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Nikki Rhodes



Last Updated: 9/5/2008

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Wednesday 23/04/2008 

Category: Blogging

wow, that was a long trip away from my computer!!!
im back in ca...florida was awesome...tons to say so keep up!


on the 16th i drove to ca and spent the night with lexi lamour, who was going with me to miami. before i got there i had to work for inthevip.

that was fun, hung out with lexi belle, jayden james, and soo many other hotties....slept for a bit then headed to lax. from there i got to experience how to check in and stuff for your flight...it has been awhile since i flown, plus i didnt really do it before, a friend did it for me....
lexi helped me, but i did most of it...
damn bags were fucking heavy...i brought a lot of stuff...but i needed it!
after that it was off to dallas texas, that was where we had a layover...lexi smokes so we took a smoke break when we got there then back on the plane for another 3 hours to fl...
im a nervous flyer and i am proud of how well i did...once there it was already night soo i didnt see much flying in...first time to the east coast!

getting the luggage was fun, well not really, lexi had to help...hahaha... then we went to get our rental for the next few days...
once we had that we met with zoe britton who was at o'hara's jazz&blues cafe, dr johnny's bar in hollywood, fl...he is now my new friend!
i have to say that everyone i met was fucking awesome!
we had something to eat at his bar and met a few of the new friends....including nancy that is a cute little thing that is also a bartentder at johnny's bar...
then it was to the hotel to get some sleep. we stayed at the marriot in hollywood,fl...very nice, right on the beach...i will be putting up pictures next week when i get home to vegas, i forgot my connection to the computer...
next day we woke up, let me tell you the time change messed with me...so we got ready and me, lexi and zoe when to exxxotica in miami for a bit to see some friends and network...i got to meet some of my fans and sign autographs, take pictures, and i did a q&a pannel in front of a lot of people with other porn people...
our feet hurt soooo bad by the end of the day, damn heels!
few hours of that business and then we went to get ready to go out with stormy daniels at her party at mansion...it was awesome! she is amazing...

i had tons of fun dancing with everyone and got to have a good conversation with my friend danny mountain who was in town with his wife eva angelina, who sadly had to leave the party early cuz she had to work early the next day...but he stayed and we talked a bit and danced....
after a few hours of that we went back to the hotel and zoe spent the night with me....teee hee...i love to cuddle... she is a great cuddler!!
we made out for a loooong time...til we passed out in each others arms!
next morning was a bit tough to wake up, we did it with about 3 pots of coffee...yep 3... then some more later....we got ready then went to the flashback diner to eat, they had a terrible veggie burger, just a fyi...
then to the convention for day 2 and to pass out passes to our party...
pretty much a repeat of day one...except more fans...
zoe and i were talking to monstar about just random stuff and i found a silver ring on the floor...i picked it up and right away zoe took it from me and grabbed my hand...yep she got down on her knee and proposed to me...of course i said YES!!!!!!


so im married to zoe britton!!


all weekend we introduced each other as wifey...i love her...and were serious about being married...


while sitting at the fantasy island booth with all the hotties, including my great friend jenna haze, monstar said i was in trouble, said i was being a bit naughty, who me? hahaha...
he kept giving me this little palm tree and saying i was in trouble...began as a joke and everytime i said somethin naughty i had to hold the tree...sooo i was holding it a lot!

hahaha...


we went to get a drink in the vip section and in there i started to make out with my wifey and he said go get the palm tree...hahhaa...just random fun with my friends...


i made out with zoe all weekend...fucking hott!!!!!!!!!!!


after that day at the convention we went back to the hotel and got ready for a long night out...i was told to bring some sunglasses...they were right!


we went to johnny's bar o'hara's jazz and blues cafe to eat...he had his chef make me a special eggplant sandwich that was soooo amazing!!!!!

damn now im hungry...and he is back in fl....ummmm.... i need to learn how to make it on my own....


then off to tootsies...met some awesome new people that im going to be working with, im going to be feature dancing there...got to see donna doll dance...plus other hotties work the pole...there was this one house girl named atlanta that can do an amazing trick on the pole that you have to see...


