(This is one of those lame sappy posts that makes you wish you could slap me and tell me to be a man) I remember at some point in my life having friends, and not just having them, but spending time kickin' it, and sharing life together. I miss you all so much. I don't think you will ever know how much you mean to me. It's weird, moving away. When I went to Florida I missed all my Spokane friends, and somehow in my mind I pictured the day I would get to come back as a day when we would all get to hang out like old times, but every time I come back more and more friends become old friends. Then I made some great friends in Florida, friends that I will never forget, friends that I hope will never forget me. I think it's mostly my ego that lets me assume that people don't just move on and forget as time goes by. After all, I'm the one who left. I did this to myself. Damn motivation! Damn emotions! Damn sleepless meloncholy nights dwelling on the past, and forcing thoughts on others thru xanga. It seems like I'm living my relationships thru this box. I still Love you all, and treasure the time we have. I just miss you, that's all. Part of me is excited, ready to take on the world! The other part just wants to sit down and have coffee with someone who matters, and listen as they talk about the latest not-so-tragic tragedy; you know, the meaningless chit chat that somehow molds meaningful relationships. It's hard to let go...and this might sound weird, but I miss hugs (LOL!) What a dumb path I chose: the lone ranger! Off to see what life has to offer! Hi-ho red dragon! Lets go out all by your lonesome and have fun!...it's only fun everyonce in awhile, when later on you know that you will be hanging out with the people you love. I've had enough "me time" I think. Maybe I should go make some new friends. Seriously! What's been stoping me?! I guess my focus has been elsewhere, but it's about time. I've talked to alot of people here, alot of strangers that recieve a buisness card. Next time I have time, I'll go out and see what happens. Maybe I'll come home with an arm full of sharpied numbers and plans to hang out later. Please do not respond to this with sympathy, the last thing I need is pity. I'm doing great. :) I just miss you, that's all. Just know that I care. Know that I miss you; and whatever we shared, it means the world to me. I hope to hug you soon. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Both the cockroach and the bird would get along very well without us, although the cockroach would miss us most." Joseph Wood Krutch

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Update: I got my dream internship at Studio X; It's the best recording studio in Seattle, hands down. (Seriously, no hands please...but if you really want to you can say, "neato") for the last few days I've been working from 7am-10:30pm, I forgot what that feels like...I'm tired, but I'm loving every second of it. I got in a car wreck today, but nothing major. My car bumper had a little bit of silver paint on it from her plastic hub cap, but i brushed it off with my hand. She has over 1000 dollars of repairs somehow, which is odd because I was going less than five miles an hour, and she sideswiped me going 35...plus my bumper only touched her wheel...??? I'm still trying to figure that out, considering my bumper is less than plastic, it might be paper...I'm not sure, but I have no damage. The red dragon will live to fight again! What sucks is now Insurance is involved and my rates are pretty high as it is. The dumb thing is they are high because people hit me. I got hit by a drunk driver, and a few other people felt like because they hit my bumper they should call there insurance, which somehow reflects on me...LAME! Everything is going well though, I'm just trying to get life started...which reminds me, I have to wake up soon. I miss you all so much! Come see me sometime if you get bored, or you could call me. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "What happens to a man is less significant than what happens within him." Louis L. Mann -->type:1--> Currently Listening Mr. Beast By Mogwai -->TrackBegin--> -->TrackEnd-->see related -->format:3-->

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	A short flick I helped make in Florida... http://homepage.mac.com/erikadolphson/iMovieTheater10.html
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People that use a unicycle to get from point a to point b are amusing...I still have yet to see the pogo stick commute. I hear pogo sticks will be in again soon, so wait for it. Trade in your unicycle and razor scooter and get a pogo stick! You'll thank me later. Please send pogo stick pictures. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "If something is too hard to do, then it's not worth doing. You just stick that guitar in the closet next to your shortwave radio, your karate outfit and your unicycle and we'll go inside and watch TV." -Matt Groening, The Simpsons Ya...That quote is not true. -->type:1--> Currently Listening Let's Get Out of This Country By Camera Obscura -->TrackBegin--> -->TrackEnd-->see related

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Today after researching a few things I got curious about street basketball...which I've never been into in my life. I watched this podcast and these tournaments the have in Rukert Park, NYC. Those guys are amazing! I might have to find some local street games to watch. Jeremy is sooooo third person right now! It's an odd thing to be on, then off peoples top 8...Jeremy doesn't really know what he thinks about it. Why even put Jeremy on at all? Jeremy just thought it was funny that someone would go out of there way to put him on, then take him off of there top 8, also Jeremy thought it funny that He noticed. Jeremy's ponderings are lame, and third-person is annoying...yeesh! Mind the tenses. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "I'd like to crawl behind your eyes and see me the way you do or climb through your mouth and sit on every word that comes up through your throat. Maybe I could be sure then maybe I could know. As it is I hide beneath your frowns or worry when you laugh too loud. Always sure a storm is rising." -Rod McKuen (One of my favorite weirdos) -->type:1--> Currently Listening The French Connection By Rod McKuen -->TrackBegin-->Do you like the rain? -->TrackEnd--> see related

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I decided that starting a podcast would be a good idea, so I'm all set up for podcasting. I'm mainly going to record random audio conversations through AIM and ICHAT with my podcast partners... also we will have special guests. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "I wonder if other dogs think poodles are members of a weird religious cult." -Rita Rudner -->type:1--> Currently Listening Speaking of Love By Rod McKuen -->TrackBegin--> -->TrackEnd-->see related

