I' m Diana

                      ME. SOME INDIVIDUAL KID. That likes books, writes on the palms of her hands to member stuff, that isn't perfect and doesn't want to be, that is doing things that help her and her dear siblings around her<33 that is trying her best to get the attention of her parents!!!

And it gets tough when someone is pushing you-trying to make you into a new person that they always dreamed of being  

   Mommies. they're wonderful- They just are!   For the chiks it's awesome to have her around, to be able to tell her anything that's making your <3 beat faster or what's making it hurt

And for the guys- mommies can be good for you too They teach you about things that none of your girlfriends would EVER tell you  and are just as good as a dad can be!

    The only problem is if you have a mother Yes- she still popped you out of her vagina yes- she held you for NINE MONTHS whether she liked it or not- but do they know you?? nuh uh : / and you wish they did. You wish they were a mommy to you! but you can't change their Motheringness- unless you do it artifically .

I have a mother. Not only that- but also adding at the fact that she's making it a LIL tough to be the original Diana with all this dreams of her perfect lil girly daughter with all her girly clothes and skirts and MAKEUP!! AGHHH!!

I hate it. How's she's trying to make me artifically girly!! It gets on myy nerrves [[srry momma]] - buying me make up wit the lil hopeful eyes and encouragements of "try it!" AGH!

But i can handle it- being under the pressure of wearing skirts and slapping makeup on my face. I seriously can.  She thinks she's getting to me with all this mother to daughter chet- but she isn't!! I'm still Me and only Me. and always will be   And the purpose of this long unenthusiastic blog is not to complaincomplaincomplain[[i hate it when people do that]] -but to Explain why sometimes I'm all Bitchy And/or Grumpy And/or self concious!! that's just some points where i think im going crazy- but luckily they're temporary.

    So if you know me in real life and Do see me in my bitchy times- know you know why ok?? :]

&hearts;Thank you so much &hearts;

P.S. OMG!! Yesterday i noticed Mariah Carey copied this one band!! Only on one song from what I've discovered though : P ok- imma shut up now

I -Diana- have the most bigget worldwide thing in the WORLD.... the internet.

We all kno life is geting smerter and smerter as we discover new things and invent new stuff.IN fact, I may even say that were a step ahead of life and cant seem to control wat we do.
    But in my world...on this very les computer of mine- i have no technology.The fact that i see and read evrything on the internet... adds up to the fact that i cant HEAR it.and its sad. I have the world in my hands to listen to the latest music my brain wants to listen to...but cant hear it. Is there anyone else out there that is in the same situation as i am??

      i went 2 georgia.

And got sum pics :D it was fun...and i learned many many things. like one  being that i have a cuzin named [[aka]]Tits that i  -apparently-dont kno his name becuz of it :D So ye- he'll be on ma new album from over there and other random stuff too...like my other cuz dat looks like me :O hehe.
you kno wats the stupidest thing my family can do together? miss their flight -.- i wouldve been here at like... 7 but we missed our flight. heehee :P

People r saying i changed...but they dont say how. and ever since they said that, i've been trying to figure out how the fuck ive changed.    "u act like a bitch now"  "u dont talk to me anymore" ever since i came back from mexico. and im sick and tired of it. true friends accept who u r and if u change, then u change. im just sick and tired of me changing in a bad way.