tons of fun and we were there for about 5 hours...then to scarletts... it was ok but the music was techno, not my style but my zoe was giving me lap dances and helping me have tons of fun...after a bit there we went to space...in miami...
i made some friends and danced all morning...

i spent the night with zoe, my wifey...we passed out! soooo tired from the night, just cuddled and made out again...


our party was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tons of fun...i hund out with the band Jet...the drummer is obsessed with red heads...soo he talked to me all night, i didnt mind cuz he has an acent and that is my weakness....
after our party lexi and i went to the hotel and then slept, woke up and got packed to go home...

long trip home...i had another layover in dallas, this time for 2 hours, we ate there and then boarded...


tomorrow im shooting a boy/girl with rocco and then going to dinner with my new friend....
yes my wifey is in pitsburg feature dancing...she will be here monday and were having dinner and then im going to go home on the 29th...
so im here in ca til then...shooting randomly til then...
that is in short my story of what i have been up to...
random yet fun....drama but unnesseary...
i love my life and i love sharing it with you...
hope your all doing great!
im gonna go back to bed cuz im shooting tomorrow...
love you fuckers!

xoxox
nikki

Friday 04/04/2008 

Current mood:  adventurous
First off, I had my stomach tattoo fixed....not many saw what I saw because I looked at it everyday and unless I pointed it out or you were up close you wouldn’t notice that a few spots were not "perfect"....so I talked to one of my close friends, Noelin who is an amazing tattoo artist and he did an amazing job fixing it....
It was done the other day sooo it is still healing but this is the first look at it...plus my camera phone has a flash that is reflecting off the shiny parts....I will post better ones when I can....








Yesterday I worked for a company where I was ’hypnotised’ to have sex with no orgasms and also clean the house naked...only words I could say is "yes master" every mans dream?? hahahaha....this is a picture of what my crazy eyes looked like....They let me keep them cuz they were made special for me....but I have no clue when I will wear them.....hahaha




Other than that I am just focusing on work and I have been really busy...You know I dont just make naughty movies....I also write reviews for Strip Magazine, where I watch 5 movies a month and play with a toy...then I write my view of the movies and the toy....Kinda cool...

And I assist Brazzers....Basically behind the scenes stuff, set up the sets, help the talent with whatever they need, you know help the director, etc.....Tons of fun...I learn a lot and have a great time with everyone....

I have been training when I have time to be a feature dancer, it has been fun and getting it all together has been crazy but I’m loving every minute of it....

And of course my website keeps me busy....making naughty movies for that as well....hahaha....

I also have a few other projects I’m working on that I cant mention at the moment but they are going to be awesome!

Personal life? Hahaha.....whats that? Seriously, I haven’t had much time for that...I am not complaining about it but then again I miss my best friend Melissa....and of course everyone else....Plus I really want to go to the movies, I haven’t been in forever.....

I love being as busy as I am....Keeps me focused on my goals....and not get sad or upset about the past...still hard to get over loosing Kevin to his diabetes...

That is just a little bit of what is going on....didn’t really tell you much but then again you can see why I get behind on messages and friends requests....I try to stay on top of it...but please be patient if I don’t respond right away....

Thank you for all your love and support!!

xoXox
Nikki Rhodes


Monday 17/03/2008 

Current mood:  fabulous
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes


The most valuable secret of success is that there is no secret.


Success comes not from seeking to uncover some exotic hidden formula, but rather through persistently following through on opportunities to create value.

Success is a habit, that is continually repeated through hard work.

The best shortcut to achievement is to avoid looking for a shortcut.

Simply get busy and do the work required, for that is the quickest way to reach the goal you’ve set.

The most effective way to handle what must be done is to do it.

Procrastinating, agonizing, complaining and avoiding will only prolong the task and add greater difficulty to it.

Life is not always easy, and wishing for things to be easier will usually make them more difficult.

The time-tested strategy for making life truly easier is to go ahead and work through each challenge as it comes along.

By doing so, you grow stronger, more capable, more effective and more experienced.

