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Last Updated: 10/16/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 18
Sign: Leo

State: Minnesota
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/19/2006

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
and hung me on a line
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you

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I'm not right
And I'm not fine
I wanna be rain that tastes like wine
I wanna be good
I wanna be great
I wanna be everything except for your mistake

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 
And it's most likely because of the coffee I just drank on an empty stomach. Or it could be from the butterflies. Mixture of both probably. I can't believe how quickly everything changes. How I claim to be the same person I've always been for years, yet I look back and most of the time don't even recognized the girl in all my memories. Lately I've been scared of where my life will take me. If greatness will make me crash, if tragedies will ruin me. I should probably be more optimistic. Be confident in my future.. But I don't feel like it right now. I feel like I've lost so many great friends, and I don't even know when it happened or how to get things back to the way they were. And then after that thought, my indecisive mind follows up with thoughts of, I don't care what happened. Clearly it was nothing amazing if it couldn't withhold whatever it is it went threw.

Well. There are all my negative scattered thoughts at the moment.
Needed to get them out of me to give the healthy, happy thoughts some more room.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007 

Current mood:  happy

Write 10 statements about 10 different people without saying who each statement is written about.  They can be either things you wish you could say, things you wish you would have said, or things that you would never say.

1. We've only been friends for six months, yet i don't think i've ever spent so much time with someone, besides family. you know what makes me tick, which sometimes is shitty when we fight. but i do love you like your my sister. everytime i think of places i wanna travel, or things i wanna try, i always put you into the thought. sometimes without even realizing it. but i want you there, through everything. you drive me crazy a lot of the time, but your still my best friend babe, and that won't change, as much as you might think it will.

2. I trust you with everything. And I love that we've had such an honest relationship since we met this summer. I've literally only lied to you twice, and both times i told you i was lying no more than a day later. I'm never scared to tell you what's on my mind, and i love that i can have a friend like that. You're the funniest kid I know, and I always have a good time when we're together. I know you deal with a lot of my bullshit, but you're the only boy i trust. Besides my brother, and my father. But, I know you could never leave me. Because you need me just as much as i need you.

3. When I first met you I thought you were awkward. And for a while, I couldn't stand you for lame highschool drama reasons. Now, I think you are the cutest thing ever. =] everything about you makes me smile cause you seriously have such a good heart. You're gorgeous inside and out and I feel lucky to be friends with you. We rarely see eachother because we go to different schools, and on top of that we talk like twice a week at max. But somehow, when we hangout, it's still a good time. It's rare for me to not feel awkard around someone I haven't talked to in months. But with you it's no biggie. So, with that said, I know we'll be friends for a long time.


4. You've truely made me who I am today. Usually, when someone says a person changed them.. it's from a negative effect the person had, which made that person stronger  'cause they grew from the experience. That was never the case with you. You never brought me down, even though i made it seem that way.
I've had to deal with so much shit because of how I met you, but it didn't matter. We don't talk much anymore, but you still mean a lot to me. There was a point, when a hello from you was all i needed and i was happy as ever. I respect you over anyone because you're an amazing person. I still look up to you. I always will, 'cause, you're kindof a giant.. =)

5. We're not friends anymore. At all. I still get excited when I see you places. But, our conversations don't last more than 2 minutes anymore. I really do miss you. You were my best friend in 7th, 8th, and most of 9th grade. We were young, yes; but, you were the best friend i've ever had. I have so many memories with you, and i honestly don't think i've ever laughed so hard with anyone. It makes me cry every now and then. But, that doesn't mean i haven't moved on. you have your friends, i have mine. it just sucks how we stopped being friends. homecoming of sophmore yearr? c'mon.. that seriously wasn't worth it. i wasn't ready to lose you. And you have no idea how much you hurt me. But, i still love you. And i'll always be here for you.

6. You've changed a lot. I actually don't know who you are really anymore. But i don't care. I hear plenty of rumors about your life now, but i still love you. 'cause i know who you are. or who you were. you, along with your sister, are probably the silliest people i know. I don't know why we stopped being friends, but it's whatever. the happiest you've ever made me, from what i can recall right now, is when you made everyone make me welcome home signs. their still on my wall=] love you gangster.