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It was good to see my brother and loud-a. Soon they will both be in Finnland...I'm have a hard time picturing Jared in such a place. It's not a good sign when my Itunes lets me know that William Shatner is my most listened to CD of the day. I can't help it if I like it, I just do. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro." -Hunter S. Thompson -->type:1--> Currently Listening Has Been By William Shatner -->TrackBegin-->I Can't Get Behind That -->TrackEnd--> see related

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Thursday, July 13, 2006
"The only people for me are the mad ones,
the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk,
mad to be saved, desirous of everything at
the same time, the ones who never yawn or
say commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn,
like fabulous yellow roman candles
exploding like spiders across the stars..."
-Jack Kerouac

Also...I like people that can be still, but not lazy,
That don't have to do anything to be happy,
that can be completly quiet and content...
people that aren't bored that have of sence of who they are.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

PS. I miss you guys! Most of the time I'm wandering around downtown meeting studio people, and no friends...know that your missed.
Currently Listening
Thelonious Monk Quartet with John Coltrane at Carnegie Hall
By Thelonious Monk, John Coltrane
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Mmmmm.... Deep conversation is enjoyable, even if it's with a stranger.
Seattle is way different than Florida; I think I will like it here.

Peace, love, and cheese,
Jeremy D.

"Realize deeply that the present moment is all you ever have."
-Eckhart Tolle
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Everything All the Time
By Band of Horses
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
I've been in Seattle for a couple days now, still broke, but things are going to plan.
I will be starting my live sound job next week, and am excited to see how they do things here.
Also I have been looking over internships trying to figure out what I should go with.
Yesterday I went to a wedding with my house family for people I don't really know, I think I met them once when I was in MC. I saw the andersons there, it was good to see familiar faces, and Jim always makes me laugh...He's so damn encouraging that you can't help but feel like you can take on the world after talking to him, it's great.
I got an AIM and messaged for the first time in years, I like that you can do conference calls on the; Tony, Steve, and I grand ol' convo about many a thing. I forgot how fast time goes by when you AIM. My screenname is : Jermbobpro
Make me your buddy, my list is small and I'm very embarassed about that.
Also I got the new Mars Volta CD, It's not even out yet. A Special thanks to you who gave it to me...you know who you are. It's amazing!
This morning I went to Christ Church Kirkland to check it out. I went by myself and sat in the back because I got there late, I met an old dude named Floyd, and no one else said a word to me. I think there was a group of MC students intercieding for me in the back though, because they were doing that thing wear you pray and rock back and forth and mumbling under there breath, and they were all looking straight at me...talk about social skills, TALK TO ME PEOPLE! Maybe then I will feel invited and not like a prayer request, a case, a demon to be cast out of the building. Despite the war mongerers behind me worship was good, and the message was agreeable and relavant, it was something that I can relate to, and am going through. After that I got lost on the way home, ate, then went to the airport to see Jackie. She was stopping through on the way to New York and had an hour to chill, we had coffee and had a brief but enjoyable time catching up on current happenings and feelings toward life and transitions. I'm glad I got to see her.
Right now I'm at my favorite Coffee Shop in Seattle, Vivace, Lilly showed it to me in June.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"If this is coffee, please bring me some tea; but if this is tea, please bring me some coffee."
-Abraham Lincoln
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Amputechture
By Mars Volta
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Friday, July 07, 2006
I'm in Seattle now! Everything is dandy. I'm Hungry.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"Food is our common ground, a universal experience."
-James Beard
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Not Them, You
By Lake Trout
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
I got a job in Seattle,
I move next week,
If you love me call me so we can chill.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"No one travelling on a business trip would be missed if he failed to arrive."
Thorstein Veblen
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Either/Or
By Elliott Smith
Rose Parade
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Lately I've been feeling good, this is the most me time I've had for awhile...enough to recognize that I needed to have some me time. For the first couple of days back in town I felt kinda numbish, then I realized that I've pretty much been going straight for the last two years, working day and night and then fullsail. Not that I'm totally relaxed, I've been talking to people In Seattle about jobs and what not, but what takes up most of my time is old friends in Spokane asking me what I've been doing for the past year and what I'm going to do for work, this is a job in itself. I don't mind the curiousity, I've got my shpeal down pretty well, it's just getting old...like I've been having the same conversation since graduation. The funny thing is, when people ask me questions they don't seem to care, like they are asking out of default, blah blah... Anyway! Besides that it's been great to see everyone, and to finally meet the my brother's finnish girl. Also, good news, my sister Elyse is getting married. I don't think I've ever seen her so happy, It makes me happy to see her so.
There is excitment in the Deaton household!
Wednesday I'm off to have some interviews in my future home.
Oh! I had a Birthday. I'm 22and 4 days now. All of your txts made my day, thank you...I'm not much for B-days for some reason.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"Out of the frying pan into the fire."
-Quintus Septimius Tertullianus
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Monday, June 19, 2006
Come one come all to the party of the century.

Meet the finish girl, and welcome back the traveling man...John, in person.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,

Jeremy D.
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Friday, June 02, 2006


Today:

I Graduated.

Roadtrip w/ my Pops.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,

Jeremy D.

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
-Dr. Seuss
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Unsolved
By Karate
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
Last night went well.

