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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 25
Sign: Libra

Country: ES
Signup Date: 3/24/2006

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007 

Current mood:  lonely
Category: Life
I've found my song, this is so me me me, i had to post it.

I know, i said no more GC, bsb time now, but i just can't help myself.
I planned to make a new blog entry with all the bsb updates, pics, videos and everything, to have it all here, esp. for my friends who don't visit any message boards, but i'm kinda mad at Backstreet right now. All the countdown and website shit, the lack of information on their upcoming promotion, they're getting on my nerves, seriously. These guys have been in the bussines for almost 15 years, grow a bone for fuck's sake!! When they get a hold of their carees and get some intelillence in their pretty little heads, then i'll talk more about them. Till then, i'm gonna focus on other things.

Like this song. I told my friend Noe y was gonna translate every song by Good Charlotte so she can understand the lyrics. Well, i'm starting with this one, cuz it's one of my favourites, and not many people know it.

The lyrics really got to me. The song itself is really simple, just Benji Madden and his guitar, but i really feel it. it's like a cry out of despair and pain, i love it. I've felt like this so many times in my life, i had never heard a song that could represent those feelings so thoroughly. And i'm sure i'm not the only one, fans love it too.

WOUNDED

Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see

But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me

So you come along
I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me

To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up

Here's the song:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBPaGgZRjv0

It's a hidden track from their 3rd album, only in the "Death" edition, so they don't sing it at shows. but in Germany fans asked him to sing it, and his brother Joel encouraged him to (and i have a feeling Benji can't say No to Joel).

At the end of the song, Benji and Joel talked for a little bit, even tho you can't see Joel in the video. Joel said "If it weren't for Benji we wouldn't write any songs, cuz i'm too lazy to finish one, ever" or something like that. Benji said "That's not true, you finished the 32nd song" lol then they talk about it, Joel says he never wants to finish a song, he only writes the 1st verse and that's all. Then Benji reminds him of a song Joel didn't want him to finish, but ended up in the album and is one of my favs :D "The world is black".



And here, translated, well, kinda, i tried to get the sense of his words, it's not the most accurate translation ever:

HERIDO

Perdido y roto
Sin esperanza y solo
Sonrisas por fuera
pero dolor bajo mi piel
Mis ojos se cierran
Mi alma sangra
Intentaré que parezca que todo va bien
pero mi fe se está agotando

Así que ayúdame a curarme estas heridas
Llevan abiertas demasiado tiempo
Ayúdame a llenar este alma
aunque no sea culpa tuya
que yo esté abierto
y sangrando
por toda tu alfombra nueva
Y necesito alguien que me ayude a coserlas.

Yo sólo quería una revista
Sólo quería una pantalla de cine
Sólo quería la vida sobre la que leía y soñaba.
Y ahora mi mente es un libro abierto
Y ahora mi corazón es una herida abierta
Y ahora mi vida es un alma abierta para que todos la vean.

Pero ayúdame a curarme estas heridas
Llevan abiertas demasiado tiempo
Ayúdame a llenar este alma
aunque no sea culpa tuya
que yo esté abierto
y sangrando
por toda tu alfombra nueva
Y necesito alguien que me ayude

Y entonces tu apareces
yo te echo de mi lado
y luego pataleo y grito para que te quedes
Porque necesito a alguien que me ayude
Oh necesito a alguien que me ayude

Que ayúdame a curarme estas heridas
Llevan abiertas demasiado tiempo
Ayúdame a llenar este alma
aunque no sea culpa tuya
que yo esté abierto
y sangrando
por toda tu alfombra nueva
Y necesito alguien que me ayude a coserlas
Necesito alguien que me ayude a llenarlas
Necesito alguien que me ayude a cerrarlas.


I'm also including this video, better quality of the song, and it's just the lyrics rolling. It helps if you wanna listen to it while reading the words ;)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5NMLUOuyH4

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I hope you guys like it, please give me your opinion. Not talking about what you think of the group, but the song. It's one of my favs songs in the world, so it's very important to me ;)

I know i hadn't updated in a while, sorry, i'm not on my best moment right now.

Miss ya all so very much, hope to catch all with all the people i haven't talked to in a while.

Hugs & kisses,

Laura

ps: i wanna dedicate this entry to Howard Dwaine Dorough, cuz today it's his birthday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOWIE!!!!!!! even tho i'm mad at bsb now, i still love him :P awww hehe
Currently listening:
The Chronicles of Life & Death (Death Art Version)
By Good Charlotte
Release date: 05 October, 2004
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 

Current mood:undefined
I need to apologize.
My life is crazy right now, I'm not going thru my best moment, but I know that's not an excuse to forget everything and everyone.
I've been gone for a while, not physically gone, just that I haven't come here in a very long time. And when I say here I mean myspace, fotolog, messenger, arokershome, etc etc... basically, internet.

