uh huh - like a rock n'roll fungus ... we're still writin' and rockin' -
pick your mellons in a mellon patch but when you itch ... scratch!
good news - finally got some old VHS posted on youtube - check 'em out
http://www.youtube.com/POKEakaFilthy
(dark yet beautiful).
gots our toes crossed we get a chance to play MPMF'09 -
it'd be nice to do before arthritis and senility gets the better of us :-)
if not - we'll just rub some ointment on it, take a magic pill and keep on rockin'.
(the MPMFs are sayin' they're "interested" at this point - & that feels good)

 

it's 9am and my 70 year old neighbor wants me to walk thur the woods and drink Markers Mark with him and clean out his fridge....maybe i should...in my new little maids uniform that i only break out for special occasions.....drunk dirty old men are drawn to me like rusted old magnets in this fucked up world i call mine.......some people got it and some ain't...crazy shit....i just want to help my 5 year old put his legos back together ...jj

oh this day, by the way, this is julie writin this, has been rather unsettling for me...but at the same time i do what i do ....broken day.......kids....myself.....family......i don't think i want the rain to go away...that way i don't feel guilty stayin under the covers all day.......Alcohol is my down fall...I just can't help myself..i don't take it from the middle or even the top i just grab it from the bottom shelf......the other day i was feelin fine...when a friend of mine stopped by with some homemade wine....we helped ouselves to a couple of glasses and the next thing we knew we were fallin on our asses.....Alcohol is our down fall....we just can't help ourselves....i just can't help myself....I gotta run...here comes the sun...

‡my brain is having an impossible time wrapping itself around all the insanity that is goin down in this world.....I'd rather sleep for a thousand years and not wake up sometimes that seems like the solution to the madness but i know i'm goin be walkin around with it consciencely tryin to get my energy level where i need it to do that......cracked out fathers throwin their babies over bridges to their watery graves...soliders bein killed for a rich texans ignorance....starvin kids eveywhere...i can't do this shit...it's makin me crazy......so let's write a song about it and get on our ways...doesn't seem like quite enough.