First things first I'm not sorry for who I'm about to offend especially those closest to me! Know that I love all of you, and my heart cries for you always! I cannot tell you guys how often I cry out to GOD because you still see with the eyes of the world! But someone has to change, step up and say these things , because most of the rest of the Christian world does nothing to truly prove that Christ is what they say he is!!! IM CALLING all of us "Christians" and those who don't believe, OUT in this text!!!!!!!! What fellow "Christians" ( I quote this because I don't know whether or not to believe us either) do you truly do different than the rest of the world that would make anyone want to even remotely think about Jesus and GOD!?!?!?! Why on GODS Earth would anyone take you/us seriously if you Drink (oh but Jesus drank! It says it in the Bible!!! YEAH IT WASN'T TO GET DRUNK! And to all you non believers and believers STOP READING THE VERSES OUT OF CONTEXT!), Also included in the worldly things Partying, Smoking Pot, and having Sex (any form) I HAVE BEEN GUILTY OF ALL THESE THINGS! Its funny because all you fellow Christians act like you have it together! YOUR NOT FOOLING ANYONE!!!!!! Fellow Christians I can picture a lot of you getting pumped up right now like YEAH GO JUSTIN WOOOOO!!! GOOD FOR HIM!!! Taking a Paul Washer spin on things – What are you so pumped about I'm talking about you!!!! Most of you think you know me but I do not even know my past 19 and ½ years to which you regard! I am just now truly alive!!! If you have never met me then just digest this for your sake! If you see me as former Gallery Closed singer Justin Borchardt You are completely wrong! If you see me as a person who tainted his purity time again and you hold it against me, I say don't talk to me ever again and pull the plank out of your own eye before you come after mine! I am a Christ Jesus follower who in this moment is outwardly professing to change his life forever and to work and to bring Heaven to Earth in the name of Jesus Christ!!! I am not a person who wants to hear about the past mistakes and stupid stuff I have done! I see the wrongs that I have committed against GOD and I have cried time and time again asking for forgiveness; therefore I am forgiven of my wrong doings and GOD doesn't even remember them! SO WHY SHOULD I! I have finally forgiven myself! I LOVE you and challenge all of you who still talk about it and joke to GROW UP and Shut up about it!!! You know who you are!! Stop dwelling in the he said she saids! GET OVER YOURSELVES THERE IS A BIGGER PICTURE!!! But know this!! I have Compassion for you and that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I am not mad I'm just sad that so many of us still don't get the point!! I pray that somehow either through this letter or through the way I live my life from now on you see that Jesus and Christianity are not a Religion but THE WAY of life! I am prepared to be an outcaste to friends, acquaintances, brothers, sisters and my parents so that maybe one day it will click and SMACK YOU IN THE FACE! If you want to crack Jokes about me or get offended….. GO AHEAD, for there is something of far greater importance than to waste my time on the Judgmental words of men and women! (If your one of these people start back up at the top of this letter until something clicks!!!) Don't get me wrong I don't have everything together I have made plenty of mistakes in my life and I know I will screw up in the future but where I am now is not a mistake! I have done plenty of stupid stuff in my life but I tell you now and forever…..I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE SURE OF A COST IN MY LIFE! To LIVE is CHRIST and to die to YOURSELVES is gain!!!(not a physical death to those of you who still don't get what im saying) History proves time and time again that Jesus walked this earth! I challenge you just to question whether he was what he said he was or not! Now think for a minute of the nicest most loving, compassionate person you have ever met! For me it's a Man Name Fernando Gonzalez who was a coach and mentor of mine! He passed away my freshmen year of High School from colon Cancer…. Now for some this tore them away from Christ for me it was the opposite! The last words this dieing man said to me!! ON HIS DEATH BED YELLOW AS CAN BE( because his body was failing)!!! He had me lean in and said with all the strength he could muster! "Justin you lost a lot of weight buddy! I chuckled and he continued "Justin don't you ever run away from your voice it's a gift! God Bless you bud!" GOD BLESS YOU BUD GOD BLESS YOU BUD GOD BLESS YOU BUD!!!! GOD BLESS YOU BUD GOD BLESS YOU BUD GOD BLESS YOU BUD GOD BLESS YOU BUD GOD BLESS YOU BUD These words still ring loudly in my ears to this day!! This MAN ON HIS DEATH BED had so much faith and comfort in his death that he was going to heaven because of Jesus Christ! and here we either as Christians and non believers ohhhhhhh my life is horrible why did GOD have me and my boyfriend break up! OH money is tight!! AHHH!!!!!! why are we worried about the stupid pointless things in life that the dieing man himself had figured out! NON OF THESE THINGS MATTER – Jesus Christ gave him that assurance through his death on a cross for our sins! WHY GOD?—no he found comfort in his death he knew he was going to be ok!! So my Closest friends who were and are we to be so selfish?? So friends and fans here is why I quit the band. I had 2 Encounters with GOD that made me realize that if im not praising him on stage all I was doing was making noise!! If you want information in detail I urge you to write me back but I warn you odds are you will not believe me!! Oh well I cant change what has happened to me… A lot of you probably think im crazy and ill say yeah I am…. To you! Your still thinking in a worldly view!! I cant help you if that's how your going to approach me!!

I ask one question do you want the real deal or not??

HEY!!!

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