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Last Updated: 11/21/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Engaged
Age: 26
Sign: Leo

City: Bradley
State: Illinois

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November 15, 2008 - Saturday 

Current mood:  aggravated
Category: Life






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January 9, 2008 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  forgotten
Category: Romance and Relationships
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December 13, 2007 - Thursday 

Current mood:  excited
Category: Life
I bolted outta bed this morning cuz I heard my Uncle say "she got something from KCC". Shot out the door, grabbed the envelope and ran back to my room. Shaking cuz I'm so nervous. Last time I got one of these letters, it was a failure notice...I open it and start reading....."We are pleased to inform you that you successfully passed the GED tests." I didn't get too excited because that's what it said last time, with the next sentence being something about I failed to qualify due to not having passed the constitution test. So I flip the page to see bold letters stating "Based on your highest GED scores to date you QUALIFY  for an Illinois HS Equivalency Certificate". THATS RIGHT BABY. I FUCKING PASSED IT! Thanks for those of you who had faith in me and a big thanks to YOU for getting my head outta my ass & pushing me into trying again.
4:52 PM 
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September 2, 2007 - Sunday 
Only good thing I have to say about this weekend...Thanks Brandon n Beth for pickin me up and takin care of me. Everything else was fucking DRAMA! Pure bullshit that I'm not dealing with anymore. I have a lot of my own problems that I'm trying to sort out and get thru, I definitely don't need anybody else's shit weighing me down. Last night is the reason I CAN'T get drunk, why I don't drink myself silly...I always have to play mediator and I'm SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS.  If you are fighting with someone, DO NOT FUCKING DRAG ME INTO IT to have me on your side. You pick a fight, you deal with the drama that comes along with it. I'm done. Don't ask me for advice. Don't ask me if I'm gonna fix things. Don't ask if I think it's your fault. I'm gonna be sitting my ass at the bar and worrying about only me from now on. I'm tired of (being the big hearted person that I am) always having to deal with this. I hate showing this side of me, cuz it's not me at all, but I was not and still am not in the mood to let this shit slide once again. You fuck up, you apologize & MEAN IT...no, I don't remember's or I never said's. Done playin games. Done dealing with shit. Get pissed, hate me if you want, I don't care.
9:20 PM 
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August 15, 2007 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
I don't even know where to begin....Since Saturday, grandpa has opened his eyes, moves his mouth and tongue, and squeezes hands every once in a while. Mom & Gramma are in denial and think he's trying to talk but he's not behind those eyes. It's just a blank stare. The prognosis isn't good, doctor says around  months so they set us up with Hospice...which means he's coming home to be comfortable when he passes. The hospice nurse said usually the doctors overestimate life expectancy by 50% so she says maybe 3 months. He hasn't eaten since Friday night cuz he can't swallow and the nurse says his body is starting to shut down so it's pretty much only a matter of time. Ugh, when does the pain stop....
Currently listening:
I’ll Stand by You
By The Pretenders
Release date: 21 July, 1994
1:41 AM 
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July 29, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  numb
I'm tired of fighting too

I have no more tears to shed

I'm done with pleading

I can't sit in silence hoping things will change anymore

I'm sick of getting yelled at for not opening up to you

I'm mad cuz I can't talk to my friends about whats going on without you blowing
up on me

I'm tired of listening to you change every conversation about anything into something with your work.

I'm tired of being told what I can and cannot have on myspace, but its ok for you to have things on there about me.

I'm tired of getting blamed for you neglecting your friends and family cuz I never stopped you from seeing them.

I'm tired of always making plans with friends but the only ones we show up to are the plans YOU make.

I'm tired of no one understanding how much Kevin meant to me. He was the only person I could run to whenever I needed anything.

I'm done hiding the way I feel about Leilani. Whether you like it or not, I didn't make her but I'm gonna be the best damn daddy that kid will ever have.

I'm tired of being on a rollercoaster. I'm done feeling sick, I just want it to be over.
Currently listening:
How Could You
By Mario
Release date: 25 October, 2005
8:40 PM 
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July 24, 2007 - Tuesday 
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I MISS MY PUPPIES
                    
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July 9, 2007 - Monday 

For those of you who haven't figured it out yet, I moved back in with Gramma. I got really homesick and realized how much I missed everyone on the 4th when everyone came over. I couldn't hide my unhappiness anymore and treated Meg like crap because I didn't wanna be in Chicago. It wasn't fair to her or me so I moved home Thursday. And for the record, we are still together even though we aren't living together anymore. We have different priorities right now, hers is on her career and mine is with my family. Just thought I'd let everyone know.

3:54 AM 
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April 5, 2007 - Thursday 

Current mood:  drunk

I got tagged.....

The rules are:  Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself.  At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, and why you chose them to be tagged.  Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog.  HAVE FUN!!

1. My sister is one of my best friends

2. I love spending time doing absolutely nothing with my friends, family and girlfriend.

3. Goldschlager is my favorite shot...even though it makes me do stupid stuff and pass out.

4. Vodka+me= not a good thing

5. My bestest drinkin buddy is my mommy and NO ONE will ever top that.

6. I have great friends at home and in my hometown

7. I miss my munchkins. They are my world

8. I like walking around in just my undies when Im intoxicated....I am right now :P

9. I want to be a cop but Im scared that'll never happen

10. I love music, all kinds. I wanted to be a music professor when I was younger

Tag you're it!

1. Candi- cuz shes my sis

2. Beth- she likes reading these things and reposting them

3. Lisa- cuz she NEVER posts ANYTHING but knows most of these things

4. Sammy- cuz shes a great friend of mine

5. Amber- I am kinda still tipsy n probably should know more bout someone before throwing ice down your shirt :)

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March 4, 2007 - Sunday 

Category: Life

Guess who's gonna be an aunt again?!?!? Oh yeah, you guessed right....ME!!!!!!!   I was told thru a text message tonight when I asked what was for dinner. I got the response of "turkey, dressing, I'm pregnant, and jello with strawberries". And then , when I got to Gramma's, I got greeted at the door by Mia with her arms out screaming "AUNT MINDY" and then here comes el prego with her pee stick in a ziplock baggie!!!! I'm super excited! Can't wait to know when she's due! I love babies....especially when I can sugar them up and then give them back  thats the best part of being an aunt

5:10 AM 
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