Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Aries
City: Louisville
State: Kentucky
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/5/2004
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009
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Current mood:  artistic
Category: Blogging
I just noticed I haven't posted a blog in about 2 years on here! Since I'm bored and not tired yet, I thought I'd give a life update... Sarah and I broke up about a month ago, about a month after we had just moved into a house together. It was sort of imminent, though. There were things she wanted, that I didn't have. It's okay though, I think we're both happier like this. I think we were together for about a year and a half. I was planning on being single for a while, and I was until two days ago. I met a girl named Chelsie :) The only reason I really decided to be with her rather than staying single is she has a lot of the things I am looking for and am myself:
Creative (sings, plays guitar, etc.) VERY into music Open-minded Not into getting drunk/high all the time Gets along with my friends Likes to do stuff that may seem dorky and uncool Sort of clumsy (in a good way) Pretty/cute Our relationship is simple right now and I like it.
Anyway, Brayton, Will and I are all getting an apartment. We've already been approved and I think we're moving into it at the beginning of next month. I look foward to having my own room and a "studio" room with all of our computers/keyboard/mic/etc.
I also plan on going back to college at Louisville Tech once I'm finally settled. I know I keep telling people that, but I planned on going back when I was with Sarah, then we broke up, so I've had to deal with other stuff.
I also have 2 albums on the way. The first is just going to be self-titled, I think. The second will be my funny album, with all of my crunk/80's songs, including the Bubble Rap and Ass 2 Mouth (Eat it Like a Sundae). I plan on getting a professional to help make music videos for the two most popular songs.
The albums will be released through a service called TuneCore, which then distributes your albums to all popular music services such as iTunes, Amazon MP3, Napster, etc. I'm pretty excited, although I'm not rushing my work as I want my debut stuff to be of decent quality. I'm also going to pay a music engineer to master all of the tracks, and it gets quite costly, so I'm saving money. Mastering a song pretty much makes the song "loud" in a technical way, so that it pars up to all other music in the genre, and sounds professional.
I suppose that's it for now. :)
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
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Current mood:  indescribable
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Well, that feeling I'm oh so familar with is coming back to me. The one I felt in middle school, where I stopped giving a shit about anything, and felt like I had nothing going for me. Except this time, the consequences are a lot bigger, and hit more people.
The main culprit? Money. I owe EVERYONE money. College sucked it out of me, and my parents were very kind in helping me pay. However, I couldn't deal with all the stress and left for a while. Now, all of the loans I got from various organizations are asking for their money back, and my dad wants his $10,000 back. This, my friends, is the very reason I left in the first place. Stress over money.
Why is college so god damn expensive? How is this system expected to fucking work? I want to go back, but now I'm extremely fucked. Once I get my car paid off (which is actually pretty close to being done), now I have to focus on paying back my dad a shitload of money, and then the loans for school. I feel like I'm working for nothing now. If I go back now, I have to pay for it all by myself. I'd have to work full time every single day, then take night classes or something. And even that wouldn't cover the costs. I'd still have to take out more loans to be able to have any time left for homework and a social life. I hate loans. I hate doing stuff when I know I'm building up monsterous amounts of debt.
I feel like shit. I don't even feel like going to sleep now. As soon as I wake up I have to go to work, to pay back everyone. What a waste. Fuck this shit.
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
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Current mood:  cheerful
Category: Life
I stole this from Kayla.
1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? Arielle, Chris, Andrea, mom, Brayton
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yup
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? both...i'll talk a lot if i'm in a good mood tho.
4. Do you take compliments well? yup.
5. Do you play Sudoku? no
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? probably, but not for long. lol
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? yup
9. What was your favorite game as a kid? spotlight
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you? ehhh i'd try not. >_>
12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? yes, but if they're really strong about it, i would get annoyed and eventually it'd break us up.
13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? pursue.
14. Use three words to describe yourself? funny, nice, ummm...geeky
15. Do any songs make you cry? some can
16. Are you continuing your education? yes
17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? well, my BB gun yeah lol
18. If your house was on fire what is the one thing you would grab first? shit man...my $1200 flat screen tv...then i'd try to get my Xbox 360, and my computer and the flat screen monitor...THEN i'd try to get my pugs. rofl.
19. How often do you read books and what are you reading currently? not often. nothing.
20. Do you think more about the past, present or future? past & present.
21. What is your favorite children's book? where the wild things are.
22.What color are your eyes? brown
23. How tall are you? 5'9...?
24. Where is your dream house located? not sure yet
27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth? yes
28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden? long time ago, maybe never. >_<
30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today? louisville tech
32. Do you like mustard? yes
33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat? uhhhmm depends which want i want more. if i'm hungry and sleepy at the same time, i'll eat first.
