Alot of people asked me this seson Blake why do you do it why do you go to every pratice and every game? well you all found out the answer last night when your seson ended. That feeling that o my god i will never play this game again feeling is what kept me coming out. I had to feel that at every pratice and at every game all seson. you all felt it for the first time last night and well you have a long way to go. every time you see a game from now on you will want to play and know you never will again. its hard let me tell ya. The hardest thing ive ever had to do in regards to the game of football wasnt the weghtlifting, the miles, scrimiges, tackleing drills, 300s or anything else it was to let go.

Congratulatons on a great seson 

GO RAIDERS!

     if you think anything has been easy for me in my life. because well lets just fase it the hand i was delt is shit. I have the worst eyes of anyone i know, i am allerjic to just about anything that tastes good and my body is shit. In my 18 years i have had 6 surgerys and im about to have another. still whenever you see me i try to have a positive attitude and put everyones needs befor my own. I work so hard for everything that i have and for everything i want. Im sorry if i havent always been a good friend but when you are trying to please everyone someone sometimes gets hurt. most of you probibly allready know that i will be having surgry soon and if they do what i dont want them too my life will change alot. some of the things that i love to do and work very hard at i wont beable to do anymore sports basicly. im so worried but you probly dont care. the funny thing is most of you who i try hard to please wont come to see me while im hurt. we will see. I have some blessings in my life tho that will help me to get threw this hard time Katie is one of these. she means absolutely everything to me and i KNOW she will never hurt me and will always be there. my family helps me alot too. i can only hope that my future is better than my past. So the next time you think that your life is hard you might be mistaken.