I'm at work right now so I can't write much. But I wanted to update this a lil bit, mainly cuz I miss you all. I barely post anywhere anymore. I'm trying to find myself, again, and that takes most of my time. I promise that when I finally find out what I'm gonna do with my life, I'll be back on full "Lisa_postergirl mode" lol 'till then, I'll try to check this and my other usual sites out from time to time, to keep up wth your lives and whereabouts.

My main worry right now is my safety at home. it seems that last saturday night someone broke into my new house in Madrid. and I was in there. I dunno much of what happened yet, but I'm determined of finding out what in hell happened, I can't live with fear in my own place. When I say that I could make 3 movies with the story of my life it's cuz it's been pretty crazy...

Also, i'm sorry cuz most of the videos I posted here on my blog are unavailable. Youtube deleted my account, so all my videos are gone. I'll try to replace them as soon as I have a little bit of free time. Work is killing me. It sucks cuz now the Boys are back and I can't enjoy it as much as I'd like.

Who else is excited? who else loves the new single?? and the new pics? I can't believe it's all happening again. I just hope this time around I'll be able to see them as much as in 2005... or maybe more ;) People, we need to start promoting them like crazy, so they might come to do some promo this time around. Let's see what we can do...

Lots of kisses and love to everyone, I really miss you guys


Laura xoxoxo


ps: I changed the profile song and the video of the week. i didn't touch the video on the AJ section cuz I love it :D but there's another one i like, so I'll be changing that one soon as well. the profile song is "The river", by the band Good Charlotte. like it? ask me about it. the new video is also by them, but it's an old one, it's just too crazy not to share it with the world! I wish the BSB would take a look at their videos and make something like the video for The River, or Hold on, or Girls & Boys... they kick ass!!!

Later.
Saturday, July 07, 2007 

Current mood:Unknown

Pain. Sky. Green. Work. Smile. Clothes. Room. People. Anger. Sadness. Tissue. Friends. Loneliness. Light. Gym. Guys. Heat. White. Mac. Copy. 3 months. A lifetime. Bus. Impolite. Sun. Bright. Darkness. Tears. Jump. Leaving. Bags. Size. Depression. Life. AJ. Home. Soul. Warm. Moment. Family?. Veins. Nights. Cry. Music. Pillow. Sheyla. More people. Then none. Gone. Alone. Suicide. Hair. Computer. Bored. Angry. Sad. Friends. Out. Money. Food. Movie. House. Mess. Alone again. Trips. Bsb. Abroad. Boyfriends. Sex. Lack of. Nick. Internet. Arok. Fic. Wet eyes. Despair. And then all gets dark.

 

 

No sense, I know.

 

It's my life.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007 

Current mood:  scared
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Hey guys!

long time no see! i have lots of things to write! i've done soooo many things this past week and a half!

But first things first: I GOT A JOB!!! YAY!!  it's on this big advertising agency, and i only did 2 job interviews! it's so great! i'll start on monday, cuz we still have some papers to sign and stuff. I'm so happy but nervous at the same time!! it's the beginning of my career!! i better do it well! i'll let ya know how it goes...

Well, talking about other events on the week now, the other day my friend Tamega and I went to see Justino Timberlame... eerm i mean, Justin Timberlake, sorry, Antonio Banderas and Cameron Diaz. we saw them in the morning and then at the premiere of the movie (Shrek The Third).

I don't really like any of the three, but Justino's hot, and Antonio is funny, and Cameron is... a hollywood celeb. lol so i went with my friend (she likes Justin).

First they arrived to the Plaza Mayor, they posed for pics, waved and said hi, and got into the building for the press conference. Then got out in the balcony and waved again (and when they were getting in, Justino turned, who knows why, i think he was trying to be funny or something hehe). and while they were at the press conference, this girl from 40TV interviewed us!! it was so crazy. i said i didn't like Justino that much, but that he was hot, and i liked his ass, and i also said i was a bsb fan!! lmao. then she took a pic of us to give it to Justino, but she couldn't give it to him. blah.

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Then they came out, and went straight to their cars. bastards. anyways, we saw them again that evening, i had Justino so close! i got some videos and stuff.

