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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 20
Sign: Sagittarius

City: o town
State: Narnia
Country: NA
Signup Date: 12/4/2004

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Tuesday, May 05, 2009 

Current mood:  focused
Category: Life
the words that didnt come
came later than sooner
could've would've should've
what's there left to say?
what's there left to ask?
of the one I abandoned unintentionally
without realizing
the strength it takes to break up a love
i wish i had kept stronger
if i'd only seen what's in front of the stop sign.
yielding without turning to see
hit me like a breath of hot air
and churned me inside and out
later rather than sooner
leaving me wanting,missing, loving
craving what was once mine
pupils,brain cells
generating a way to gain it back
RECIPROCITY
and deserve it once more
from the only love i want to know
Thursday, September 27, 2007 

Current mood:  enthralled
Category: Writing and Poetry
Young boys and girls, barely men and women
fighting a war, that only money understands
for a leader with a grudge
so much chaos in the world
and so little of it thoroughly acknowledged
we live in ignorance
because ignorance is bliss
but the ignorance that was chosen for us
will eventually be the cause of our demise
those politicians with their plans,
they want to keep us united
they do so with lies and half-assed stories
false facts, incomplete reports
of how our troops are coping
the media paints a pretty picture for the people
distracting us with celebrity gossip
and skinny rich girls who love to party
they want to keep us united
united in ignorance
while they feed our youth
spoonfulls of propaganda
preparing them for a war that has no point.
A battle with a plot
as childish as a game of tag
Monday, March 26, 2007 
Every day that she is mine

i feel a  warmth relax my hands.

i feel a chill throughtout my spine,
that makes my heart skip a happy beat fromt ime to time.
my modest cheecks begin to blush
if i sence her by my side.
i awake to her gentle smile.
i feel so warm inside and out.
we're laying face to face.
i shut my eyes for a moment.
i can feel her eyes reading my face,
as she runs her fingers through my hair.
i feel content.
i can hear her breathing so close to me,
taking in the scent of my freshly shampood locks.
my eyes still closed,
i memorize the softness of her hands.
i want to see her face
i open my eyes.
her eyes, so calm and kind,
look straight into my heart.
we lay still,
memorizing eachother's face.
i kiss the jewels that are her eyes,
as the blue jay's song
fills the morning air.
i listen intently to this familiar song.
the same one i've heard so amny times past.
i don't say a word,
i use my ears to visualize, and my nose for relaxation.
she runs her fingers down my spine,
with the harmony of the blue jay's song.
her touch intensifies the song,
painting a more vivid picture for the tune.
my body feels warmer and weaker.
i feel my bones and every muscle surrender.
i feel not lust, but blissful desire
to lose myself in her caress.
i feel lite and renewed. cleansed.
the blue jay has sung his last verse of the day.
i open my eyes slowly.
i sit in silence, watching the bird
dissappear into the morning sun.
her hand softly brushes my neck, my arms,
and my entire body.
she offers me her hand with such grace.
i trace all the lines of her palm
gently with my finger.
it's just as i had memorized it.
we look at eachother and lay back down again
face to face, we look into eachothers eyes,
losing ourselves as if listening to the blue jay's song
one last time
Sunday, February 27, 2005 
mexican food is yummy!!
Monday, February 07, 2005 

Current mood:  giggly
Nursery school teacher says to her class, "Who can use the word 'Definitely' in a sentence?" First a little girl says "The sky is definitely blue" Teacher says, "Sorry, Amy, but the sky can be gray, or orange..." Second little boy..."Trees are definitely green" "Sorry, but in the autumn, the trees are brown." Little Johnny from the back of the class stands up and asks: "Does a fart have lumps?" The teacher looks horrified and says..."Johnny! Of course not!!!" "OK...then I DEFINITELY shit my pants..." its hillarious to me though ive heard it so many times haha
Friday, January 14, 2005 

Current mood:  sad
tiffy left las night to salvi. but they cant keep her. man she came over yesterday to say bye and we both cried. i feel!!!!!man i havent cried since... i dunno its been a while
Monday, December 27, 2004 

Current mood:  cranky
skoliosis SUX!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, December 24, 2004 

Current mood:  cold
pickles are yummy
Friday, December 24, 2004 

Current mood:  cold
pickles are yummy
Friday, December 24, 2004 

Current mood:  cold
pickles are yummy