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Heather Farmer


Last Updated: 12/13/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 27
Sign: Cancer

City: Limerick
State: Maine
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/28/2006

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Monday, October 26, 2009 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PAzqBUNlCs

The first video put out by the now infamous Ween. Absolutely hilarious...in the immortal words of Beavis and Butthead, " These guys have no future". Love 'em!

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 
I have had a few bumps that I needed to get over but damn my life is amazing right now.

I have lost 101 pounds so far I look and feel amazing, for the first time in 27 years I can say I love myself and never avoid a mirror anymore, I have gone from a size 24 to a size 12, I have lost 16.5 inches off from my waist. The only insecurity I have now is my skin that is left from such a large amount of weight. I can actually look in the mirrors and sometimes I think damn I am hot, lol. I never ever thought that I would ever say that about myself, I do have to say having a great self esteem is an amazing feeling. Looking back a year ago I was miserable....I thought I was undeserving of love....I refused to look into the mirror I hated the reflection. I know I could never go back to the old me. I have come too far and feel far too amazing. Thank you so much to all of my friend and family you have all been amazing and so supportive I could not have done it without all of you.

Now the other fabulous part of my life is my guy Guy. Where do I even start with him? I guess I can start with how much I love him, how could I have not fallen in love with him. He is by far the most amazing person I have ever met, we were definitely meant to be together and he is correct when he said we are kindred souls, we have a connection that is palpable. This is the healthiest best relationship ever, we talk about anything and everything, we both have no problems saying whats on our minds. We laugh for hours on end about nothing every minute we spend together is so much fun. He has become one of my best friends as well, he is everything I ever wanted and more. The fact that such an amazing man fell in love with me is such a good feeling. I trust him more than almost every person I have ever met. I actually trust him with my heart...it was so easy to fall in love with him....I never felt like I shouldn't. The day he said "Heather Farmer I do believe I have fallen in love with you" is when I fell the rest of the way, those words were music to my ears. It is a moment I will never forget and will go up with one of the best moments of my life.
It is a lot of little things he does that means so much....he took me out for sushi and had an amazing night out but I have to say the highlight of my night was when he finally found a rose. Ok I will explain....so when we went out I was kind of concerned, he stopped at every little convenience there and back, even went out of his way to find them. He had a few different excuses most of which he said he has to go to the bathroom. So finally at the Irving in Sanford he came out of the store looking defeated, he new he was going to have to explain what was going on. So he got in the car and told me that he had been looking for a rose for me all night and stopped at the stores to find one, he said that 7-11 was the last place there was to look. And sure enough at our last stop he found that damn rose. I was blown away it meant so much that he tried so hard to find me that rose. He didn't give up he persisted until he found one. That for me totally described who he is as a person.
He tells me all the time that he isn't going anywhere ever and if I wanted to get rid of him I would have to dump him. Lol that is funny like i would EVER let go of the most wonderful man ever, that would just be stupid!

So I guess that updates everyone on my life. Love you all!
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Sunday, August 30, 2009 

"Magic"

You've got magic inside your finger tips
Its leaking out all over my skin
Everytime that I get close to you
Your making me weak with the way you
Look through those eyes

[Chorus:]
But all I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above

Yeah, oh I need you

I remember the way that you move
Your dancing easily through my dreams
Its hittin me harder and harder with all your smiles
You are crazy gentle in the way you kiss

[Chorus]

Oh baby I need you
To see me, the way I see you
Lovely, wide awake in
The middle of my dreams

[Chorus]

All I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above
Yeah, oh oh da da da do do do do do
Ah, I ..... I need you