At the peak of the party there were 150-200 people, it was one of the biggest partys I had seen in Orlando since I have been here. Sadly, it was all for a goodbye. Half of the people there could probably care less about me leaving, and I'm sure a week or so after I leave it will be as if I never existed here...but all that aside, It was good to see everyone who came out to say goodbye, they will be missed.

It's not in my nature to feel good about leaving people, but it seems this is the stuff of life.

I'm looking forward to seeing everyone back home again. It seems like It's been forever since I've hung out in Spokompton.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.
"Caring about others, running the risk of feeling, and leaving an impact on people, brings happiness."
-Rabbi Harold Kushner

Music for the mood: Further Seems Forever, Circa Survive, Ben Harper, Ryan Adams, Sigur Ros, Karate, Sunny Day Realestate...
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The Moon Is Down
By Further Seems Forever
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Friday, May 26, 2006
I'm done.
No more Fullsail! :)

Next up: Pro Tools Certification Tests.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"Life... is like a grapefruit. It's orange and squishy, and has a few pips in it, and some folks have half a one for breakfast."
-Douglas Adams
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Crimes
By Blood Brothers
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Tomorrow I take the last two Finals I will ever take at Fullsail.

I must go study some.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"Say not, when I have leisure I will study; you may not have leisure."
-The Mishnah
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Menos el Oso
By Minus the Bear
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Monday, May 22, 2006
If you want to get married, be my girlfriend for awhile...
Not long after we are through you will somehow be engaged, guarunteed.

Dunt dunt dunt, another one bites the dust.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"A thing worth having is a thing worth cheating for."
-W.C. Fields

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Third Eye Blind
By Third Eye Blind
Motorcycle Drive By
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
My new thing is not calling people to do stuff, and just waiting for calls. It was a mixture of laziness, no money, and I was curious to see what would happen...

So I pretty much studied and went to school all weekend. Probably good since it's finals week.

My Brother turned 21 today and all he did was study. How hardcore is that!? I love my brother.

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces, I would still plant my apple tree."
-Martin Luther

Currently Listening
S/T
By Snowden
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
So, It hit me today. 7 days of school left....7 days! It's kinda sad, well, it is sad, extremely sad, I already miss everyone/Wowsa! I can finally get out of Florida, and see my spokane peeps again! If their was an emoticon to express the way I feel it would look similar to this ---> :)(

Blah! Understand?

Peace, Love, and Cheese,
Jeremy D.

"Besides the noble art of getting things done, there is a nobler art of leaving things undone...The wisdom of life consists in the elimination of nonessentials."
-Lin Yutang

