So u wanna get mad n say all dis stupid shit rite n hurt me but haaaaaaa da nxt day hurt cuz u realize u lost da best thing u ever had lol well go n cry yourself 2 sleep now n c how it feels n wen u finally admit 2 yourself dat u want me n luve me it'll b 2 late ur so use 2 me always bein there bein da 1 who never left ur side no matter wut u did or said 2 me I dnt care if we've known each other 4 10 yrs or 10 days I'm done wit dis stupid shit n well sry dude it aint gonna wrk no matter how hard it is 4 me pe@ce da fuck out leave me da fuck alone n juss 4get bout me

Tell me y dudes wanna fuckn say 1 thing 2 ur face n another behind ur bak lyk seriously b a man n say wut u gotta say 2 my fuckn face dnt turn round n lead me da fuck on n den turn round n say sumthin da fuck else behind my bak if u wanna b lyk dat den seriously u aint no man I need 2 b wit cuz da fact is if u wanna have a copout of I fuckd dis dude kissd dat dude n lyk hanging out wit my friends den fuck u say wut u gotta say I aint 1 2 lie 2 or fuck wit cuz shit will hit da fan n if u wanna say shit juss 2 hurt me den who do u think u r gods gift 2 women fuck dat u aint nutting close 2 dat n u wanna go n say ur x is better den me wen all she wants u 4 is 2 get shit out of u n use u den dats ur priority not mine imma get my paper n fuck all da fuckkn fake ass dudes in here I could care less peace out aint gonna shed anotha fuckn tear over ur dumb ass ever da fuck again FUCK YOU!!!!

your friends are suppose to be the one that would do be there for you right and that would never hurt you. Then why is it that bestfriends treat you like dirt? Like what they would do to some people is just ridiclous i would never even think about doing that. Even if my life depended on it. Is it because I give and give and give and let people walk all over me. Like thank god there were other people there that were watching out for me and I was safe. Like if you say you love them and care about them then how could you just leave high and dry. I'm not one for confrontation (unless its out of fun lol) but like I'm not one to beg (unless ur my mom n i want my puppy bak lol) if anything i kno i can count on my mother out of anyone. I wish things would go bak 2 da way they were but i kno for a fact they cant. lifes changed people grow up and become sumthin dat u dont wanna b around. yea i miss them days them carefree fun loving days where all i had 2 worry bout was if i had enuff money 2 get home or if i had enuff gas in da tank. lyk now its not even close 2 dat u worry bout ur parents health although ppl think u dont even care bout her u worry bout ur grades bout get a job so u can help out sumhow other den cleanin da house. den worry bout not bein able 2 find sum1 u tink u could spend da rest of ur lyf wit dem lyk seriously i juss wish things were lyk they were. but it juss makes me cry cuz i had dem fun times wit ppl n i wish i could have more but ur not goin dat path ur goin 2 make ur own im not aa follower im a leader n yea i might b a sill fun loving crazy leader i still dnt wanna copy wut sumbody else does. but i dnt wih bad thing on em i wish em a happy healthy life n if u dnt understand a word i jus said (typed actually lol) den uh read it again until u do n if dat dont wrk den juss 4get bout it lol naw jk ask me no worries i dnt bite (hard) its kewl ill tell u unless ur 1 of da ppl im actually tlkin bout den i might tell u dat im tlkn bout u but den not actually say wut im tlkn bout so hahahaha yea its lyk 4 in da morning so if i sound kinda crazy lol

