the pink tumbles from the can
sticky sweet its drips from my lips
dribbles down my chin
staining a once perfect
900 thread count sheet.

the smell of laughter
the taste of summer
hot hot pink
spilling, splashing, pooling

i laugh as you watch
the way i wipe my mouth
the back of my hand
smearing pink
on my cheeks.

cross legged, toes curled
back arched
laughter in the air
playful looks and gentle touches
as the can tumbles
from my hand.

this is what i dream of
while i sit alone
on my bed
that you were here
instead of just a vision
flirting in my head.

xo-Ellie

1. love love love love
2. ten pounds
3. a bookcase
4. broken desks and hearts
5. pink sheets, missing black covers
6. lost part found and updated. whee
7. i don't miss you
8. chocolate milk kisses and cinnamon bun dreams
9. alexisonfire
10. the milky way all the way, it's the only way.

xoxo
Ellie

i got a new place, for July 1st.

i'm paying july's rent here however so... i'll slowly be moving there over the next month. makes it easier in a way.


i have an interveiw at the globe and mail on tuesday. H&M called me back, and I applied to Longo's to be a cake decorator, and to another position to be full time bakery. I don't really care what that is.... it's full time. lol.

i hafta take my lipring out because it's ruining my teeth. only i haven't done it yet. and i dont know when i will... because I don't want to take it out.

whenever i do though, i'm going to go get snakebites done and hopefully they will be over a bit more to the outside and not sit right on my teeth.

im going to the beach on monday. it's pretty exciting. i guess...

uhhm that's about all i have to say.

love and cornbread
ellie

where did all the good times go?



i miss you.


and i think im going to be falling in love wiht you.
i shouldnt have said that.

you are two different people. two different groups of people.

please. let me know.

xoxox
Ellie

she's better than gold.

she's a vicious vixen, the lady is a vamp.


burlesque pub. she wants to goooooo she wants to go SO bad. whose a burlesque queen of the days gone past? the skirt adn stockings sit there mocking me and my i./d less existance.

fuck i dont even wanna drink, i jsut wanna be a burlesque queen for a night adn parttttt-t-t-y-ty.

oh and im redoing my profile. if you're from CB i have a new jsut CB profile for you butterflies. <3<3<3

&hearts;
Vicious

THIRTY GODDAMN DAYS

&:HEARTS

WHAT MUTHA FUCKAAAAHZ??? THATS RIGHT.

J00LIE I LOVE YOU.
LETS SHOW THOSE AMERICANS WHAT THE REAL RAD ROCK IS

CAUSE YOU KNOW IT'S US.

XOXOXO

LADY ELLIESAURUS J. SKYWALKER-VICIOUS THE THIRD.
QUEENIE MCSUICIDE NUGGETS
THE DAME
XX-X

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^{1.what is your name?
Miss Ellie J. Skywalker-Vicious, glam gore.. glitter whore.}

My score on The Knowledge vs. Intellect Test:

5/9 Polymath
(You are 51% knowledgable and 64% intellectual.)

You are on the right path to becoming a legitimate genius! You have your assets balanced-- it is up to you to hit the books and do some brain teasers!

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

	You scored higher than 99% on knowledge
	You scored higher than 99% on intellect

Link: The Knowledge vs. Intellect Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

i is smarter than youuu . well prolly not. im actually really stupid. im surprised i scored higher than people my age, cuz im sure i know poeple who would have got everything on that right  who are my age. like James, and Larry...

xoxo
Ellie

gawwd jonathan how dare you fucking ditch me at this hour of the night. you suck.

you better have a good reason like, raccoons or drunk roomates or a power out or else *shakes fist*

i am goddamn BORED. bored of studying for a math exam im going to fail becuase let's be honest here. i didnt use ANY of that shit EVER to ever shoot ANYTHING.

seriously now. i never took into account the suns temperature of the speed at which the light was coming down in rays, i never used the inverse square law to calculate the appropraite shutter spee dnad aperature. i have a light metre. i know that f11 is the ideal thing to shoot at, and you can stop her down to being the plane of focus well, into better focus... thats a lie. that doesnt change. the hyperfocal distance cahnges and keeps everyithing pretty sharp in the background.

i never actyually used teh bellows extension or the "shine-flug" (scheimfleg?) properties, i didnt think about near points and far points or anything really. i lined yp the camera, set the shot, made sure it was focused and boom there you go.

*sigh*
i hate math.
i hate chemistry.
i hate physics.
i love art.

does the love of art outweight the hatred?

i gues sit must.

ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls.
Ciara *cough* Ellie J is exiting the building.


xoxo
Ellie


p.s.
jonoxcorexx-x you suck. if you're not careful you're gonna lose my <3ing of you. are you mental? GET THE NET!!! (back worring atleast). i kid i kid. xoxo xcorexxx-xx-x