We always think and act as though we knew the truth. This is lying. WhenI know that I do not know something, and at the same time say that I
know, or act as though I knew it, it is lying. For instance, we know
nothing about ourselves, and we really know that we know nothing, yet
we never recognize or admit the fact; we never confess it even to ourselves,
we act and think and speak as though we knew who we are. This
is the origin, the beginning of lying.
When we understand this and follow this line, and when we try to
connect this idea with everything we think, everything we say, everything
we do, we will begin to remove the obstacles which lie on the way to
consciousness. But the psychology of lying is much more difficult than
we think, because there are many different kinds of lying and many very
subtle forms hard to discover in ourselves. In others we see them comparatively
easily, but not in ourselves.
Q. If we do not know what truth is, how do we know when we lie?
A. You know that you cannot know the truth, and if you say you do
know, or can know it, it would be a lie, because no one can know the
truth in the state in which we are. Do not think philosophically, take it in
relation to facts. People speak about everything as though they knew. If
you ask a man whether there are people on the moon, he will have an
opinion about it. And so with everything else. We have opinions about
everything, and all these opinions are lying, particularly about ourselves.
We do not know about states of consciousness, or the different
functions, or the speed of functions, or their relation to one another.
We do not know about how functions are divided. We know nothing, yet
we think we know about ourselves. All we have is opinions, and they
are all lies.
Q. If all opinions are lies, should we avoid opinions?
A. You must know their value. The first lie we tell ourselves is when we
say 'I'. It is a lie because in saying 'I' we presume certain things: we
presume a certain unity and a certain power. And if I say 'I' today and
say 'I' tomorrow, it is supposed to be the same 'I', when in reality there
is no connection between them. We are in this present state because of
certain obstacles or certain facts in ourselves, and the most important fact
that we do not understand is that we have no right to say 'I', for it will
be a lie. When you begin to observe yourself you will see that it is really
so: there are 'I's in you which do not know one another and never come
into contact. For instance, begin to study your likes and dislikes and you
will see that you can like one thing one moment and like another thing
another moment, and the two are so opposed to one another that you will
realize at once that those 'I's never meet. If you observe your decisions
you will see that one 'I', decides and another has to carry out the decision,
and this one is either unwilling to do it or never heard about it. If you
find one thing one does not lie to oneself about you will be very exceptional.
Being surrounded by these lies, born and educated in these lies, we
cannot be any different from what we are; we are just the result, the
product of this lying.
P.D. OUSPENSKY