Ladies and gentleman.... I have recently discovered my biggest flaw. I look for the good and only the good in people and refuse to hear or see the bad. When I care about someone I give 120% and will do all that I can to make things work and better for the other person regardless of what it puts me through.
Recently I have been in a relationship that I thought was IT. I thought that I had finally found my person, Maggie loved him my family loved him and I loved him. Turns out he's probably not the person I thought he was. Although for months I have been told this person isn't all I make him out to be, I refused to see it, i saw only the good and made excuses for his short comings. I have realized now that those who are worth crying over won't make you. And those who came to me and said things weren't how they should be were not only trying to help but are the ones who really love me.
This was the first time that I let a man around Maggie and now I feel a little like a failure for not only for being so blind but letting her down. I know that god has a plan for me and Maggie and we will oneday find that someone, but what I have taken from this situation is that I am better and deserve more than this.
So... not only do I deserve more, I refuse to settle for less. 