Gender: Male
Status: Engaged
Age: 17
Sign: Aquarius
City: Pell City and/or Alabaster
State: Alabama
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/23/2006
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September 11, 2009 - Friday
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Current mood:  discontent
so here it is. my story, to those who dont know me....my name is brent. im just a guy trying to live a life attempting to fit in....and trying to keep friends. i was born in the town of b'ham on january 30 of 1992. my mom loved me but never really listened. my dad was there but its all hard to remember. i had a normal childhood, cars,stuffed animals, and driving my bigfoot into the swimming pool then crying cuz my hotdog was floating away as my bigfoot sank to the bottom. i got in trouble at school and got a spankin from my dad and no cartoons until they said i could again. i remember sitting in the garage after school every day with my dad....watching him work on the lambo kit car...sometimes i even helped him. i loved cars....and i looked up to my dad. but on the day of may 16 1998 my world came crashing down. tht day my dad had taken me over to my aunt and uncle's house. i had been asking to go all day. he dropped me off and told me he loved me. so me, my aunt, and my uncle had just gotten home from eating supper. we walked in and found a note on the table, saying my dad was dead. it was kept a secret from me until later that night when family started showing up. The preacher and my uncle pulled me aside in the front yard and told me what had happened. I was six years old, just a little boy....i didnt understand....it was all so weird. it was too much for me to process in my head...the more i thought about it the dizzier i got. i remember the dizzy feeling....it was like a dream,a nightmare,and being unconceous all at the same time. my dad died of suicide in the manor of carbon monoxide poisoning. i remember the funeral, i refused to go in, i guess i thought if i didnt go in that it wouldnt be him in the casket. i waited outside and walked on the curb until it was over. the burial was even more confusing because there were so many people there and i didnt want to think it was real. i remember alex crumpton...a girl i had known all my life from school, she was there. she gave me a big stuffed tiger. she made me feel better. she was one of the only kids at school that didnt stop excepting me because of not knowing how to treat a kid that had problems like that. the funeral was over and i just wanted to go home. i wanted it to all be over and everything go back to the same way it was before. i got home and daddy wasnt there. the cars were in the garage but daddy wasnt. it was a nightmare becoming my real life. it wasnt fair. my mom got married to a guy named brad, he was a really cool guy. he did stuff with me, he took me to the park, he even took me to the gym with him to work out. mom and brad fought alot. she would cuss at him and he would yell at her. they ended up in physical fights most of the time. i had to call the police on them 3 different times. i looked past all that. i still liked him, he was my new daddy i had to like him, right? my mom says he cheated on her all the time but i dont think he did. he picked me up from church one day and took me out to lunch. he explained to me that he was leaving my mom because it wasnt a good relationship. he was wearing a big coat,which he took off to show my aunt and uncle what my mom had done to him. it looked like he was attacked by knives. he had bled from most of the scratches. my mom met rob at mazer's sometime in 2002. my mom fell fast for him. they got married just weeks after meeting him. i liked him. he had a camaro. he wore black leather like a biker. he was just all around cool. it was all good up until i got older and he started acting like he controls me. ever since then it's been nothing but problems. every time i do something wrong he acts like ive have literally commited a crime. i think my depression has gotten gradually worse since my dad died. at first i was upset, at this point i have made 3 different suicide attempts. i feel that my life is so bad that i would be better off dead. sure its not logical. sure i have too much to live for. yeh i have people that love and care about me. but im just not happy, i dont have the heart to put into staying around. i get hurt easily. i fall easy for girls. i trust friends too often. its all just a game. a game that im just a few levels behind. i want to be happy but wanting and getting are two different things. i just want a girl that will love and care about me. who will take care of me when i get in a death-kinda mood. one girl could change my whole life. it just takes a someone who will step up and show me the affection ive never had. i want a girl who cares. a girl who understands. a girl that loves me for the heart i have not the hair or the jersey or the wallet.
well now you know my story. thats me plain and simple. i just want to be needed.
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October 13, 2008 - Monday
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Current mood:  romantic
throughout my day yesterday and today one particular thought kept goin through my mind......somthin i cant stop dreaming about.....somthin i hope comes true....YOU.......saturday night at first i had no intentions of ending up with a girl....when you told me to be your bodygaurd i didnt even realize till lastnight that you were trying to hit on me w/o being obvious........i guess ur way of keeping me close by ur side.......as the night went on i figured me and you would end up messin around after we both made moves on each other...........but here is the good part....somwhere between when i kissed you for the very first time and when you told me how sweet i am when we stopped at the gas station and got gas and i got you ur food.....i realized......you have every single personality trait ive ever wanted in a girl.....i would love to make a future with you........you are so loving,kind,caring,compassionate,attractive,amzing....you have the cutest smile.....the most beautiful eyes....the perfect body....sexy hair.....youre a good kisser......you are funny......you love to laugh.....your not afraid of putting yourself out there and being yourself around people.......you are just such a real person.....and those are just the things that i know how to explain.....b/c there is so much more....its amazing how much i understand you in such a short amount of time....almost like ive known you forever.....i havnt stopped thinking about you ever since i left from there......i couldnt sleep all night lastnight cuz i could do nothing but think of you. i want you in my life...... the thought that i cant stop thinking about is spending the rest of my life with som1 as perfect as you.......im sorry if any of this is coming on too strong but this is 2 days worth of nonstop emotions that you just need to know about.
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June 14, 2007 - Thursday
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Current mood:  horny
Category: MySpace
The virgin girl is on the phone and asks her boyfriend to come
over and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a
big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that
after dinner, she would like to go out and make love
for the first time.