Currently Listening
Peregrine
By The Appleseed Cast
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This morning in class Phil Tan, an engineer in the industry, is going to talk to us. We also get to ask him questions. Check out this thuged out list of credits: 2005 Slim Thug [+] Already Platinum [+] 2005 Omarion [+] O [DualDisc] [+] 2005 T.I. [+] Urban Legend [Chopped & Screwed] [+] 2005 112 [+] Pleasure and Pain [+] 2005 Snoop Dogg [+] Signs, Pt. 1 [UK] [+] 2005 Mariah Carey [+] The Emancipation of Mimi [Limited Edition Bonus Track] [+] 2005 Anthony Hamilton [+] Comin' from Where I'm from: Live & More [+] 2005 Mariah Carey [+] The Emancipation of Mimi [Bonus Track] [+] 2005 Various Artists Universal Smash Hits, Vol. 3 [+] 2005 Mariah Carey [+] The Emancipation of Mimi [+] 2005 Faith Evans [+] The First Lady [+] 2005 Various Artists Grammy Nominees 2005 [+] 2005 Brooke Valentine [+] Chain Letter [Clean] [+] 2005 Beanie Sigel [+] The B.Coming [Clean] [+] 2005 Bow Wow [+] Wanted [+] 2004 T.I. [+] Urban Legend [Clean] [+] 2004 Ludacris [+] The Red Light District [+] 2004 J-Kwon [+] Hood Hop [+] 2004 Aaliyah [+] One In A Million [Edition 2004] [+] 2004 Jarboe [+] Anhedoniac [Bonus Tracks] [+] 2004 Nelly [+] Suit [Clean] [+] 2004 Silk [+] Best of Silk [2004] [+] 2004 Nelly [+] Suit [+] 2004 N2U [+] Baby Mama Love [+] 2004 Usher [+] Confessions [Bonus Tracks] [+] 2004 Usher [+] Confessions [+] 2004 Kelis [+] Milkshake [EMI] [+] 2003 Mariah Carey [+] Remixes [Japan Bonus CD] [+] 2003 Anthony Hamilton [+] Comin' from Where I'm From [+] 2003 702 [+] Star [+] 2003 Da Brat [+] Limelite, Luv & Niteclubz [Clean] [+] 2003 Nelly [+] Da Derrty Versions: The Reinvention [+] 2003 Busta Rhymes [+] Light Your Ass on Fire [Australia CD] [+] 2003 Clipse [+] Lord Willin [Bonus DVD] [+] 2003 Jagged Edge [+] Hard [+] 2003 Jagged Edge [+] Hard [Bonus Track] [+] 2003 Mariah Carey [+] Charmbracelet [Bonus Disc] [+] 2003 Mariah Carey [+] Charmbracelet [UK Bonus Tracks] [+] 2003 Bubba Sparxxx [+] Deliverance [Clean] [+] 2003 The Neptunes [+] The Neptunes Present... Clones [Clean] [Bonus DVD] [+] 2003 Usher [+] 8701 [Bonus Videos] [+] 2003 Kenny Lattimore [+] Things That Lovers Do [+] 2002 Baby [+] Birdman [+] 2002 TLC [+] 3D [Bonus Track] [+] 2002 Various Artists Funky Divas [404 Music Group] [+] 2002 TLC [+] 3D [+] 2002 Alicia Keys [+] Songs in A Minor [Expanded] [+] 2002 702 [+] Star Album Snippets [+] 2002 Alicia Keys [+] Songs in A Minor [Japanese Bonus Tracks] [+] 2002 Various Artists So So Def: Definition of a Remix [Clean] [+] 2002 Common [+] Electric Circus [+] 2002 Deborah Cox [+] The Morning After [+] 2002 Usher [+] 8701 [Australian Bonus Tracks] [+] 2002 Various Artists Like Mike [Original Soundtrack] [+] 2002 Cee-Lo [+] Cee-Lo Green and His Perfect Imperfections [Clean] [+] 2002 Mariah Carey [+] Charmbracelet [+] 2002 Tyrese [+] I Wanna Go There [+] 2002 Clipse [+] Lord Willin' [+] 2001 Chant Moore [+] Exposed [Japan Bonus Tracks] [+] 2001 Jagged Edge [+] Jagged Little Thrill [+] 2001 Various Artists What's Going On: All-Star Tribute [+] 2001 Collective Soul [+] Blender [Australia Bonus Track] [+] 2001 Various Artists The Queens of Comedy [+] 2001 Tyrese [+] 2000 Watts [+] 2001 Jermaine Dupri [+] Instructions [Clean] [+] 2001 MC Lyte [+] The Very Best of MC Lyte [+] 2001 Janet Jackson [+] Someone to Call My Lover, Pt. 2 [#1] [+] 2001 Jermaine Dupri [+] Instructions [+] 2001 Destiny's Child [+] Destiny's Child [Canada Bonus Tracks] [+] 2001 T.I. [+] I'm Serious [Clean] [+] 2001 Usher [+] 8701 [Japan Bonus Track] [+] 2001 Cappadonna [+] The Yin and the Yang [Clean] [+] 2001 Various Artists Two Can Play That Game [+] 2001 Cappadonna [+] The Yin and the Yang [+] 2000 Various Artists Damizza Presents: Where I Wanna Be [Clean] [+] 2000 Tamar Braxton [+] Tamar [Bonus Tracks] [+] 2000 Chant Moore [+] Exposed [+] 2000 Various Artists Platinum Hits 2000 [+] 2000 Mariah Carey [+] #1's [Import Bonus Tracks] [+] 2000 Jagged Edge [+] Let's Get Married [12"] [+] 2000 Jagged Edge [+] J.E. Heartbreak [+] 1999 TLC [+] Fanmail [Japan] [+] 1999 Run-D.M.C. [+] Crown Royal [+] 1999 Run-D.M.C. [+] Crown Royal [Clean] [+] 1999 Monica [+] Boy Is Mine [Bonus Tracks] [+] 1999 Usher [+] Live [+] 1999 Various Artists P.J.'s [Clean] [+] 1999 Various Artists P.J.'s [+] 1999 Elton John [+] The Muse [+] 1999 Harlem World [+] Movement [Clean] [+] 1999 Various Artists In Too Deep [Original Soundtrack] [+] 1999 Harlem World [+] Movement [+] 1998 Jermaine Dupri [+] Going Home with Me [+] 1998 Tamia [+] Tamia [+] 1998 Various Artists Caught Up [+] 1998 Da Bush Babees [+] Ambushed [Japan] [+] 1998 Mariah Carey [+] #1's [+] 1998 Xscape [+] Traces of My Lipstick [+] 1998 Jermaine Dupri [+] Jermaine Dupri Presents: Life in 1472 [+] 1998 Aretha Franklin [+] A Rose Is Still a Rose [+] 1998 Monica [+] The Boy Is Mine [+] 1998 Jermaine Dupri [+] Money Ain't a Thang [+] 1998 Jermaine Dupri [+] Jermaine Dupri Presents: 12 Soulful Nights Christmas [+] 1998 Aretha Franklin [+] Here We Go Again [CD/Vinyl Single] [+] 1997 Various Artists Money Talks [+] 1997 Mariah Carey [+] Honey [#2] [+] 1997 Dru Hill [+] Never Make a Promise [CD] [+] 1997 LSG [+] Levert.Sweat.Gill [+] 1997 Mase [+] Harlem World [Clean] [+] 1997 Lil' Kim [+] Not Tonight [#1] [+] 1997 Mase [+] Harlem World [+] 1997 Usher [+] My Way [Clean] [+] 1996 Johnny Gill [+] Let's Get the Mood Right [+] 1996 Kino Watson [+] True 2 the Game [+] 1996 Kris Kross [+] Young, Rich and Dangerous [+] 1996 MC Lyte [+] Bad as I Wanna B [+] 1996 MC Lyte [+] Bad as I Wanna B [Clean] [+] 1996 The Braxtons [+] So Many Ways [+] 1996 Various Artists Sunset Park [Clean] [+] 1996 Aaliyah [+] One in a Million [+] 1996 Lil' Kim [+] Hard Core [+] 1996 Richie Rich [+] Seasoned Veteran [+] 1996 Puff Johnson [+] Miracle [+] 1996 Da Brat [+] Anuthafunkdafiedtantrum [+] 1996 Various Artists High School High [Clean] [+] 1996 Various Artists Sunset Park [+] 1995 Xscape [+] Off the Hook [+] 1995 Mariah Carey [+] Daydream [+] 1994 Da Brat [+] Funkdafied [Clean] [+] 1994 El DeBarge [+] Heart Mind & Soul [+] 1994 Shanice [+] 21...Ways to Grow [+] 1994 Da Bush Babees [+] Ambushed [+] 1994 Shadz of Lingo [+] A View to a Kill [+] 1993 Xscape [+] Hummin' Comin' at 'Cha [+] 1993 Y'All So Stupid [+] Van Full of Pakistans [+] 1993 Toni Braxton [+] Toni Braxton [+] 1992 Dennis Austin [+] Feeling I Know Best [+] 1992 After 7 [+] Takin' My Time [+] 1992 Jermaine Jackson [+] You Said [+] 1992 Bobby Brown [+] Bobby [+] 1992 Jus' Cauze [+] Jus' Cauze [+] 1991 Damian Dame [+] Damian Dame [+] 1991 Alyson Williams [+] Alyson Williams [+] NA Various Artists B. Brown Posse [+] NA Jarboe [+] Anhedoniac [+] ------------------------------------------ He graduated Fullsail class of 1990. He also won a grammy recently for the Mariah Carey. I have no clue what to ask him. Today after class I took Rick to Sam Ash to return a guitar. The salesman remembered Rick. The salesman called Rick's mom a drunk, then laughed at him...it was the most disrespectful things I have ever seen a salesman do. I could feel my eyeballs shake from the rush of adrenaline, but I found that Rick can take care of himself. The salesman was about 6'4" and was pretty big. Rick is shorter and smaller than me. Rick made him feel about 2 inches tall by the time we left, and we left laughing. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "To say something nice about yourself, this is the hardest thing in the world for people to do. They'd rather take their clothes off." -Nancy Friday Currently Listening Lackluster By Aaron Sprinkle Sweeter Than Me see related