34. Do you look like your mom or dad? yeah my dad for sure.
35. How long does it take you in the shower? 15-25 minutes.
36. Can you do the splits? no
37. What movie do you want to see right now? iunno...borat? hhaha. and then reno 911
39. What did you do for New Year's? hmm...my ex called while i was at work saying she was drunk at a party and psised me off. then i picked her up later and i duno what happened after that i can't remember.
40. Do you think The Grudge was scary? no
42. Do you own a camera phone? yes
44. Was your mom a cheerleader? dont think so
45. What's the last letter of your middle name? n
47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? 6-8...i want 9 or 10 though
48. Do you like care bears? no
49. What do you buy at the movies? candy...mountain dew code red.
50. Do you know how to play poker? yes
51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes
52. What do you wear to sleep? i just take off my normal clothes and wear my boxers & undershirt.
53. anything big ever happen in ur hometown? ummm. ky derby.
54. How many meals do you eat a day? 3-6
55. Is your tongue pierced? no
56. Do you always read MySpace bulletins? yes
58. Do you like funny or serious people better? funny
59. Ever been to L.A.? no
60. Did you eat a cookie today? no
61. Do you use cuss words in other languages? sometimes lol
62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads? mostly buy, unless i get some trance mixes.
63. Do you hate chocolate? i like it
64. What do you and your parents fight about the most? hmm. we don't.
65. Are you a gullible person? no
67. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) ummmm...be like the graphic designer for a big show or movie, or make the music for a movie scene, etc.
68. Are you easy to get along with? yes
69. What is your favorite time of day? night
70. Do you like someone right now? andrea.
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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Category: Life
This blog is to remember the good times with my lost friends and to recognize how much I care about my current friends. If that confuses you, then you are dumb. [After posting this blog, I had several of my so-called "friends" tell me to take their sections off. This has made me realize that my friends suck. Have a nice day.]I also want to say that I am happy to be friends with these people...  Chris, we started off recognizing we had been through most of the same shit in our lives (asian eyes, etc. haha). Although we had some trouble when I was with Amanda, we got over that eventually, and now I'm really happy to be your friend. You may not have known it, but you sort of picked me up after Amanda and I broke up. I was very, VERY depressed, and you asked me to hangout with you and Tripp. That was the beginning of me getting over her, and I thank you for that. Before I met you I really didn't have any true close male friends, and I was really annoyed by that. Finally I don't have that problem anymore, and I am happy.  Brayton, I'm glad we've become good friends. When I first met you, I thought you would be a totally different person, but you've turned out to be just like me in many ways. You've also changed my car tire/wheel for me for free, and always call me when I'm either sick or sad, asking if I'm okay. Thanks for bringing me to that Halo lan party too, I've never been to one before, and I had never played Halo before I went there. Funny thing is I pwned a lot of people. >_>  Arielle, I'm glad we started talking more and have become pretty close friends. I know you're a strong person, and you're also very fun to hangout with. I know that even if we have nothing to do, we always have fun together. You have a great personality, and your about me is dead-on with how you are.  Andrea, I remember taking your pic with your friends last year for the DVD Yearbook and thinking "wow, I want to get to know her". Haha. I think we have a bunch in common, and it's awesome that you play video games, and do all of that silly real-life role playing stuff. I'm glad we've continued to talk even after I've graduated, and have not let up from being friends. I hope to get closer and continue having a good standing relationship with you.  Sarah, I think it's funny that almost all of your good friends are people that I've either gone to school with, or have known otherwise. You also love a ton of the same 90's songs that I do, and have helped me remember the names of artists that I would have otherwise forgetten forever. You've also gone with me late nights to get iTunes cards and candy at Walgreens, and have also introduced me to Invader Zim, where before hand the only cartoons I liked were the classics like Rocko's Modern Life. That's all I can do right now because Brayton is here, but I may update this later. - Nick
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
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Current mood:  calm
Category: Blogging
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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Category: Life
I'm so sick of going to peoples' profiles and seeing all this shit about love, hate, lust, romance, of how they'll "never get you back".
Listen - there's more to life than relationships. If you're entire life is based around who you're dating, or better yet who you're NOT dating, then you have problems. Look, there is no such thing as a soulmate. Sure, you might find someone almost "perfect" to you, but that doesn't mean they were built and designed to fit your criteria. It just means you found someone close to it.
Maybe I just haven't looked enough, but nearly every profile I go to [girls mostly] is primarily focused on the subject of love. Yes, we all want to be loved, and yes we all want and need attention, but shit, get over it. I'm being serious here, there's so many other things life has to offer other than relationships. I'm not saying I don't like them, and I'm not saying I haven't been through some sad times, but I got over them, and I realized I was wasting my time being sad over it.
How about this: after being dumped, take some time to do some research on anything you've ever had interest in. Learn. Explore. Sometimes I'll be sitting around on the computer, and something will pop up in my head out of nowhere, and I'll want to know all there is to know about it. So I go to google.com, and type whatever it is, and put "wikipedia" following after it.