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Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex
before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get
some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and
the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour.
He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and
sex.
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At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many
condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family
pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he
thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.
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That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents
house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm
so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!"
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The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table
where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly
offers to say grace and bows his head.
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A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer,
with his head down.
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10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy.
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Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the
girlfriend leans over and whispers to the
boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious."
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The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your
father was a pharmacist."
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March 23, 2007 - Friday
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Current mood:  drained
Category: Religion and Philosophy
she jumped up as soon as she saw
the surgeon
come out of the operating room. She said: "How is
my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can
I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could,
but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer?
Doesn't God care any more? Where were you,
God, when my son needed you?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time
alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out
in a few minutes, before he's transported to the
university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she
said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly
through his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse
asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the
boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to
Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to
donate his body to the University for Study. He
said it might help somebody else. "I said no at
first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after
I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend
one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My
Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of
someone else. Always wanting to help others if he
could."
Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for
the last time, after spending most of the last six
months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's
belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The
drive home was difficult. It was even harder to
enter
the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings,
and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her
son's room. She started placing the model cars
and other personal things back in his room exactly
where he had always kept them. She laid down
across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried
herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying
beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The
letter said:
"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but
don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop
loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE
YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with
each day. Someday we will see each other again.
Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you
won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can
have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you
decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't
like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy
her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be
sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place.
Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got
here and showed me around some, but it will take
a long time to see everything. The angels are so
cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know
what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.
Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus
himself took me to see GOD! And guess what,
Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him,
like I was somebody important. That's when I told
Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you
good-bye and everything. But I already knew that
wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God
handed me some paper and His own personal pen
to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name
of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to
you. God said for me to give you the answer to
one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He
when I needed him?' "God said He was in the
same place with me, as when His son Jesus was
on the cross. He was right there, as He always is
with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what
I've written except you. To everyone else this is
just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have
to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write
some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I
get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm,
sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore.
The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't
stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to
see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent
The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel
said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
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January 1, 2007 - Monday
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Current mood:  amused
A man, wanting to rob a downtown Bank of America, walked into the Branch and wrote "this iz a stikkup. Put all your muny in this bag." While standing in line, waiting to give his note to the teller, he began to worry that someone had seen him write the note and might call the police before he reached the teller's window. So he left the Bank of America and crossed the street to the Wells Fargo Bank. After waiting a few minutes in line, he handed his note to the Wells Fargo teller. She read it and, surmising from his spelling errors that he wasn't the brightest light in the harbor, told him that she could not accept his stickup note because it was written on a Bank of America deposit slip and that he would either have to fill out a Wells Fargo deposit slip or go back to Bank of America. Looking somewhat defeated, the man said, "OK" and left. He was arrested a few minutes later, as he was waiting in line back at Bank of America
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October 23, 2006 - Monday
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Current mood:  confused
Category: Romance and Relationships
SEVENTEEN:
U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY
SIXTEEN:
WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.
FIFTEEN:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
FOURTEEN:
YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM
THIRTEEN:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND.
ELEVEN:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME
TEN:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. or [hear bout them] :]
NINE:
WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER.
EIGHT:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM
SEVEN:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.
SIX:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.
FIVE:
YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.
FOUR:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.
THREE:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve.
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silentely laughing at yourself.
NOW MAKE A WiSH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.......
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POST THIS AS: "17 signs of really having feelings for someone"
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October 23, 2006 - Monday
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Current mood:  horny
Category: Friends
1) What's their name? erik 2) Do you trust them? YEAH
3) Where did you meet? school/bus/neigbor
4) How old were you when you met? 14 5) Is this person one of your best friends? YEAH
6) Where does this person live? pell city 7) Is this person older than you? nope
8) When is the last time you saw them? this past week at school 9) When is the last time you talked to them? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 10) Are you related to this person? NO
11)Would you do anything for this person? YES
12)Do you love this person? like a lil bro
13) Are you their b/f or g/f? um.........yeah im like that~no thats disgusting! -freaks!-
14) Do you have nicknames for each other? yes,im kornflake hes pickle
15) Do u have pics of this person on ur myspace? a bunch
16) How many times do you talk to this person in a week? everyday 17) Do you think this person will repost this? i put this as a blog -stupid
18) Could you live with this person? like i said we are like brothers
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September 10, 2006 - Sunday
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Current mood:  loved
Cutest Love Note Body: One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."
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August 17, 2006 - Thursday
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Current mood:  flirty
Category: Romance and Relationships
1. He stares at you alot. 2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting ) 3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you 4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school. 5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone. 6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process 7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever you two talk. 8. You hung up on him. He called you back. 9. You where invited by him to a group outing. 10. He called you to talk about nothing at all. 11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder... 12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation 13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes. 14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, butt, thighs, ect.)
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Ok stop! Your wish will come true if you tell me how you feel about me-come on dont be scared,-lol-well ttyl love brent
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August 15, 2006 - Tuesday
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Current mood:  crazy
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Boston girls are pretty, New York girls are smart, But it takes an Alabama girl To win a fella's heart.
Florida girls are tan, Vegas girls are hoes, But when you want the best looking girl, Alabama is where you gotta go.
Cali girls are wild, Colorado girls are fun, But Alabama girls? Come on, they're number 1.
Girls will be girls North, east, south, or west But Alabama girls Always rate the best.
To anybody who reads this And truly wants to know, If you have an Alabama girl You should never let her go.
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