I lay beneath the vast waves, underneath the massive currents, starring at the deep ocean black floor.And I do not try to move. As far away from the sun as i can be, voiceless and silent. I feel the huge swell above and around me- i feel the pressure in sonic waves just like the ripples you see on the surface. Heavy silent forces hold me there and still i do not try to move. The earth floor beneath me gurgles and swallows me up and everything collapses and is sucked down. Tens of thousands of tons of deep black ocean is sunk with me. And at the same time , from beyond, thousand feet tall rocks appear and it seems hell is invading this land  of  mine, eating up the alien seascape and replacing it. After the second time we were the ones that were left behind, left knowing we had been wrong all along. The new hell was here upon us, we could never reach him. Not ever. Not now. We had been left behind