Whooo! GBo us-- We're the Division 4 Champs! And we get trophys and stuff :]

Aaaaaaaand we get moved up to division 3! Yesss!

I <3 thunder.

(And for those on my Lightning team, you guys are awesome too.)

I mean, I don't have any problem with the TEAM inparticular, but Coach Hamm is such a bastard!!

He blames me for all those crappy goals that got scored on me! "Carolyn, I'm not seeing a lot of effort from you"!

Bullshit! I'm trying-- I'm not getting any support!

And how did the ball GET back to me in the goal, anyways?! Got past 10 other players, did it? Then why is he blaming ME for the goals? And he treats me EXACTLY like my dad-- says means and rude things to me, and thinking that I won't cry or get mad, and that's it's okay, and that I'll just smile and say "Oh yes, you're so COMPLETELY right! How ever could I have done those things I regret so much?"

If I would say THAT... would he be happy? ;) Probably.

Thank god I'm leaving the team and trying out for my lovely THUNDER team with my buddies?! YEEAAAHH

Turns out I was wrong about Laurisa. It was someone else but was on Laurisa's sn? o0

Now I must find out this mystery... >:D

I'm so mad.. and sad at the same time too. I really want to do track! Some of my friends reccomended me to do it, and i want to, but my dad said I have to focus 100% on my studies! I don't care about school, really. But my dad'll murder me (really, he will) if I don't get C's on my report card this sememster... he always thinks that he'll get everything he wants and everyone will completely agree on his descision, and that no one will go against his word. This is my last chance to change what I look like! I want to gain stamina, I want to get thinner, and I want to compete! My dad thinks that I can't do track if I have even one E, and that's not true! People I've asked said that they did track last year, and Lacey Roggin said that she had 3 E's and they didn't care! My dad also thinks that if I don't get all C's, tht if I go below that, I won't pass Middle School... wrong!!!!!! That's not true! Even if I have 4 E's, they'll pass me.. but I'll have to get all C's or my dad will, yet again, murder me.

I hate him and my mom....

OMG It was soooo much fun! The DJ was so awesome! He took 4 out of the 6 requests that I said! Yes!!!

First off, the food. Amazing! There were so many noodles.. I love noodles <3

Second off, the dancing was awesome! So many upbeat songs! Me and Eva went crazy when "What is Love" came on! hahaha!

And third off... my wish came true. I danced with John Rodriguez!!! Yay!!! But the funny thing is, I was looking at him a lot, and he was looking around. XD We were talking like "So, how's the dance so far?" "pretty good"... and then Sam runs up and takes a picture... haha! Then after that, we started to dance again, but then the song ended... Thanks to Laura, Bea, Laurisa, and Haley for helping me dance with him!! luv you guys!

Peace out

Dude, I'm like so freaked out.. I think she's like gonna die

Man, I don't know what to do..... She can't die, she's a senior in high school

I don't see why everyone's like "OMG Carolyn your wearing high heels?!??!/11111 no waaai it'z so hard!!!111" It's not hard at all! oO

I mean, I've only fallen once (and that was because my mom pushed me on purpose >>) and I'm starting to get the hang of it! That might be because of my awesome balance. *manaical laughter* &hearts;

I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me,
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams,
Forgive me my weakness,
But I don't know why,
Without you it's hard to survive

(chorus)
'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling,
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly,
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side..
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow,
I can't let you go,
I want you in my life..

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that i've cried
The good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall..

(chorus)
'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow,
I can't let you go,
I want you in my life.

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly,
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side.

&hearts; Very cool song.