And Justino and I had this little conversation and... well... once you know what we talked about, you can imagine what happened after that....

Someone took pics of the moment we had our lil convo:

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lmao!  you know i'm kidding  but it could have happened... being my blunt self lol

And some other big event took place on this weekend... I GOT MY VIPS CARD!!! (for the ones out of Spain, the Vips card is something completely useless -lol- that you can use at some certain restaurants and you get points and small discounts and stuff). well, i had been waiting for it for like 2 months or so, and i finally got it! so, since i'm a sucker for attention, i made this stupid show out of it. lmao. (for the record, i didn't drink)

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We also went to see this musical and to a karaoke bar... aheam.

We sang 4 bsb songs! lol I still, Larger than life, Just want you to know and The call. we had a great time!

What else... what else did i do on these past days... well, i made lots of phone calls to ad agencies, but we only got 2 interviews, but it was ok cuz i got a job YAY! lol... we watched Ocean's 13 (i had to throw away my panties when i arrived home), we went hunting presents lol, i went to lots of restaurants and a couple of clubs, i met a guy on the underground and he hitted on me and asked me for my phone number and all, we went to buy some more presents today,... oh and one of my fav tv series started again!!! The 4400, i LOVE that show! new season last sunday, and guess what? MY FAV CHARACTER CAME BAAAAACK!!!! yay! he's a cutie, i love that guy  (i made a slide show with pics of him, i'll try to post it after posting this entry... that is, if my connection behaves!)

That's another thing, i've hardly had any chances of coming here or anywhere these last days. my connection is stupid  but hopefully it'll be ok on saturday.

Aaaaand i think that's all!!

Oh, and about the bsb, i guess you all already know everything that's happened lately, not much to tell really. Just a new girl for AJ (bitch) sorry, i actually like the girl, but that just slipped out, seems like the guys will release 2 singles before the album, one in July, another one in Sept. and not much.

See ya around soon, (if my internet works)

Behave in my abstence!!

Spania xoxoxo (i'm trying out my new name... like it?)

ps: i almost forgot, i posted the video of Nick on the Kathy Griffin show at youtube. here:

Nick on Kathy Griffin's show - My like on the D-List

(comments and ratings are appreciated :P)

Thursday, June 07, 2007 

Current mood:  silly

Have you seen the poster of Nick's movie? no? here i have 2: (warning: you might not recognize him at first)

1st poster:

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2nd poster:

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Like them? when i saw the 1st poster the first time, it was in an article i'm gonna post here, and it was very small, so i didn't recognize him at first and i was like "No, man, he's not on the poster! aww... wait... hold on... that guy on the right...  Holy shit!!" lmao

1st of, he's lost A LOT of weight, and B, you know they always photoshop movie posters and sometimes the actors don't look like them, so i guess that's why. and have you noticed the girl's tits? no, they didn't use photoshop, no, of course not *note sarcasm*.

Also, i got some articles and pics from a website and info

Movies At Mach 1 (The Hollywood Reporter)

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and the .pdf: (when i first saw the poster, it was on the 1st page of this .pdf document, so no wonder i couldn't recognize him at first! lol)

http://www.afterburnerfilms.com/docs/FG_HOLLYWOOD_REPORTER.pdf

I'm not gonna translate it all, cuz i don't have time right now, but i'll translate Nick's part on the 3rd page (because i'm just too nice )

EL RODAJE DE "FAST GLASS"

En una mañana soleada de abril [que cursi por dios] en un área de alta seguridad del Aeropuerto de Burbank, pilotos de la Escuela de Pilotos de las Fuerzas Aéreas de los EE.UU. y de la Escuela de Pilotos de Ataque de Armas de máxima categoría de la Marina de los EE.UU., junto al legendario MIG-killer Lt. Col Skip Holm [esto tiene q ser argot de combate, pq vamos], ganador de 3 Medallas de Combate de la USAF, se citaron con los actores principales de "Fast Glass" para una sesión de entrenamiento. "Quiero que los actores de esta película tengan la misma clase de preparación que tuvo Tom Cruise en 'Top Gun'" [tendran q recibir clases de cienciología tb?] dice el productor Dave Riggs. "Las escenas de combate aéreo en 'Fast Glass' tendrán al público al filo de los asientos, gritando".

Nick Carter, que está más acostumbrado a coger un micrófono en el escenario como miembro de los Backstreet Boys que un joystick a 20.000 pies de altura, dice, "Es el sueño de todo chico, que pilotos Top Gun te enseñen como volar en jets de combate". Carter, que hace de Forman en la película, confiesa haberse sentido algo nervioso [o con mariposas en el estómago, como más os guste :P]. "Debo admitir, que estaba un poco nervioso cuando vi los aviones, pero después de las instrucciones de los pilotos profesionales, estoy preparado y listo para hacerlo!"