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	I'm going to get coffee...It's been awhile. Today I study. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Confusion is always the most honest response." -Marty Indik   Currently Listening Peregrine (Dig) By Appleseed Cast woodland hunter (part 2) see related
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	Mid-terms are comming up Friday. Spring break is in a week and a few days, I think I'm going to set up camp at the beach. 1 month and 4 weeks...wow. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live." -Oscar Wilde   Currently Listening Takk... By Sigur Rs Gong see related
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My Brother is in America again! I knicked my stache, so I had to shave it off. My upper lip is cold, I think I'll shave the rest my beard. Sessions is by far my favorite class. Thanks for noticin'. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "So many of our dreams at first seem impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon become inevitable." -Christopher Reeve Currently Listening Both Sides of the Gun By Ben Harper New! see related

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Anyone remember Rock-n-Roll Worship Circus? They are a different band now, The Listening...It's really well done. I need to get the CD so that I can lay back on my bed and do nothing but listen. Actually, what I need to do is study, it's finals week again. I'm excited to see what next month will be like, I've been looking forward to it all year..."Sessions," It's the only class I have next month, and from what I hear it is full time. Also, next month I have spring break, our break is more of an Easter break. Because of the break, the month will be all crammed together schedule wise; more than likely, with no days off. I've been in an odd mood as of late; not bad, or good, just wierd. I can't seem to pin point what triggered it, I think that it's probably because I've been thinking about the future alot lately...It's coming really fast. At the same time I'm trying to spend time with everyone here, I already miss them. To add to this I want to learn as much as I can while I'm here. I'm probably over do for some "me time." Even though all this stuff is good, and I enjoy it, there is alot to be said about being still. I made my hair really short. Peace, Love and Cheese, Jeremy D. "God is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh."          -Voltaire   Currently Listening Rock N Roll Worship Circus BecomesThe Listening By Rock N Roll Worship Circus/The Listening Be In Your Eyes see related

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As I write this I am watching a PBS music special, feeling calm, comforted, and meloncholy, as the piano workings of Roger Williams have somehow made the world feel right.    <--------Lame! I'm so lame! Today: Go with Jojo to get her car fixed, Go home to get sleep before school, Go to school and learn, Drive Rick to get him a new phone, Watch "V is for Vendeta" (I likie), Do some online work at the Media Center (Which is good because I cut it close last week.), and relax at home. Plans for the night: Maybe go out to Fullsail Party, depending on how I feel. This means having a drink with a bunch of guys and talk about music gear...and how there are no girls at fullsail. Yes! Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "A great many people think they are thinking when they are merely re-arranging their prejudices."  -William James   Currently Listening Piano Moods By Roger Williams & Liberace Gentle on my Mind see related

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New news to me: One of my ex-girlfriends is getting married. One of my other ex-girlfriends became a coke head. (Which is wierd because she was pretty much straight edge when I knew her.) One of my buddies from home is going through a divorice. I don't know which news affects me most, but I'm all types of wierded out right now. It scares me that someone that I have dated could be deep into drugs. It scares me that I still care, I hope she is ok, but mostly it scares me because that is one of my deep fears: that If I ever fall in love with someone and we get married...have kids...then out of no where she is hiding drugs from me. The ex-girlfriend that is getting married cheated on me, and everyone she has been with since me. I don't know who she is marrying, but he must not know, or maybe she is different now. I'm not against change, and if she has, awesome :) I hope this is the case. My buddy who is getting a divorice was just too young. It's sad to get a divorice at 20. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------  I got compared to two different revolutionaries thursday, because of style (which is not flatering at all), and it occured to me that there was a time when I was passionate about change...what happened to that? I still want alot of the same things, hmmm. Alot of it was probably the circumstances that I was in, but I can't help but miss that passion. I want to feel that again. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."                  -Robert Frost   Currently Listening First Impressions of Earth By The Strokes Razorblade see related