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ok so i've been here 4 lyk almost a yr now n i've been tryin 2 go home since da day i landed rite n i luv my fam bam n all its juss not who i wanna grow up 2 b lyk i dont wanna b a housewife whos husband tink he da shyt cuz he cum home n sit on da couch n do nuttin 2 help in da house n tink girls should stay in da house n boys b aloud 2 do wuteva dey lyk n i def dont wanna b no maid in my own house. but yea i miss my home so badly its not even funny its not juss bout my friends my friends i kno imma have cuz dey there 4 me but its i've moved my whole entire lyf n i neva eva stayed in 1 place 4 long until we moved bak 2 philly n i lived there 4 lyk 7 yrs n dats da longest i eva lyved in 1 place k but i juss miss everythin bout philly da ppl da places da FOOD omg da food. but yea i juss lyk go home n hopefully my mom will buy my ticket 4 da 1st week ok nov. so my azz can go home n get a job n go 2 skew i'm juss so depressed here i neva go out i neva do nuttin i lyk do im ova it i juss lyk go home where i belong i miss my mom so badly i juss cant wait till i get on dat plane n im really home in my room in my own bed no bed bugs no flyin roaches no ants no screamin juss home dats where i wanna b @ rite now i juss i juss wanna go home. well i need 2 go sleep so i dont get yield @ in lyk 2 hrs by my aunt cuz i kno lyk get up so ttyl tanks 4 readin luv ya much muawhz

 

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I think that because of the way I look I act the way I do but idk I'm so forward at times its juss so hard 2 be the person people want me 2 be and I think thats why people get so push offish once they get 2 know me especially when I get to lyk sum1 it juss sux being me sumtimes cuz of da fact that I'm a big girl and I'm so loud and crazy and yea dats good sumtimes but most times its juss annoyin i so wish i could be wut people want or expected me 2 b i juss hate it but i think i need 2 go n drink or get hi there u go im goin 2 get me sum weed lol well thanks 4 read needed 2 vent a lil luv ya much muawhz

 

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well people try n tell u dat they'll have ur bak n dat dey got u when u need dem but when u tell them wut happened they still still believe dat u do sum stupid stuff but yet they go n stab u in da bak n hope dat u dont cum bak @ dem but even tho ur hurt n down they still want 2 kick u n da fact is dat u dont kno nobody till its 2 late. i luv everybody dat is close 2 me lyk family cuz my family aint no where close 2 me n it hurts even more when ur family tries 2 get rid of u but when u have ppl in ur lyf dat u thought was ur family (really really close friends) turns their bak on u dat hurts twice as much. Yea im goin home but now its for good n not only am i goin home now 4 myself i have 2 go home no matter what because my uncle past away 2 days ago n i have 2 go bak 4 his funeral n my moms cuming now which i hate but o well at least i dont have 2 take da same flight as her yeeeeeeeeeee lol im all happy 4 no reason lol but yea n i have no clue y im writing this but i am i hate dis i so dont want 2 leave i was so tryin 2 tell my mom 2 let me stay until i finish @ least 1 semester 2 penn state. grrfff it of course didnt work which suxz cuz i saw my friend reesh for lyk da last time n dat sucked sooooooo very very bad i hate dat. n den omg Anthony is juss another story he is juss so sweet robert dont care bestfriends think im running away but da fact is i dont want 2 go. so its either i go or i stay n live out on the street but i think its better 4 me neways try n go bak 2 my roots. but yea i think i better leave it alone n juss let it b but i luv u all yall kno who im tlkin 2 n i'll cya l8ter.

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well dis weekend was crazy as a bitch i no i wasnt bein good but i needed it n my mom needed it. fri. night i went out wit da car n didnt come home till like 2 in da morning n i was suppose 2 b home @ 10 lol i no i've been bad but my mom needed 2 realize dat she cant control me ne more i hate it n i juss needed 1 day 2 b defient although its goin 2 take me 4ever 2 get my mom 2 let me use da car n do shyte but it was worth it n like i no i should have respected her n did wat i was suppose 2 but like idk i juss needed dis n sat omg since i couldnt get da car my friend bill got his n we all went cruisin in his car n we had so0o0o0o0o much freakin fun omg but da fun ended when we got in2 a car accident n we were on our way home it was crazy yet funny but we were all fine we didnt get hurt or nothin it was a minor accident n so0o0o0o dat night i didnt go home n i sleep ova billy's house n we watched da corpse bride n we watched saw2 dat joint was crazy but den sun. came around n like i called my mom n i was scared as shyte 2 call her n she was like im not mad im juss disappointed n all dis n dat n sayin my friends rn't the ppl i should b hangin around she dont even no da kids n shes judging them. like seriously if i wanted 2 go home i could have went home n like my friends told me 2 go home fri. n told me 2 call my mom sun. i juss didnt want 2 listen idk im so0o0o0o0o freakin confused right now i have all dis stuff built up inside n like little by little its comein out like fri was da most dat it came out idk wat 2 do ne more skool sux, guys sux, my life sux its all juss so0o0o0o freakin annoyin ne more. i hate it i juss hate bin here i want my nanny askfgksjgdksjbd i need sumthin i dont no wut it is but i need sumthin. well idk wut else 2 say other den thanx 4 readin witch is probably only adrian n i love him 4 dat n if more den i luv yall 4 dat n i guess ittyl bye

