Hey all, wow today is starting out ok, but as you can see I am still irritated about some crap from work yesterday. Why does every office have to have that one person...who causes drama! Do they try to get people fired, oh no not that, they just want to stir up drama! Instead of a local business office, its more like romper room or some days it's even progressed all the way to your local high school bs! I dont want to stand here and throw a baby fit, but damnnn why cant people just do their work, and worry less about others. I get my work done and then some, I am very good at what I do. So if there is problems with the way people see me, why not come discuss it with me, instead of sending me a hate email! too damn funny!

ok now on to my days so far, its been great, I read this email of crap from the 80's and it had me laughing so hard i had to send it to all my friends who like me were in highschool durring the 80's.  man it starts to show your age, but hey its so funny seeing the crap we loved that i had to do it!.

take care all

have a great day!~nanc

This is so funny, after i read my myspace page, and then my blogs omg too much, I state that i am such a positive person. this reality that i am in now is like the furthers thing from positive, ahah if ya read my blogs and then my  page you just might think i am crazy, so for all those who dont really know me....I would like to explain, if its possible!!

let me start by saying, for the most  part my life is great!! I think i could even learn to love it just as it is in a few minutes! haha ok a bit longer than that.

I am just ending an attempt to relight a fire with my exhusband, yea this was the one i spoke about in the earlier blogs, very abuseive, and an acoholic. well somehow he convinced me last year around oct to take him back! OK I admit that i am probably the most gullible person around! well after many im sorry's and tons of forgive me's and hey lets not forget all the I will never do it again's omg i almost forgot the but please baby i love you's! i said hey baby you got to go! get to steaping! and even thougth it killed him, he left.

well over the last few weeks i have gotten more and more of his crap, lies lies and excuses, i say he's married but they are divorced and living together, but yet he wants to come and fix this or that at my house on a reg basis, but wait, does Michelle know about it.....um that would be a "highly doubtful" thing. so its not that we had an affair, but it was so close to one that there is no freeken way i could ever have one! uggg pisses me off that i have been so stupid. I know now that when i was told by my best friend, "hey you made him an ex for a reason" well she was probably way way smarter than me! haha (most people are, but im funny!!) haha

ok so mostly i am negitive on me and not life and others (except x's, i fugure i have put up with enought crap from them in the past that i have earned the right to be negitive where they are concerned!)

anyway, while i sit home and watch sappy love stories all weekend, everyone have fun, live life, and be happy! heck i dont even drink but feel free to knock one back for me any time!

nancy

lets see, the last time i wrote here i was pissed off at my buddy, well im sure mr motorcycle man knows who he is, but im even more hurt by him.  ya some people just use people and dont even care, promises promises promises, well hell i would rather be single till i am 90 and dried dust than listen to another lie from a man.  I have kids and a life and a job why the heck do i need som lies??? go figure i do it all anyway, why the heck did i think i needed someone to share all the dramma with.

wow again i feel much better just talking to cyber space!! too funny how great it!! nancy

Ever have one of those days when reality just smacks your face hard and the sting just stays around? well thats today, I cant get over how stupid i have been lately. Its amazing what lies people will beleive when they are lonely! Yea thats me, did I mention anywere i am attracted to liers! lol sometimes even married liers!  how they "love you" im wondering if they ever knew what that word ment! well after my reality smack today, I know now that this affair shit is not for me.  I am not dealing with excuses, I have heard more excuses in the last 3 weeks than i have in my whole 10 years of being married to an alcholic abusive husband! so screw it. I will be alone and happy until i find Mr. Right!! not her Mr. " She thought he was right" . And one more thing, WOW i feel so much better just writting it all down for everyone in god's green earth to read!

nanc