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	Tonight I study, which is why I am xangaing.
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Last night was crazy! Well, maybe not crazy. More like uneventful. After school I did laundry, and while folding laundry I somehow accidentally fell asleep on the pile of warm clothes. It was the first time in awhile that I got to sleep before 12. It was a good time. I thought this shirt was great:   Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "The secret of life is to appreciate the pleasure of being terribly, terribly deceived." -Oscar Wilde, A Woman of No Importance, Act 3                        Irish dramatist, novelist, & poet (1854 - 1900) Currently Listening Peregrine (Dig) By Appleseed Cast see related

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Today in class we learned what not to do with Surround Sound. What a headache! 4 hours of what not to do...Sounds spinning around every which way. Ahhh! It must have been one of the most disorienting things I have ever experienced. My head was spinning for about an hour after class. Blah! Karamea made Lasagna for some of us fullsail boys on Monday, and tonight she cooked spaghetti and brownies. I don't know why she has been cooking lately, but I like it. Free food is one of my most favorite things. I'm off to bed. Mucho loves for my people. Goodnight. Peace, Love, and Cheese, "Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight."                 -Benjamin Franklin   Currently Listening Cursive's Domestica By Cursive The Lament of Pretty Baby see related

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I might have invented the coolest drink known to man! Angelica's Birthday party was on saturday, and it was a Bill Cosby Themed Dance Party...ya...crazy. The day before the party I was thinking of things to do at a Bill Cosby themed party. There are cosby sweaters of coarse, and drink wise: Jello Shots, but then it came to me. Pudding Shots! I frapped Irish Creme and Coffee Liquor with Chocolate Pudding. Amazing. You must try. And after trying a few of these I named the drink "Pu-Deaton." The next day at school people I didn't know were congradulating me on the "Pu-Deaton." I guess it was a big hit. Also I got a free ticket to some show, which I didn't know was going to be a show full of teen idol crazed girls. Jonas Brothers , October Fall , and The Veronicas. It was hilarious, even though the music made me cringe. By the end of the show I was screaming along with them, the Veronicas were pretty much beautiful, and Ausie, which I think is a great combo, and they actually had decent voices. Something fun if bored and can't sleep: http://rinkworks.com/dialect/ this site will change any web page into ebonics. It's great fun. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Sigmund Freud once said, "What do women want?" The only thing I have learned in fifty-two years is that women want men to stop asking dumb questions like that."                         -Bill Cosby Read this post in Redneck Read this post in Jive Read this post in Cockney Read this post in Swedish Chef Read this post in Elmer Fudd Currently Listening The Mouse and the Mask By Danger Doom Sofa King see related

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Sometimes I wonder why I care about certain things. How do people get inside our heart? Why do I let people inside that I don't trust? What do people really think about me? When people say they "love me," What does that even mean? I'm just trying not to care about something, or someone...something vague like that. Whatever I choose it seems like there is no way of emotionally getting around it, either give power to one emotion or the other. Lame! I'm so lame! Life is going great though. I'm just enjoying the process of learning it. Later Folks! Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "In the name of God, stop a moment, cease your work, look around you." -Leo Tolstoy Currently Listening The Weak's End By Emery see related

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Another month of school down, 3 more to go. This is going extremely fast. My time here in Orlando is almost done, and school is getting more and more interesting. Lately I've been analyzing myself way more than I usually do. I don't know quite what triggered it, but I haven't quit been myself lately. I'll get to the bottom of it soon, I'm pretty good at self-analysis...and I'm beginning to see the cause I think. Yesterday Neo Nazis marched through downtown Orlando. I ended up going to the Taste of Chaos concert. The whole city felt wierd yesterday. Christian fanatics yelled at me to confess my sins, and the Nazis yelled there hatred...Both parties were equally annoying. The Nazis made me mad, because they are so ignorant. The Christians made me mad because they were banging signs on my car and screaming at me, and I'm Christian...but I forgave them instantly, of course, because it's the Christian thing to do. Anyway, I went through all of that to get to the concert, which I ended up getting backstage by working for myspace. All I had to do was pass out free hats and buttons before the show, then I was in, and had a press pass. Cool Beans. Today I BBQed. I butterflied some steaks; stuffed them with green peppers, onions, garlic, and pinapple; marinated them with worseshire sauce; and seasoned the outside with Creole seasoning. Then after all that I cooked them over mesquite charcoals. It was delish. Then I watched some family guy with Jojo, which was good ole fun. It's always a good time with a jojo. It's off to bed for me. Goodnight. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "In real life, I assure you, there is no such thing as algebra." -Fran Lebowitz   Currently Listening Between the Heart and the Synapse By The Receiving End of Sirens see related

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There is a man outside the Fullsail Library/Media Center wearing a batman mask casually...I love my school, we have gamers. Also I witnessed a girl today walking through the halls, looking up, praying outloud for the test that she was about to take. Also a girl had a heart attack because of the stress of school the other day, in the middle of class(not my class, someone else's)...the ambulance came to school, it was terrible. I've been up since 4:30 for school, and I have tests all day. Grrr! Tests and waking up early don't really go together, I hope I do well. I also had a baby sninach salad w/ Jalapeno Ranch Dressing. Mmmm... Peace, Love, Cheese, Jeremy D. "Nice guys finish last, but we get to sleep in." -Evan Davis   Ps. Thank you all who sent me the Valentines package, it made my week :) Currently Listening Juturna By Circa Survive The Great Golden Baby see related