And this all may sound nerdy, but really, it's very benificial, not only to yourself, but to everyone else, so you can be more interested/focused on other things rather than your latest "horrific breakup".
Even my friend Chris does it. I went to his house a while back, and I found him reading about...fish. Haha. You see? With the Internet, you can learn about anything you want, down to the very last detail. And it's all (practically) free. You're not going to live forever, so just start doing something you've been interested in.
Another thing I want to say is I'm really tired of these stupid nicknames MySpace kids are coming up with now. My sister and I were even talking about it a while back. I went to one of my friends' friends profile, looked at their top 12, and I'd say 10 out of the 12 had brackets, the ™ symbol, and some stupid overly-dramatic word like "disaster", or "whore".
Example: [ NICK X Disaster ]™
Just stop. Your life isn't dramatic. Girlfriends and boyfriends aren't everything.
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Monday, November 13, 2006
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Current mood:  okay
Category: Life
I wish for once, everything would just be okay, in every aspect of my life. I guess that's really pretty much impossible once you're older than a year, but still. Haha.
Seriously though, I feel like I always have a reason to cry about something. Dylan's recent death has really made me think about just how mortal I am. And now I find myself being very afraid of death, of being cremated, of having a funeral held in my name. What it's really like to be dead. What happens...where do you go? How is it possible to simply be nothing anymore? Then I think about how you date people, and you think you fall in love, and how you eventually break up. How you both just simply start looking for a new person to fill that spot, to make you think life is great and everything's under control. It really just doesn't matter. And I hate that raw fact. I wish it did matter. I wish I knew why we were all here, and what the ultimate purpose is.
Everyone always says life's too short and to do whatever you want...but is it worth the risk of dying young but doing something crazy, or living until you're old but having done nothing risky at all in your life?
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Monday, October 09, 2006
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
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Current mood:  bitchy
Category: Friends
I'm sick of my friends saying they want to hang out with me, planning a day to do it, then when the day comes, I get no call, no IM, no text, and no explanation of what is going on. The day is over before I know it and I'm still waiting.
I'm going to start pulling this shit on you all soon, 'cause it keeps happening to me and I want you to know what it feels like. I'm going to be like "HEY! We should hangout tomorrow, 5 PM?" and they respond saying sounds great. Then when it comes, I won't get online, I won't answer my phone, and I won't call or text. In fact, I'll be out somewhere with someone else. Yup, I treated you like shit, so what right?
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
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Current mood:  chipper
Category: Blogging
So, the last couple of weeks have been pretty cool - I met a lot of new people, and hung out with others.
First, I went to Arielle's birthday party-thingy at Tijuana Flats, and got to meet a lot of her friends. Daniel, Wesley, Jenny, Kirsta, Alicia, Kristen, and Amanda.
Then Kasey came down and we saw Crank, which was pretty awesome, in a weird unrealistic way. And then we ate at WW Cousins, which has like the best bread ever (sounds weird I know, but it's true).
Then I had to go to college orientation in the morning on Thursday, and everything seemed really cool and laid back. I only have to take 2 classes a day and the earliest they start is like 10:25 AM. Oh and there's no school on Friday, it's optional.
After that I had a few hours free to myself, then work. Target moved me to Electronics primarily, which is pretty awesome because I love it. It's now my favorite area to work in the entire store. I like it because you basically run that whole section of the store yourself. You have to help people with iPods, thumbdrives, CD's, games, etc. and you also have to open up locked cases and such. It's pretty much my dreamland.
Then today, (Friday), I got to hang out with Jane again. I first hungout with her when I was with Arielle downtown near 4th street...she's actually a really cool girl. We went to the mall and I bought a new Trance CD (you know me, haha)...ended up going into Victoria's Secret for a bit and I felt pretty silly in there. Then we went to Toys R' Us and I tried to find this guy who was working there who used to work at Target, but I asked someone and they said he wasn't working that night :[. Then we looked in their candy machines on the way out and saw these HUGE candy balls, so I bet her to fit one in her mouth if I did the same. Needless to say we were both successful, but ended up slamming them to the ground because they were impossible to really enjoy at all . Haha. Then we went to Circuit City (<3 love) and umm, well didn't really do shit in there. Oh yeah I sat down in front of a huge flat screen TV and enjoyed that for a bit.
Jane likes to dance and stuff randomly, which is pretty funny. Helps me because I do the same sometimes, although hearing techno music fuels me a lot more.
So yeah, that was definitely fun, and we're going to hangout again soon.
And all of that was pretty awesome. College starts soon and I'm going to be available on the weekends to hangout with people a lot finally, since I'm going to be cutting back on work and only working mornings mostly.
Yay.
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