I also went to the film company's website in case there was a trailer or something, but it says coming soon  i'll keep checking on it anyway. But what i did find there, aside the 2 posters and articles (i still have another one to post), were pics  i made some captures of the cast pics:

The page kept changing from one actor to another, and Nick was the 3rd one to appear! YAY! but his pics are hideous... i only like the big one:

NOTICE THE DATE! with the pics you can see "Coming Fall 2007" YAY! so i guess the movie is already done, cuz postproduction takes usually quite some time in movies, right? what do ya think?

The rest of the cast and some info:

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And info on the plot!!!!!!!:

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Do you think they'll team Nick up with the Bitch Porn Actress or the Sweet Porn Actress? (those are the new official names for the last 2 girls).

And that Greg Grunberg guy looks familiar. Where have i seen him in?

The link: http://www.afterburnerfilms.com/

Also, there's this other article:

Fast Glass sell sheet

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I know it's a lil hard to read lol, so here, the .pdf doc:

http://www.afterburnerfilms.com/images/press/FG_sellsheet_Rev7.pdf

I think that's all... for now

Later,

 

Me

 

ps: Noe, como ya habrás adivinado, son posters y fotos de la peli de Nick. no lo voy a traducir todo, pero en la web dicen q se estrenará en Otoño de este año!!

pps: what do you think it's the reason why Nick is the only one not holding a gun? maybe cuz he has the biggest and most lethal weapon... Thor...?

answers please...

Monday, June 04, 2007 

Current mood:  happy
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

This week it's been 2 years since i met the Backstreet Boys for the first time ever. During that week in London i made some of the best memories of my entire life, so it sure needs a celebration!!

2 years ago a day like this one i was at CD:UK, an english tv show where the boys went to promote their new single Incomplete. I know it's been two years, but it feels like it was all yesterday. I remember even the smallest detail, and i know i probably will forever.

I'm gonna try and make this story short, but i know i'm gonna have a hard time doing that lol! so many things happened those days!!

03-June-2005

We woke up really early in the morning to go to the GMTV studios, where the boys had an interview at 9am. We arrived there at 5 +/-, and it was freezing!! Since it was summer, we only had thin jackets on... big mistake!

At around 6am, 2 vans came into the driveway that lead to the back entrance of the studios. From one of the vans, the first guy came out and went right to us... Howie!

His eyes were red and looked so tired! poor boy! but he chatted with us for a bit, and signed some autographs

Then, behind Howie, i saw some movement, and from the other van, the one closer to us, someone came out... Brian!!

He didn't come to see us, but he did tell us they would after the intervew they had. While he was talking, Kevin came out to, he went to the litter bin, waved at us, and went inside. At that moment Nick came out of the same van, but he got into the building right away.

At the same time, Howie, who was right in front of us, was like... "Do you want me to sign something or...?" (and he made the gesture with his hands) cuz well, 1st of, we were nervous lol, second Brian and Kevin and Nick were there too, and third well, me at least, i didn't have a notepad ready to be signed, ya know? i just had my camera out cuz i wanted pictures! But poor boy! he tought we didn't want his autograph or something!

The other girls with me gave him things to sign, thank god lol. But then, the missing part made his appearance.

I swear to God he walked in slow motion!!!! and damn he was coming right to me...

AJ

As he approached Drew from behind, he played a little something on him. He spanked him on his butt lmao! and prented to fist fight with him. Drew just laughed at his antics. This man is something else...

As soon as he turned to us, he started signing to the girls on my left, so i took the oportunity to ask for a picture... now or never!! and he did it

I can't describe with words what i was feeling at that moment. Only one word seems close to it: happy. Finally my dream was coming true... heck i was grabbing my dream by his waist and had his face glued to mine and his hand on my hip! lol

Then he signed a couple more autographs and left. Nobody else asked him for a pic or anything. Soon after, Howie left too. Those guys were so nice!!

I was so excited after that, i had met the Backstreet Boys! At last! hehe

When the interview was over, they came to us again, but by then there were tons of fans waiting outside, so it made it all more difficult.

Howie was, again, the first one out. Followed by Brian, Nick and AJ. Kevin was still inside.