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It's kinda crazy how one week of events can cause you to question so much. It's good though. People are amazing, no matter how messed up people think they are, you can always learn from them...it would almost be a beautiful thing if it didn't jerk on my heart strings. We limit ourselves so much, in thinking, in living, we are so closed minded. Every so often I think I get a glimpse, or at least it feels that way, and then it goes back to living the same ole...not that I'm bored or anything, I'm more tired than bored. There's just more to life than I could ever know about. To many mixed emotions. It's a crazy thing to go from 0 to 200 DramaMPH in a flash. Especially when it has nothing to do with me. I felt bad, and I didn't even do anything. I was just there. Somehow before this week I missed drama (No Drama at Fullsail)...I don't miss it anymore. :) No Worries. Spokane peeps, I still miss you. Call me sometime, I love calls. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "A good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute. He may not seem such a good friend after telling." -Arthur Brisbane Currently Listening Third Eye Blind By Third Eye Blind Motorcycle Drive By see related

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	I can't sleep. I've been listening to Ryan Adams version of Wonderwall for the last couple of hours on a loop. You should listen: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=9930695 Goodnight.
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So, I guess I'm black now? Ya! I didn't know either. Some of my classmates and I went to see a hip hop show tonight. Guru from Gangstar was doing his thing, and somehow I ended up dancing from 5 girls from Iceland...I talked politics and music with producers from a couple of places, and had dinner with the group after the show. None of this was planned. I don't know how it happened, but I was accepted into the entire Orlando and some new york rap culture in one night. I was also called a Nigg**!? What!? This guy was like, "What up Nigg**!" and I had my first "Nigg**" handshake. I've never felt so honored. I guess I can dance well? More I didn't know about myself, how can one white guy from Spokane (which has a black population of about 2) who doesn't listen to much rap music accomplish this? No clue. I guess I was just feelin' it tonight. At the end of the night one of my black class mates asked me, "Do you know your roots? Where your family came from? You got some black in you! You just don't know it. You gotts ta! I've never seen a white man...." This was a big boost for the old ego. Maybe I should grow another mustache. This one's defective. What a funny night. So out of character for me, but I didn't even try. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "The future belongs to those who prepare for it today." -Malcom X Currently Listening Version 7.0: The Street Scriptures By Guru see related

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I just got done with my homework. Tomorrow I have school from 5-7am and then again from 1:15-5pm, and right now only my brain is tired. I don't know whether to sleep after 7am, sleep now, or both. Hmmm. I'll go lay on the couch and see what happens... I just went apartment/job shopping for seattle life, and life looks great! For good indie internet radio: http://www.somafm.com/ipr.asp Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "To achieve the impossible dream, try going to sleep."                    -Joan Klempner "Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep."                -Fran Lebowitz Currently Listening 29 By Ryan Adams Strawberry Wine see related

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I love it when people get caught. I don't really know why, but when lies are shattered it's great. I also love hypocrisy. I used to hate it with everything in me, but I didn't see any good in it. Of coarse I try not to be a hypocrite, but there is something to be learned from a hypocrite; it all seems to point to how human we all are... We fool ourselves with our pride. Instead of accepting what is gracefully ours. This wasn't supposed to be anything to serious. It is just a thought that entertains me sometimes. This one is going in the private post thing that no one checks. Later!

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So, I started my day going to the super market to buy a steak, and other stuff, proud to be American and watch the super bowl. I was also proud to show off my Washington State license plates to those around me. I think that if we dominated literacy and football that maybe there would be a rip in the fabric of the cosmos that would destroy everything. It's better this way. Duh...Um...Way to go Pittsburgh! That first touchdown was totally legit! Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Football is a mistake. It combines the two worst elements of American life. Violence and committee meetings."                   -George F. Will Currently Watching American Beauty see related

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	I have been having some vivid dreams lately, It's great, but I spend the whole day thinking about them off and on. Go Seahawks! Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "If one sticks too rigidly to one's principles, one would hardly see anybody."                     -Agatha Christie Currently Listening Rabbit Fur Coat By Jenny Lewis with The Watson Twins see related
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Last night was the first time in a long while that a girl was perfect in my eyes. She was beautiful! Amazing! Her collar bones (I know it's lame) seemed to be the only thing worthy of framing her body, but I didn't know her. I talked to her because she was the Barista at a coffee shop that I sometimes go to. I got an Iced Yerba Mate. I was there because I wanted to get out of the house and read the book that I had just purchased, "Through Painted Deserts" by Donald Miller, who is one of my favorite Christian authors (one of two, the other being C.S Lewis, most other Christian authors seem to be amateur in comparison.) Anyway, it's been a long while since anyone has even remotely interested me, I was worried that maybe the mustache goes both ways...it makes you look unattractive as well as everyone else. We talked for awhile, I didn't ask for her number mainly because I'm dumb, but when I left she said, "You know where I work, come by soon!" this made me feel good, but I doubt anything romantic will come out of it. Good book. My school hours suck this month. Some nights I have 1am and 5 am Labs, and 9am and 1pm lectures! Grrr! Oh well, caffiene will be my close friend this month. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Our perspective of joy, fear, pain, and beauty are sharpened or dulled by the way we rub against time."                       -Donald Miller Currently Reading Through Painted Deserts : Light, God, and Beauty on the Open Road By Donald Miller see related