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Monday, August 24, 2009 
Wow it blows my mind how fast your life can change course!
I met someone who has turned my world upside down in so many ways, everything I have ever wanted I found in one person. My Guy (hehe his name is Guy) is so sweet and so caring and I have no doubt in my mind about how he feels about me, he tells me everyday. He is the first person I have ever met that I feel secure with. I know I can tell him anything and he will not judge me. I have never been so open with someone in my life. We talk at least 5 hours a day and still that is not enough, as soon as we get off from the phone we miss each other.
A connection like him and I have is very very rare, it is a connection that I have never felt before, he is like the male version of me, I know scary right lol. We are what each of us needed. We both have been through a lot, had our heart broken been cheated on. But that makes us appreciate each other that much more. He is the first person that I can say I know for 100% that he will never cheat on me and never intentionally break my heart. He is not only the most AMAZING lover ever, well amazing doesn't even begin to cover it. The attraction between us is palpable, I don't think we could ever get enough of each other. He has also become one of my best friends. He tells me how he feels honestly, and I do the same. There is no wondering how the other one feels with us, we are on the same page with our feelings for one another.
With him I have never had my wall up, I never felt like I needed a wall with him, for the first time in my life I found someone that I can be vulnerable with, and I am not afraid of that. I am leaving my heart open to him, he knows he holds my heart in his hands, and I have his heart in mine. Damn I wish I could find the words to express how I feel, but words could never cover what is in my heart.
So babe, thank you so much for making me realize they aren't all the same. You are the exception to the rule. You are so amazing and I can not thank you enough for how you have changed me life. It feels like I have known you all of my life. I can't picture a day without you in my life, I don't want to. At the rate we are going I am pretty sure that we will be together for many years to come. Besides Raven you are my world. You are my last thought before going to bed and my first thought in the morning. I am only looking forward with you, my past is my past and you are my future. Things may get hard at times, but we can get through anything as long as we are together. I can't wait to see what comes next. I am so glad to have you by my side. We are both falling and hard and I could not be more happy about that! Thank you babe, you mean more to me than you will ever know!
 
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Monday, August 24, 2009 
Lost from the start
I might as well be on the moon
Much colder than I thought
Even in the month of June
Nothing near vacation
Makes you feel so alone
Well, all need is patience
Which I've never really known

But now it's too late
It's taking over me
I feel so supernatural
And the farther you're away
Is more than I can take
And I'm losing all of everything
And no matter how I try
You know I can't deny
'Cause you feel so supernatural

Every step I take
Is leading me to where you are
But all that I believe in
Is keeping me from seeing too far
Throwing out the questions
Waiting for the right reply
Looking for the answers
Tell me will it be tonight

But now it's too late
It's taking over me
I feel so supernatural
And the farther you're away
Is more than I can take
And I'm losing all of everything
Well, it's more than physical
It's kinda hard to see far beyond the glow
And no matter how I try
You know I can't deny
'Cause you feel so supernatural

Through the atmosphere I'm seeing
Eclipses of the past I'm leaving
Holding out the life as we collide

But now it's too late
It's taking over me
I feel so supernatural
And the farther you're away
Is more than I can take
And I'm losing all of everything
It's more than physical
It's kinda hard to see beyond the glow
And no matter how I try
You know I can't deny
'Cause you feel so supernatural

Feel so supernatural
Feel so supernatural
Whoa
Feel so supernatural
Feel so supernatural
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Sunday, August 23, 2009 
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009  
There’s something in your eyes
Is everything alright
You look up to the sky
You long for something more, darling
Give me your right hand
I think I understand
Follow me and you will never have to wish again

I know that after tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars
And I know if the love is alright
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of the tonight you wont have to look up at the stars

Tell me how you feel
And if I’m getting near
I’ll tell you where to steer
You tell me where to steer, da-da-da-darling
Way above the clouds
And high above the stars
Through the unknown black holes
No one knows where we are
But we’ll return to earth and do it all over again

‘Cause I know that after tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars
And I know if the love is alright
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of the tonight you wont have to look up at the stars

Come away with me
Fly away with me
Just for one night no one will ever know, darling
I will leave you satisfied
Forever past time
You don’t have to hide
You’re free to fly

I know that after tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars
And I know if the love is alright
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of the tonight you don’t have to look up at the stars

I know that after tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of tonight
You don’t have to look up at the stars
And I know if the love is alright
You don’t have to look up at the stars, no no no no
I know by the end of tonight, you’ll be looking down upon them from heaven
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009 

Current mood:  chipper
Hmmm for some reason I never thought about selling my lotions via Myspace, so I thought it might be a good idea!