I got to talk to Brian and AJ, my 2 boys!! YAY! lol

First i approached Brian while he was posing for pics with fans and signing stuff. I told him i had come from Spain just to see them. He looked at me all surprised and said "You came all the way from Spain?" and i was like yeah, he said "Wow, thank you!"  Then some fans went to him, so i turned and saw AJ. I told him what i told Brian, and he was all "Wow" as well. While we were chatting, suddenly a mass of people came to us, and pushed Brian and me together... and pushed me towards a warm body... AJ's

Brian left, to keep talking with fans, but i stayed there for a little longer. There i was, pressed to the objectof my desire, Alexander James McLean... or better say his ass lol. So here comes the funny story of me feeling up his... elbow lmao I'll leave that for face to face encounters, you can ask me about that when we meet, thank you.

Now i gotta tell you, this man smells unbelievable. but not just that, he smells A M A Z I N G L Y well! never smelled something better in my life, i swear.

So, i talked to him for a bit, gave him my letter and asked him for a hug... which he gave me  and it was the best hug ever! he held me tight, and lingered for a bit, as if he meant it. Then he signed me an autograph, but as he was doing so, someone started to pull him backwards, and some other person started to pull me as well! it was his security and the security from the studios. I looked around and noticed everybody was leaving already. What a funny situation we got going on there: AJ trying to sign my pad and give me my pen back while we were both being pulled apart awww.

They all went into their vans, and then Kevin came out finally! but there wasn't time for more signing or anything, so he apologized from the van, waved and they left.

After that, we went to their hotel to do something we did A LOT those days... wait outside.

Later that day they all left the hotel and i got the chance to get a pic with Howie and with Nick!!  Yiiiiipiiiie!! hehehe

When AJ left the hotel and came to us, i told him we were the girls from Spain, and he said "Yes, i remember you!" and looked at me hehe i so love this man!!!

oh and got autographs from all of them!

Then we got Nick when he came back to the hotel, and he looked kinda tired or angry or something, so we all stood there, without approaching him or anything. But I asked him point blank (being my curious self lol) if he was ok, and he said he was just tired.

That night AJ left the hotel with friends to go to a concert. (i'm not gonna post the pics from that moment or the one with Nick, cuz i have way more stuff to post!!)

04-June-2005

Again we got up early cuz the guy had another tv show to go, but this time we were gonna be there as well!!

When they arrived, we were already there, of course, and the first ones in line. They all greeted us in spanish, even tho there were lots of english fans there too lmao! Howie said "Buenos dias" (good morning), Kevin said "Hola chicas", Brian said "No hablo español" (i don't speak spanish lmao!), Nick sneezed, and when AJ saw me, he smiled and said "Hi Spania!"

Then i saw them in the show. I was in front row, and the stage was very small and not very high either, so i was kinda close. I made Brian laugh during the first break  I noticed AJ's shoes for the first time (i was busy looking at other parts of his beautiful anatomy and drooling all over my cleavage), he was wearing Vans slip on, the ones with the chess pattern. at that time i found those shoes hilarious, so i pointed at them and told my friend, laughing "look at AJ's shoes!". suddenly, i felt some eyes on me. I lifted my head and my eyes met Brian's. glup. he caught me making fun of AJ!! i wanted to dig a hole and hide for the eternity!! but he looked at what i was pointing at (cuz yeah, i still had my hand pointing at his shoes) and he pointed at them as well and gestured as saying "I know! he's so crazy, who would wear that!" lmao!!!

During the show, Kevin sang his part of I want it that way looking into my eyes  and AJ looked at me so many times that got me floored. my friends noticed and were telling me all the time lol even Nick noticed!! Estitxu told me she had a moment with Nick while he was singing Incomplete, cuz he looked at AJ, and since AJ was looking at me, he looked at me, and he was like WTF?, and she was next to me, and looking at him, so he looked at her, and they were both like "what's going on here?" lol

here's the show for you to see  i uploaded it myself, so you can leave comments either here or at youtube :P

Backstreet Boys CDUK - I want it that way - Part 1

Backstreet Boys CDUK - Incomplete and Interview - Part 2

05-June-2005

Sunday, their day off... and ours! We took that day to do some sightseeing. we went to Camden (one of my fav places in London). Since they flew the previous day to Italy to perform there, we thought that maybe they would come back in the morning, but no, they came back right after their show there, so in the morning they were up and sound and ready to go! So there we were, trying some clothes in a store in Camden, when we get a message from one of the girls that were waiting outside their hotel "Estan en el hotel" (They are at the hotel)  we literally run there!! lol

We were lucky and we caught them leaving to play some golf.

