Alright, so…
It's been however long since I actually had anything to say in here. Actually a lot could have been said but I'm lazy and have more important things to worry about than myspace blogs.
Residence:
I living with my mom still, I think I mentioned moving in there in my last blog. That is about to end though, yay! I'm moving in with Caroline on Aug. 1st. It will be a huge change for me but I really think it's going to be the best thing for us. We are so fucking happy together its sickening. We found a great two story loft apartment out in Lewisville. I'm already making plans on what we are going to do with it. Im very excited. Parties at my place for anyone that wants to drive out to Lewisville. (it's really not that far at all)
The place has 9 pools, 2 stadium seat movie theatres available to anyone that wants to use them, free of charge. A dog park (we are getting a puppy ASAP) and a bunch of other things that made us jump at the chance to live there. Anyway, enough of my apartment commercial.
Caroline:
She is by far the best thing that has happened to me in… well, forever. I knew it was going to be something like this which is why I wouldn't give up when all the bad shit happened. I just wish that the others involved could have seen why it was so important. Sigh, c'est la vie. I haven't spoken to sean or john or any of them since that all happened. Every once in a while I feel like calling him to see how he's doing but I doubt he'd answer or be cordial even if he did. Sucks.
Anyway enough with the depressing part. I'm going to marry this woman. I'm 100% sure of it. I've felt love before but not like this. It's the same in a sense, but before I was an asshole and she and I just didn't get each other. I guess we just didn't fit it the long run. Caroline and I do, we are perfect for each other. She's bringing back a lot of my childhood which I didn't realize how much I miss until now. For a very long time I haven't been able to remember anything from about age 12 and before. Now I'm starting to remember all of that, random things, the good memories.
Employment:
I got a new job, again. This one isn't a contract job though!! I finally got a permanent position. No longer working in frisco (although it would be a lot closer to the apartment if I was) I got laid off from my temp job at Fujitsu and began talking to an old coworker that I worked with at ITC. She got me the job. It's with a power company that does all the power for Illinois, Missouri, etc. Feels pretty nice. Great pay and I think I'm making a very good impression. Chanda(my old coworker) is my lead so that makes thing's pretty easy to handle because we already have a decent relationship. Everyone else in the company is around my age which is quite nice. (No malice towards me because I know more than the 40 year olds like with most of my jobs)
Entertainment:
BONNAROOOO!! Jesus I had a lot of fun. Took off 4 days of work and drove to Tennessee to go to Bonnaroo. It was absolutely amazing. I think I'm making it a yearly thing. My mom want's to go next year. Saw Tool, THE MOTHERFUCKING POLICE (long story with that one though L ) Brazilian Girls, Ben Harper, Lily Allen, Hot Chip, Ween and so many others. You wouldn't believe how many people were out there. Felt like Woodstock. I can't wait till next time.
School: Caroline is going to UNT this coming semester which is why we moved to Lewisville. It's 23 miles to my work, and 23 miles to UNT so it's about the most central location we could find. I don't really think I'll mind the drive but we shall see.
I'll be finishing my bachelors and more than likely beginning my masters at UNT as well. I'm not sure that I wanna stay in Lewisville that long. Hell, I'm not even sure I wanna stay in Texas that long. I guess it all depends on where Caroline's physics/bio-chem stuff takes her. Who knows at this point.
Summary:
There is probably a whole hell of a lot more to say, various happenings and interesting facts but as of now this thing is pretty damned long (it has been quite a while) and my train ride to work is almost over. Speaking of which, my bus was late which made me miss my train more than likely making me late. Oh! I got another car. The BMW is still sitting in the garage waiting for me to work on it. I want to keep it. Tt doesn't need a whole lot of work, under a grand and it will be fine I just needed something reliable for the time being. I got a 95 Nissan Maxima with less than 80k on it for 1000 dollars. It's nice having family friends. Thanks Ginger! It was running fine but now I have to replace the battery cable. It had been sitting for quite some time so I guess some things are to be expected. I can't complain for a thousand bucks though.
Ok, pulling up to work now. I miss you guys that are actually reading this. I have a new phone, message me for the number if you want it.