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**~I'm Always Your Last Call~**

Brittany Ives


Last Updated: 12/7/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 16
Sign: Gemini

City: Olean
State: New York
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/2/2006

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Tuesday, December 01, 2009 
its time for me to say goodbye to live my long time sorrows when all along i was waiting for tomorrow to hold you tight to see ur eyes light but what i got was sorrow your eyes held the tale of an act of betrayal a life time of tomorrow i wanted you to be my groom and live life with me forever but you said it wouldn't work in the end so u said goodbye forever but i wanted you for a long time but u thought i was just a child but let me tell you, the day i saw was the day i said ill marry him but to my surprise my life was compromised put to a deathly sorrow so ill wait for you and hope you think of me in your dreams and want me sometime soon.
Friday, November 27, 2009 

Current mood:  drained
Category: Writing and Poetry
my life i lived is now my serenity, i cry, i weep, i fall asleep looking back on me, i realized life comes in big bites, never giving u a chance to swallow, it comes in pain, in stupid ways, but still you have to fallow, so walk down my road, and pay the toll, of a sad sad tomorrow, so look at this shit, and fuck the bitch, im gunna drink away my sarrow.
Thursday, November 13, 2008 

Current mood:  depressed
Why does death have to come in life, why does it mean it has to ruin our lives, to loose someone is the most terrifying thing, first someone could look so good and the next minute they could be on thier death bed it isnt fair to have this happen but i should be use to it by now i mean i have lost enough people lately but it still hurts i wish iu could just take a pill and be numb but i cant.so to thise that have lost someone latley i feel for u......
R.I.P. GANDPA, DONALD M. VANDKE I LOVE U FOREVER....
AND R.I.P MY GOOD FRIEND MAX D. KENT

Monday, November 10, 2008 
my life is mine to give, i give it to u cuz i know what u did, u made someones life a great time, and i only wish i could change mine but i cant i cant do it alone, so guide me through this hell hole, i only wish the barrier would break but it wont, its an ever lasting hold on my life, it drowns me, it breaks me away from my own reality, dont let, save me from this pain.or i swear i will take my last breath
Sunday, August 24, 2008 

Current mood:  disappointed
I belive everyone should get second chances. but there are no more for me. I have fucked up for the last time. I have disapointed people and ruined there lives. But now everyone is giving up on me. I started out with alot of friends at the start of my bullshit and i have realized when u fuck up u lose everything in the end. People dont fuck up like i did go for everything in life and leave nothing untouched. Go out there and grab ur second chance like i forgot to do. I am sorry to all i never ment to hurt anyone under any cicumstances. And i realized at the end of my journey by trying to hurt other people all i did was hurt myself. So again i am really sorry i never ever ment to hurt u guys and i love u all. Expecially everyone that was ever there for me.// But now i leave and say goodbye, i sit there and try not to cry, and what i saw was devisating but what i saw was ME!!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 

Current mood:  amused


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