And i had a moment with Brian, and he kissed me!!!!!  YAY!!! lol

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06-June-2005

MTV day!!! The guys were gonna be on TRL, and so were we!!

We saw them before the show, and then inside the studios. We were sitting in fron of them at first, then on their left, and then right behind them!!

Here, the videos (again, i uploaded them, so comments pretty pleeeeeaaaazzzzeee)

Backstreet Boys - MTV TRL UK 2005 - Part 1

Backstreet Boys - MTV TRL UK 2005 - Part 2

Look closely on the second part :P hehe

I had some moments with them then as well. AJ kept looking at me, again, when we were on their left. he would look behind Kevin, you can even see it on the video. and well, even tho he's who he is, i looked back. i remember a moment when i just couldn't help it and took my eyes off first, and i was looking at my left at something the female host was saying, when a friend told me "Laura, AJ's looking at you" and i was like I know, cuz i could feel his eyes on me. I turned to him and there they were... his eyes. god.

At the end of the show, the guys went to hug some of us, and i got a hug from Brian and a hug and a kiss from Nick. But before that, when AJ turned to us, he started greeting the girls next to me, and when he saw me, he smiled big and said "Hey Spania!!" and hugged me.  did i mention that i love this man? lmao

Before the show, some friends and i got crazy frog tees cuz we knew AJ and Nick loved it, so in the ride from Leicester Sq. (where MTV is) to the hotel, we changed our t-shirts and put on the crazy frog ones!! i wonder what the taxi driver thought lol. we got to see Nick when he came back to the hotel, and he signed my t-shirt... right on my left breast lmao!!

This is us (Esti, Isa and me) after all those days, on our last night there, with the crazy frog t-shirts

I have hundreds of pictures and more stories to tell, but i'm tired now, so i'm gonna leave it as it is.

Those days were crazy, and i wanna thank the people who were there with me to enjoy and share all those memories. Esp. Ana and Esti. Here are some of them:

As i said, i have more crazy stories from this adventure, but that'll be on another entry, cuz this is waaaaaay too long as it is. (I think it's my longest so far!!)

I just had to do this. Those days were too important for me not to remember them, which i've been doing the whole day

I really have to thank the boys, they were great with us, so nice and charming and god so HOT! hehehe. Those days i learned that dreams can be followed and become true, no matter how crazy or impossible they seem. And that truly happiness can be achieved. Those days i was on cloud 9, the whole time, not matter if it was fucking cold outside, or we had to stay at the street for hours and hours, or couldn't eat for a long time, it didn't matter! i was having a blast! and i really really hope i can live it all again on this next tour.

Who wants to live it with me?

Lots of kisses and love,

Laura xoxoxo

ps: the pictures were taken by me, Estitxu and Ana, most of them. I know there are a couple of them from other people, but i can't remember who took them. If they're yours and you want credit, tell me and i'll add it

Thank you and goodnight.

Saturday, June 02, 2007 

Current mood:  confused

I'm gonna post here the bulletin i just sent, so we can keep track of the info we're getting :

 

Just a quick update on the bsb album. (scroll down for a summary in spanish)

This was posted at Backstreetteam (UK Sony BMG site) by Kelly [this site is official, it's run by Sony BMG and the Boys' European publicist Shoshanna gives them the info direct]:

 

"Just to keep you updated, just been informed that the album release is now being pushed back to slightly later in the year as the boys wanted to move the album release date as they had an idea they wanted to see through."

 

Just some hours before this post^^ this was posted on the same place:

 

"Sony/BMG confirmed via an announcement on the UK official BSB messageboards that the release dates are:

3rd September for the album

20th August for the single"

 

I know this is confusing, let me clear it up:

 

1.- We get a release date for the album from an insider (if i'm not mistaken):

Album: 4th September --------------------------> in the US

2.- We get releasing dates from the Offical FanClub in Japan:

Single: 1st August

Album: 29th August ------------------------------> in Japan

3.- We get releasing dates from the Official FanClub in the UK:

Single: 20th August

Album: 3rd September --------------------------> in the UK

 

It all made sense, 'cause they usually release their stuff first in Japan, since their fanbase is huge there. And releasing the album one day before in the UK (and i think those dates would apply to Europe as well) made sense 'cause of the time different.

Now it seems that all that^^ has been pushed back "slightly". I wonder what slightly means to them. Backstreet Time people, Backstreet Time.

