeat and inspiring. Go to my profile and listen to it, I know some of you could use it right now.

And remember, just keep tryin!
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