They are all named after Maine towns. They are very thick and absorb quickly into the skin, leaning no greasy residue.

For anyone who is interested the are $10.00 for a FULL 6 oz jar, or 3 for $25.00. They smell amazing!

Just send me a message to place an order!











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Sunday, August 02, 2009 
I am so am so friggin bored so I thought I would share a few of my favorite quotes. Yes I am really really bored...lol


"I'll always remember... I'll never forget, how you took my breath away, the first time we met. No matter what happens... no matter what we do, I'll always remember the first time I saw you."

"Love is like a butterfly, the more you pursue it the more it eludes you, but if you are calm and still it will land on you shoulder."

"If you think my eyes are beautiful it's because they are looking at you"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So, when you are lonely remember it's true: somebody, somewhere is thinking of you."

"Life's a dance you learn as you go, sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow. My life is better left to chance,I could have missed the pain, but I would've had to miss the dance."

"If you should you ever think of me, my wish is that it makes you smile."

"I want you to hold me and say its okay...when i go to leave, pull me and tell me to stay...hold my hand, kiss my lips...look me in the eyes...dont listen to what they say..."

"When I saw how much pain love could bring I felt sorry for those in love, when I saw how much joy love could bring I envied those in love"

"If you want the rainbow, you must first go through the rain"

"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."

"Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance."

"Life is like a difficult puzzle, you can try to solve it all, but there's always gonna be those missing pieces."

"Love is like a tree in the four seasons of change. It can either bloom and blossom into a warm, loving relationship, or it can slowly turn, fade, and die, and grow unbearably bitter and cold."

"Find A guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heart beat, or will stay awake to watch you sleep, wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show ou off to the world when you're just in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who thinks that you're just as pretty without make-up on, one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you...The one who turns to his friends with a smile and says, "She's the one!"

"If it's the thought that counts you can always count on me; I think about you all the time."

"They say, 'A picture is worth a thousand words,' but when I saw yours, I was speechless"

"Friends are like wedgies. They're intimately close. They know you're inner self. And it feels great when you pick out a good one"


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Thursday, May 28, 2009 
So for those of you who read my blog about the paranormal pic (the blog is still up) I have an update, a creepy but cool one!

Ok so I will kind of do a recap, during the ice storm of '98 the power was out for a week and everyone gathered at my house because we had a stove to use and we could take showers. To pass the time we must have played 30.000 games og Skip-Bo. So my mom took some pictures of us plainy around the table.
A couple of years ago we were going though the pics and my mom said, who is that in the picture? I looked and sure enough right in front of Franna was an uninvited see through guest lol. Her torso coming out of the table. Cool right? well it get's better.

So earlier this month is the anniversary of a murder suicide next door to the house, it had been 50 years so there was a lot of articles. What had happened next door was a man name Gordon was losing his business, and was really upset and went crazy. He shot his wife and killed her, so a standoff with hundreds of police officers began. 5 hours of gumshots and tear gas, Gordon refused to come out. He shot back from inside the house, wounding 2 officers and killing the first Westbrook police chief. Then Gordon shot himself in the basement. A day that put Limerick on the map, it was national news.

So wondering what these things have to do with one another? Well I was reading the articles in the paper about this, and in the pictures in the paper was a picture of the house, Gordon the cop he killed and Gordons wife Rose. When I saw the picture of Gordons wife I immediatly recognized her as the owman in the ice storn pic. I asked about 10 people and they all agreed it is her! So here is a picture side by side. Enjoy!



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