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Also, there's this guy who's an insider and has more info than we do, that posted this about Helpless When She Smiles at LD:

"it looks like it will probably be first single, I'm hearing from multiple sources"

 

So, there'sa big chance that HWSS is the 1st single. or that's the rumor at least.

 

What i really wanna know is what the boys' idea is and why has it pushed the dates that far away. I really wonder that.

I'll keep you guys updated. I might post this bulletin on my blog, and keep posting more updates there as i get them.

Talk to you guys later... make that "slightly" later lol

Laura

 

 

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Traduzco, pq si no mi hermana me mata... y Fevin tb :P

Las fechas que teniamos se han retrasado "ligeramente" pq los nenes tienen una idea q kieren pobrar.

Las fechas OFICIALES que hasta ahora habiamos recibido eran:

Japon: 1 agosto single - 29 agosto album

Reino Unido: 20 agosto single - 3 septiembre album

USA: 4 septiembre album

(las fuentes son oficiales. Sony/BMG lleva esas paginas, y son los q les han dado esa informacion para q la circulen entre las fans)

Peeeero ahora parece ser q esas fechas se han retrasado. Nuevas fechas? de momento no hay. habra q esperar a ver cual es esa idea q los niños han tenido.

Otra cosa, q un chico q tiene info de dentro, y q me creo las cosas q pone pq siempre nos ha ido dando informacion, ha escuchado muchas de las canciones del nuevo disco, y mucho antes q nosotros... weno, q dice q ha oido de varias fuentes q posiblemente Helpless When She Smiles sea el primer single.

Aunque esto NO ESTA CONFIRMADO, solo son cosas q el ha oido, ok?

Creo q eso es todo asi por encima

;)

 

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Credits: Emilia (aka Kaotic for Kaos at LD and IntoBackstreet), BRoKzMyWorLd at LD, crazy4bsbbone at LD, emjay at LD, KellyB at Backstreetteam, nickschick at LD and Lisa88mph at Backstreetteam.

Hope i didn't forget anybody! Thanks to all these people^^ for the info.

Laura aka Lisa_postergirl.

Friday, June 01, 2007 

Current mood:  horny

There's this HOT guy i really like. In fact, i like him so much i had to put his pic as a wallpaper on my laptop, and i have 4 pics of him on my wall.

I say he's the new Nick cuz of a video i recently saw. He was on stage, doing his thing, and he started singing like Nick Carter, and he did it sooooo well he actually sounded like him!!

There's also a pic of him doing Nick's moves, and on that pic he looks so extremely hot the words "New Brad Pitt, new Brad Pitt" were ringing in my head. This had happened to me before, on several occasions, but the most noticeable one was on his latest music video with his group, where he looked so sexy i almost wet my panties. It was like seeing a model out of a perfume commercial, only i knew he had brains.

Leaving Mr Alexander McLean aside, that you know i adooooore, this new Brad is really attractive and sexy, but not only that, he's good-looking too, just gorgeous! He's got a golden smile, one of those that light a room in a clouded day and you can't help but smile in return; he's got piercing eyes, so deep and so blue and so tiny and cute... and, the best, so honest. And his body? man, he's to die for! Cut arms, six-pack, the legs of a football player... and the ass of a football player too

I seriously think he's the new Brad. He's blond too, but the improvement with the old one, is that he can be really cute at times, and extremely sexy at others, but with that innocent look guys who are sexy but doesn't know it get, you know what i mean?

I guess you already know who's this guy i'm talking about here. Of course, the one and only Mr. Brian Littrell, from now on known as 'The New Brad Pitt'.

Imma post the video i was refering to earlier. He mimics Nick, AJ, Howie and Kevin in one of his solo shows. He's really funny (when isn't he?), but the thing is that he reaaaaaaaaaally sounds like Nick! Check it out:

(comments are always appreciated, you already know that)

also, i'm gonna post that infamous pic that i'm sure most of you have seen but i just love it that much.

(Does his jaw screams "LICK MEEEE... LICK MEEE" to you too?)

Now, that's^^ what i call HOT.

 

Aside the announcement of The New Brad Pitt to the world, i have to mention something else on this blog.

Release date for the new bsb single: 1st August

Release date for the brand new bsb album: 29th August.

Those dates come from the official Japanese fan club. They always get their info right, and they always know it all before everyone, so i'm trusting them. Those dates seem to be just for Asia, but maybe they'll apply to the rest of the world as well, who knows. Anyhow, if the single and album are out on those dates, they won't be far behind here, so guys, get ready, the good music is coming.

