LOVES:

bicycles
french girls
talking.
photography
sex.
art.
danceparties
girls who like to dance.
pirates.
rooftops.
falafel sandwiches
stripes
wayfarers.
drugs
girls who wear red pumps
and red lipstick.
electronic.
666.
swimming
money


does not love:
liars.
being ignored.
sleeping alone,sometimes.
flat bicycle tires
sweating alot.
bills.
talking.
wasting time doing nothing.
bitches- they talk shit.

L'autre jour j'ai ouvert par hasard un dictionnaire, sans vraiment y chercher un mot.
J'ai lu les deux mots écrits en haut de la double page et l'association de ces deux mots m'a plu.
Ce sont ces associations, déterminées par une bonne part de hasard, que j'ai décidé d'illustrer.


Aujourd'hui, la lettre S.


Les mots sont : SENTIMENT / SERIE.

i have so much i need to do to get my life in order.
im waiting around too much. im just waiting thinking
something good is going to magically happen. but really
im just wasting so much time. im being a bit ridiculous.
if i want something i have to go for it. and i usually do.
but lately im just wasting away really. im having fun though
but by the time im 40 i dont think ill even remember what i did
at this point in my life. all the days kinda blur into one.
thats why i want to live life to the fullest everyday. because i
know that in a bout a week i wont remember what i did. so i
always have to keep things interesting for myself,
and anyone else who happens to come along for the ride.
and besides, life is short. i have alot i want to do.
It sucks you know.people take the most precious thing
in the world for granted.what is it? TIME. you always
say,"eh, i'll do it later" or maybe "i'll do it tomorrow.."
you'll be dead tomorrow, do it right now.

I hate being lazy. another addition to the list of reasons to hate myself.

and hating myself is THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD!!! because I can't NOT hate myself. I don't know how.

and please, don't even bother trying to tell me how to do it, or why I shouldn't hate myself, or any of that shit, I've been told a million times and no words have yet been able to help me. thanks all the same.

that girl on the train though..

with the big headphones

the glasses and that green

apple shirt. i think she

could make me smile a bit

more than i do now.


and as for being accepted, would I be such a cunt to everyone if I was trying to be accepted? doesn't my pathetic behaviour reek of wanting to be left alone?

jealousy makes people say some stupid things sometimes. maybe you want to think about switching your brain on occasionally...

and why, I ask myself, am I reacting to things people say? should i even care enough to respond?

it makes me nearly as stupid as them.

but then I KNOW I'm stupid. a very attractive woman tried to ask me out a little while back and I'm such a space cadet I didn't understand and just wandered off! what a dick!

guess I'll just have to stick to drawing naked girls instead of hanging out with them.

it's all a big joke kids. everything I do and say. everything that happens. life in general. it's all just a big joke, don't get so upset!!

it's just that, sometimes, jokes just ain't funny

Tuesdays are my Mondays

I like chocolate

wearing black like Johnny Cash

getting stoned and drawing naked girls

getting drunk having conversations
with people i dont know.

and riding bikes.

theres more,
i just cant remember
any of it right now.

ever wanted something so bad that, when you can't have it, you start telling yourself you didn't want it anyway?

ever feel like your life is nothing more than a song lyric?

ever feel like everything you do is just to confirm the view you have of life formed from song lyrics?

it doesn't matter what happens because "you're already in my past

no future

only now_

so give purely for the sake of giving, without thinking about what's in it for you. take your time to enjoy - life isn't a race. the journey somewhere is more fulfilling than arriving at your destination. and smile, always remember to smile...