its one thirty on this freezing Sunday morning. im sitting in my basement relaxed and ready to go to sleep. i get a call on my cell phone, the name comes up jenny h, i think cool i haven't talked to her in a grip status. but no its ella a girl i talked to once last summer. we were both drunk and instead of following suit and fucking like every other drunk teen. we sat up in the livingroom alone for i dont know how long talking about everything. then doesnt talk to me again after that night. but anyways, shes drunk and calls me for the drunk booty call. i told here it wasnt gonna happen because im not going to do it with a drunk chick for the fact that im not that shallow or for that matter desperate to get laid. but by the end of the phone call i end up feeling like i did something wrong because i wont do it.

         since where on the matter of sex, ive almost given up on finding a girl worth my time. it just seems like all of them are sluts and liars and deseaving back stabbers. just when you let your guard down and make yourself vulnerable to humiliation and resenment they strike like they fuicking know shit before it happens.i especaily dont like the ones that keep you around even when they really dont have any plaines of doing anything even though they act like they do. and of course because where all dumb guys we beleive them.

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