june 7th! lunch with dad. the omen! work 3-830

june 8th! school, english final part a, work 4-9

june 9th! LAST DAY OF HIGHSCHOOL! work 4-830. PARTY!

june 10th! balloon fest! the fray 3pm! saving jane 530pm!

june 11th! work 1130-4. babysit my brothers!

june 12th! [not going to senior day] ROB'S BACK! probably working.

june 13th! economics final at 1pm. probably working

june 14th! working probably. LAST DAY OF WORK!!!

june 15th! math b 11:45 in gym =( unknown

june16th! IM GOING SKATING OR TENNIS OR SOMETHING BECAUSE I AM UNEMPLOYED FOR TWO FUCKING WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!

june 17th! emilys graduation party! FUN!

june 18th! celebrating fathers! happy fathers day!

june 19th! I LOVE BEING JOBLESS! =)

june 20th! SAME AS DAY BEFORE!

june 21st! celebrating summer! AND CELIAS 18!!!! <3!

june 22nd! WOO!

june 23rd! probably graduation rehersal.

june 24th! 10 am, WE'RE GRADUATING FOLKS. let's party!

june 25th! nikki and i have a graduation party in wolcott! =)

june 26th!-june 29th! getting drunk, having fun, skating, tennis, ridiculous things. hallelujah. celebrating the remaining days of this town.

june 30th! peace the fuck out fulton new york. HELLO ROCHESTER!

it's almost time to graduate and go to college.

what excitement.

wefoundanapartment, WOO.

OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! come visit at MYYYYYY house.

i loooooooove to prank people. but i hang up on people who prank me. ha

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A mourning dove landed on his window sill and asked him in a quiet calm voice, "Can I tell you a secret?" the boy looked over with wondering eyes, " If you'd like." "She's not the one for you, she just opened your heart, and your mind." Quite confused, the boy wondered where this secret was leading. She continued. " Move on. Please. If I could give you any advice, it's this: Be her friend, do not love her." The boy didn't want to hear this, not now, he didn't want to understand but implied anyways, "What made you think these things? What makes you tell me this?" "I just know. I don't want to tell you why I know but I'm 100 percent sure that you cannot be with her. She is not for you. She's open minded and that is all that she has to offer you." "How am I supposed to take this advice? Why did any of this happen to me? The timing? I just don't get it." The dove knew that the boy would be hurt but also thank her for her advice later on down the road in life. She continued, "Be happy that it happened, not sad that it cant go farther. Goodbye little one and please don't be sad." And when she felt she had spoken her peace, she spread her wings towards the sun and was gone. Dumbfounded and filled with mixed emotions the boy just looked out through his window over the city. He knew that with time he would find the meaning of this unexpected visit and the knowledge it brought. In time.