That's all for today. If any of you have any male celebrity that could be a rival to my man for 'The New Brad Pitt' title, please, let me know (and add pics and/or vids to support your candidacy, of course). But i'm pretty sure there's no match for such hotness *points at picture above*

Thank you, and good night.

 

Laura xoxoxo

 

ps: i finally finished my portfolio, but shhhh, it's a secret.

Thursday, May 24, 2007 

Current mood:  hyper

I'm gonna make this very quick cuz i gotta go...

NEW BSB SONG!!! It's called Any Other Way, and it's UPTEMPO!!!

YAY!! it's awesome!! i love it!!! it's so so so so so good!!!

I'm gonna try to upload it here as a profile song, or upload it at youtube or something, but all that later, i have lots of stuff to do today. if you wanna listen to it, or download it or something, and you can't seen to find it anywhere, ask me here, and i'll give it to you ;)

here, the lyrics:

Any other way

There you go tryin to crash in my dreams again
when I'm trying to get over you.
I tell my heart but
I can't seem to comprehend
A day without you.
Now you're gone
Got a life
But I wear the scars
Reminding me by the hour
But its time to accept its the way things are
I wish I could but...


I can't imagine it any other way
Girl without you it's only wasted space
You're gone and I'll always wonder
Why it can't be any other way, any other way.


Since you drained all the color out of the sky
How am I supposed to feel
It's like I'm living in somebody else's life
Tell me it's not real..


I can't imagine it any other way
Girl without you it's only wasted space
you're gone and I'll always wonder
Why it can't be any other way, any other way.

 

They sound so good!! esp. AJ, and it's NOT because he's my fav!

YAY! i was having a crappy day today  and to top all the stuff that was happening to me, my internet connection was gone, and i KNEW something new was going on, i just knew it! so i'm happy that i finally got my internet back  I'm hyper now hehe!

Kisses to all, i hope you're all alright (i wouldn't want it any other way... lol at my lame joke  hehe)

Later,

 

Laura xoxoxo

 

ps: i almost forgot!!! new AJ pic!!!! his friend TylerShields posted it at his blog:

 

What do you think of it? i personally like it a lot. hot. wicked. powerful. damn.

;)

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 

Current mood:  pessimistic

I'm gonna make it short. I guess you all know by now. but for the ones who doesn't, JoJo posted a new bsb song on his site. it's Happily Never After:

http://www.kiisfm.com/pages/jojoontheradio.html

Scroll down, you'll see their pic on the right, after Mariah Carey.

Lyrics:

Happily Never After

 

Brian:
(Ooooo, yeah)

"I don't think I want this anymore,"
As she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself, "You've left before," (yeah)
"This time you will stay gone, that's for sure." (yeah)

Nick:
And he shouted something as,
She dragged her suitcase down the path,
to the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be
the time that she
would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me.
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all (ooooh)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

(AJ: Faaaaaaallll)

AJ:
As she drove away she starts to smile, (yeah)
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

Nick:
She was laughing about the way he shouted something as
(shouted something as)
she dragged her suitcase down the path
to the driveway (to the driveway),
she had never gone that far (oh, no)
Normally this would be, the time that she (yeah)
would let him talk her out of leaving, but this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me
(that just ain't for me)
Because finally,
I know I deserve better
After all
(that just ain't for me, yeah, yeah yeah)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

Howie
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done, so done.
I'm free, I'm free, so free
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah.

Howie:
She inhales a breath she'd never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more.

Brian
'Cause she says "No
'Happily Never After' (after)
That just ain't for me" (oh, oh)

Chorus:
"I know
I deserve, better all
I know I'll never let another teardrop fall"
(I'm done, I'm done)
"No
'Happily Never After' (so done)
(I'm free, I, free)
That just ain't for me" (that just ain't for me)
because finally,
I know (I'm done, I'm done) I deserve better (so done), after all
(I'm free, I'm free)
I'll never let another teardrop fall"

(trailing vocals, "I'm done, "I'm done" "I'm done",
"I'm done, so done, so done")

Said I'm done, I'm done, I'm done

 

 

 

 

 

Seems like everybody is very excited. Well, i'm not. I was expecting something different. they sound amazing (but they always do). it's a ballad, i wanted something different, more shocking. and i loved NG so much, i wanted pop-rock again. i don't like the music that much, and i don't think it'd do good as a 1st single. Incomplete was much stronger. But that's just my opinion. still, i like the song, and i know i'll hear it again and again :P

anyhow, i'm happy that thay are back and that we're finally getting something.

 

Well, i gotta go now,

enjoy the song ;)

 

 

Laura