You put yourself in position to live life on your own terms.

The route to success is no secret, and is in fact hidden in plain view.


*Thanks Phil for more of your words of wisdom....

xoXox

Nikki Rhodes

Sunday 16/03/2008 

Current mood:  optimistic
Category: Life
I am surrounded by pure spirit, perfect law, divine order, limitless substance which intelligently responds to me.
It is not only around me, but it is also in me;
It is around and in everything.
It is the essence of perfect action.
It is perfect action in my affairs.
Daily I am guided by divine intelligence.
I am not allowed to make mistakes.
I am compelled to make the right choice at the right time.
There is no confusion in my mind, no doubt whatsoever.
I am certain, expectant, and receptive.

Infinite intelligence is at the center of my being.
I am daily directed into paths of peace, joy, and prosperity.
Everything that I do is quickened into right action.
The spirit of truth goes before me preparing the way, instantly making perfect and complete the demonstration of its presence in my affairs.



i was sent this in an email....i loved it and thought some of you could appreciate it as well...
enjoy!
xoxox
nikki


Friday 14/03/2008 

Current mood:  betrayed
Category: Life
*this was missread by a few friends and even my sweets soo i thought i should change it a bit to make things clear....

this is a random blog that i need to use to vent......

i use certain names for my special friends and i give it to them and only them....like my bad little bee calls me pink taco so i would never call someone else that...or if my sweets were to call another girl sweets....just not cool....

sooo i get offended when i hear them calling others those special names...know what i mean?

basically taking my loving pet names for them and calling someone else that same fucking name!

its just rude...

i give the names to prove that they are special and i feel that it is between me and them...so wtf?!

would you be offended?

my best friend that i will refer to as butthead cuz that is what he is right now, called some random girl the name i have for him....why? who knows....then when i asked he attacked me...

i was originally calling him to talk about my random day cuz i needed someone to talk to...but then it blew up in my face and i was sent a rude message this morning....sooo that is why i vented...

i didnt think or reread my blog and realized when i was getting a message from my sweets that it came across to some a way i never intended....

i learn my lessons the hard way.....fuck...wish sometimes i was more street smart than book smart....

im one tough kitty and with friends like mine im just getting stronger...should i be thankful?

or hurt?

seriously....if you give your significant other or best friend/family members a pet name then he/she calls someone else that same name how would you feel?

how should you feel?

my mom did it to me as well....i used to call kevin, bug...she started to call my little sister bug...sooo i have delt with this before....

butthead knew this sooo i felt betrayed in a sense...he said im overreacting....

i would never use a pet name that i used with an x or they called me with someone else...it is innappropriate....

some might think im over thinking it but i dont...
and that is why im posting a blog to see what others think...

not to change my mind but to see how often this happens...

let me know....

thank you

xoxox
nikki

Thursday 13/03/2008 

Current mood:  naughty
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

fuck yeah!!
you know you want to watch me being a naughty kitty! grrrrr!!!!!!
so here you go...i cant believe how many came out all at once.....

*xxxbox (b/g pov style) teravision

*seduced by a real lesbian (fucking hott g/g with winter sky, yummy)

*big boob pov 3 (hot pov b/g)

*me all by myself 3 (solo action w/my pussy) elegant angel

*tight and fresh 4 (b/g....originally for nasty girls wide open, but you can see it here too)

watch them and let me know what you think....enjoy them......


xoXox
Nikki Rhodes


ps....fuck the world, my movie with the amazing jack the zipper is also coming out soon.....when it does i will have a special treat just for you fuckers!!!!