KiTtY

like omg im goin bac out wit anthony n stayin with him i tried sayin dat i was lyin 2 myself bout luvin him bcuz i was blinded by robert but no more bcuz me n robert will never b like we once were n i should have left it at dat a long time ago but i just wanted 2 hold on to sumthin b cuz i didnt have sumthin else but i all gravy now its all good im changed 4 da better well at least for da better lookin cuz my anthony is so cute i luv him 2 death like i really want 2 get married to thid kid cuz i no that no matter wut he will b there 4 me n he will never leave me bcuz im 2 big or w/e n he will love me 4 me n he wont try to change me like. rigtht now i think i would have liked to realize this earlier in my relationship w/ him but i realize it now n i no he is da one for me hes goin bac 2 skool n hes tryin 2 get his life bac 2gather but like seriously i think even if he wouldnt of went bac 2 skool or tried 2 get his ged again i think i would have still gone bac out w/ him n like i guess i would have tried to encourage him to go bac 2 skool but not force him but im glad he came to his senses n went bac cuz he is way smarter then i will ever b n the reason y hes going bac 2 skool is cuz his little brother he said it wasnt a very good role model thing to do he wanted to go bac 4 his little brother itnt that cute lol i no im wierd lol well other then that i might b failing 12 grade but u no wut i dont care at this point bcuz if i dont go to skool im goin 2 da navy n if i dont go to the navy then im goin 2 da national gaurd or sumthin like that where my life is set for da next 36 yrs. but yea i really want to get my own car n a job ppl help me, yes me, Katerina Regina Katherine Kelekolio get a job i need one very badly but yea im very bored right now n i have to walk from ccp 2 broad n cherry its not all dat far but it far enough 4 a person who isnt eat 3 meals a day like she use to but yea i want to have all my friends meet anthony so every1 of my friends MOST meet anthony he is so adorable lol well im goin 2 go b4 it gets cold out so luv yall much. o wut ever yall dont understand just leave a whisper n ill explain it to u on da fone luv yall bye now

I <3 AnThOnY b. SuBeR

^_^KiTtY^_^

Wat is up my friends im so very very very bored right now n i have a headache las big as a cow it hurts like crazy. well i guess i would expect it after da game yesterday. WE WERE ROBBED WE SHOULD HAVE WON DAT STINKIN SUPERBOWL YES I AM AN E....A......G.....L....E.....S FAN WE WERE SUPPOSE 2 WIN sixers sux, flyers sux, phillies sux, smarty jones sux. now da eagles sux n i was lookin forward 2 da day off n parade we were suppose 2 have come on now we wanted dis so bad. but they will win next yr n next yr. i will go 2 Jacksonville n we will win. it took us 4 tries 2 even get there 4 tries arggggggggggg. next yr just remeber next yr. well b in da history books next yr. but anywayz sum other news of my life my uncles sux my bestfriend sux n me a my other best friend had fun on sat. witch was da only day i had fun. n my mom has a hang over dat basiclly it from my side of da world or watever. but yea me bored of typin n im still mad over our defeat. Pe@ce Out!!!!!! ^_^Kitty^_^

wat is up yall i havent done this in like never but yea me so very bored n im wierd but yea i dont feel like typing in dis thingy so yea pe@ce out 4 now biezerz.