7. You're shorter than me which makes me giggle. Hahaha. You're adorable, and I think we'll always be close in a way. We used to spend every day together, which i think is what tore us apart. But even now, i can still have an amazing time with you. Thank god for gym class freshman year. Not knowing anyone forced us to become friends. And I'm actually thankful for that.

8. I don't even know how to begin with you. We've been through so much shit, but i still find you the easiest person to get along with. We've had lame rumors go around about us. For example, 7th grade, when everyone thought we were bi? Ha. Yeah... Good times. Your advice has to be some of the best. However, you can be somewhat of a ditz. It's cute though. You're incredibely easy to get along with, and I'm sure anyone will agree on that one. You have the cutest laugh and smile i've ever seen. I know I probably won't be ever as close to you, A) because i'm not trying, but B) only because i know i can never compete with the relationship you have with your boyfriend. Speaking of him, I know I used to hate him, and hopefully lately I've made it clear that I don't hate him anymore, but i'm actually happy for you two. I know how happy he makes you. You've been together for awhile, and i'm still hoping for the best with you two.

9. If it wasn't for my ex boyfriends secrets, and you telling me them, we would never have become friends. Ha, i've always thought you were funny even before we were friends. And you proved that to be true through the years. We're not that good of friends anymore, but seriously, we have so much in common. Even if you don't realize it. Our morals are the same. Our beliefs are the same. Our humor is the same. Our taste is the same. Our standards are the same. You're the easiest person to talk to. And out of all the friends i've lost, you're the only one I truely wish I was still good friends with. Talking to you never gets boring. Your a year younger than me, but it doesn't change a thing. I'll always love you no matter what.

10. You're always going to be a whore in my eyes. I don't hate you anymore. But i don't like you. And i've never pretended to. I don't care how sweeet and nice everyone says you are, what you did was wrong. And even though i don't care what either of you do now, i'll always look down to you. This isn't a grudge, this is me laughing at how pathedic you are. When you grow up a little more, and loook back (not even on what you did, 'cause i know you won't care what you did to me, i'm just saying when you look back on what/who you did it for), and realize what a waste of time it was, and how stupid you were, theeennn maybe we'll have something to talk about. until then, have a nice life skeeze.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 

football game. roseville vs. hasting, 31-7. :)












random night of the summer.










minnesota state fair.






















missouri road trip/ army graduation.



















Thursday, August 10, 2006 

i'll guarantee you that these aren't in order at all. some are semi-old, but they are all from this summer. mk, well enjoy.

 

have you ever seen a chevy with the butterly doors?

Wednesday, July 12, 2006 

Current mood:  content
I'm not simple, but I'm not ashamed of it. My life has changed alot in the past three years. I met amazing people, and lost alot too. But, I know that if it wasn't for my parents, God, and my brother, I wouldn't be who I am now. I don't go to church anymore but, I do believe. I used to be confused if God was real or not, but I realized it doesn't matter. If someone is happy with what they believe in, and have become a better person because of their beliefs, it shouldn't matter if he's there. I have no doubt in my mind that my mother is the strongest woman I've ever known. My mom is my role model, hero, and best friend. With everything she has been through, and all of the things shes going threw, she still manages to have faith. Shes not scared of anything, and I've never seen her let jealously get the best of her. My mom is the reason I'm looking forward to marriage, and children. I will never hesitate to be there for my kids, like my mom has been for me. My Dad isn't one to talk about personal, or serious topics really. I'm alright with that though, 'cause he doesn't have to put anything in words. I know he's here for me no matter what I decide to do, and that's all that matters. I would most likely be lost without my brother, Cj. Not gonna lie, It took me awhile for me to realize how big of an affect he has in my life, but I know now to never take him for granted again. I couldn't be happier with his choice to join the military. It goes to show how brave he is. I know that he's expecting the unexpected with his life, and I respect him so much because of it.
My family has been there for me threw the worst of times. They're the ones I turn to, the ones that I love. <3