Thursday 13/03/2008 

Current mood:  confused
Category: Life
today has been strange, not just with work but in my personal life...
is it a full moon?

seriously....with work random questions were asked about me personally that i have never been asked....basically getting to know me more to see what other work i can and will do....like fetishes i would and wouldn’t be interested in....
*i dont get some of the fetishes some people are in, i thought i was a freak until i got into the industry and then i realized im pretty normal...well kinda....but as for my adult fans, you will be seeing me do more fetishes...keep you posted on that one....

people that i haven’t spoken to in forever have messaged me today....just out of the blue....
*must have been on there mind...curious as to why for some of them....fucking backstabber’s that need to understand that they should apologize for there actions then discuss them to figure out where things went wrong....know what i mean? then again i heard from some old friends that i lost contact with that i was happy to hear from....

then i had to go to the eye dr to get an exam for contacts i need for a movie, sorry to all my fans but it is for a private collector so you wont ever see it...i feel fucking retarted when working with these contacts....and i looked crazy with these black ones in....hahaha...but yeah getting them in and out was a pain in the ass!
sooo i look like i did some drugs cuz my eyes are all blood shot....they said it is because i have small eyes...whatever.... this is a link to see what the contacts look like....http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/blacksclera.aspx

then most random of all...........my x that i was with for 8 years was at the same mall, parked at the same area that i was and everything (i say this is random because you all know how big a mall is and there are hundreds of places to park)...i haven’t seen him in a little over two years...for many reasons...i was basically scared to walk around...i just didn’t know what he would do if he saw me, who knows maybe he did and avoided me as well...i was having an anxiety attack in the middle of the mall...i must have looked like a fucking nutt, turning red (i get all blotchy when im nervous/anxious) and looking like i just cried thanks to the eye dr...hahaha....but that topped my day....

a few other things happened to me as well but this is just a hint of what happened on my random day...the other stuff i dont think i should share on myspace...

another day...i love my life....
xoxox
nikki


Saturday 01/03/2008 

Current mood:  busy
wow this has been  a long week...tons of you have asked me in messages what i have been up to...well this little kitty has been naughty....grrr....
this fucking year is going soo fast....it has been rough at times and i have had my weak moments...i do my best to stay focused and not look back...hard to do when your heart wants to....
already march...omg...why is this year going soo fast?
shooting features has been draining...but i fucking love it!!!
i get to show my 'skills'....acting skills not just boneing...hahaha...
i did the one for wicked then got another one for matrix...they are doing a series where the babysitters bone all the dads they sit for....kinda funny...i got to work with charles dera...grrr...
my scene for wicked was intense...i have soo many brusies...i was tossed around like a little fuck doll..it was hott and crazy...in a good way of course...
i had a lot of fun working with keylani...she is soo fucking cute...i took a picture with her that i will put up when i get back home monday...
she is a petite little thing like me... i love it!
we spent hours in the car...hahaha...that is why the movie is called 'carpool'...
on thursday i had to drive to vegas for the day to work then right after i drove straight back to cali....boy i was in the fucking car a lot this week!!
yesterday was the matrix feature and when i was done i went to my sweets house and we watched my movie 'fired'...it was funny to see myself...i felt i could have done better acting and i could tell i was nervous...im my worst critic...i looked kinda cute...hahaha...
soo today, im catching up on things on the computer then going to hang out with kylee reese and clarie danes...probably get into some trouble...hahaha...might make some naughty movies...
tomorrow i have a shoot to update my pictures for gold star, my agent... then monday is my solo day...tons of solo work and then drive home...
tuesday im shooting for teens like it big dot com in vegas....grrr...
i think that is all for now...so as you can see that is why i have gotten behind on messages and friend requests...
hope your doing great...
xoxox
nikki
Saturday 01/03/2008 

Quotes

"Time is better spent trying to be the right person, rather than time spent trying to find the right person."

"If you do something, do it right, the first time, to the best of your abilities, and make it beautiful, because it is a reflection of yourself."

"Your surroundings are your vehicle to success, choose a good vehicle"

"Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!"


xoXox
Nikki
Wednesday 27/02/2008 

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers


This little kitty is getting ready to start feature dancing...I have been training and putting together some themes...
It is still in the works but I just wanted to let you, my fans and of course my friends know....
Soon I will be traveling more and getting my dance on...



Besides that I have been making naughty movies...just for your viewing pleasure....grrrr!!
I have been a busy little bee and just got caught up on messages and friend requests....Hope your all doing well and I plan on posting some inspirational messages real soon....
Love you fuckers........

xoXox
Nikki