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	I just watched The Never Ending Story II. New Classes start up tomorrow: Buisness Comunications, and Sound Dynamics. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "People are more violently opposed to fur than leather because it's safer to harass rich women than motorcycle gangs."                      -Unknown Currently Listening Reset By Mute Math see related
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I headbut a Texan last night. Texans have hard heads. -------------------------------------------------------- I'm outside of the party chillin' by the stairs, when out of no where Corbet a friend from class comes out and yells "Texas! Whooo!" Here in my head I thought, "Oh. I guess we are screaming 'Texas' now." So I did, "Texas! Whooo!" He looks at me and screams again, "Texas! Yeah!" So I do the same back. By this point we are in a frensy, shaking our bodies all about, getting louder and louder. The next thing I know he is about to head but me. I had two choices, move, or head but him back...I choose to head but back. What a dumb choice this was. He used the top of his head, I pretty much used my face. My eyebrow to be exact. I look like a boxer. --------------------------------------------------- Sick update: I'm coughing up my lungs. I shouldn't have gone out last night. I usually heal extremely fast, it all should be over soon. --------------------------------------------------- Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "English was good enough for Jesus Christ and it's good enough for the children of Texas." -Miriam "Ma" Ferguson, Governor of Texas, 1924  <--What!? Currently Listening Menos el Oso By Minus the Bear Fulfill The Dream see related

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I spent my night studing... Two more tests tomorrow, and then I'm off too new classes. I went into a diner yesterday, and realized how many old people there are here. Me and my friend were the only people below 50 in the entire room, besides the servers. Also, a jewish guy sold me a hookah. Old People, Jews, and College Students...this is Florida. I'm excited for the Spring so that I can be a beach bum. It's warm during the day here, but it gets a little chilly at night. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "You might sleep, but you'll never dream Onward! Progress! Or so it seems. You might laugh, but you'll never smile. Come on in and waste away awhile."                           -Mewithoutyou, from the song "I Never Said That I Was Brave" Currently Listening Letters By Butch Walker Joan see related

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Right now I'm making Lasagna, it smells great. Also, I have been sick. I feel good now though, I must be winning. Finals week is almost over! Tomorrow I get to do laundry! (You have no Idea how exciting this is for me, I just haven't had the time.) Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D.   "I learned long ago never to wrestle with a pig. You get dirty, and besides, the pig likes it."                                     -Cyrus Ching Currently Listening Makers By Rocky Votolato White Daisy Passing see related

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Why do people want to give me money? I don't know. This is the 6th letter I have recieved that has been like this. They found me again, it's been about 8 months since they have tryed this. This time it was sent to my other email, and there are different names and countries involved. So, my cut is 6.75 Million Dollars. The last time this happened I called the FBI and they said not to reply, so I won't. To bad it's not real, the money for the Tsunomi victums and all. Oh well. ------------------------------------------------------------- CONFIDENTIAL From Mr Samuel Lantey (JP) Chairman,Ecowas Debt Appraisal Board Accra - Republicof Ghana ACCOUNT PROVISION ON $45MUSD Forgive my indignation if this message comes to you as a surprise and may offend your personality for contacting you without your prior consent and writing through this unofficial channel.I got your contact from a profesional database found in internet while searching for a reliable and honest person that will assist me safeguard funds into an account. Proposal : In the course of discharging my duty while reconciling our debt on Ecowas contractors files who has not received their balance payments on the contracts executed by them.After going through some old files ,I found out that one of our Foreign Contractor who died some time ago was among the contractor's whose funds are to be paid. I made several attempts to locate his other family members or relations which proves abortive as was not contained in his contract information with us.I thought wisely to transfer this money out now Ecowas is prepared to pay all contractor's outstanding bill than loosing it to Ecowas since its ethics has a stipulated years for such debt after which the debt will be deleted from Ecowas record and will be termed as Bad Debt which will be shared among Ecowas Top management which i am not included. This is why i am contacting you to assist me safeguard this Fund in your account.I would have executed this deal without contacting you but due to our country civil service code which prohibits us from operating foreign accounts and also the fund will only be released to a foreigner as the next of kin to the Deceased Foreign contractor. As an account owner for this transfer,You will be entittled to 15% of the total fund,15% will be used to set up humanitarian organisations to be managed by both of us in your country to help needy,motherless babies and other less priviledged people including donation to the recent Tsunami VIctims in Asia While I take 65% for my investment in your country then 5% will be set aside to take care of any incidental charges which might arise in the course of the transfer. Due to my position.I have all his personal contract information which will be released to you on demand to pursue the payment approval from Ecowas.All the arrangement to put claim on the fund legally as the apparent heir of the deceased has been perfected. Needless to say, the trust reposed on you at this juncture is enormous. In return I demand your complete honesty and trust. NOTE : This transaction will be strictly based on the following terms and conditions as I have statedbelow: (a)My conviction of your transparent honesty and diligence. (b) That you would treat this transaction with utmost secrecy and confidentiality (c) That you will not ask for more share or try to sit on the funds once it is under your custody, or any form of blackmail to allow you run away with this fund. (d) That upon receipt of the funds you will release the funds as instructed by me after you have removed your share of 15% from the total amount before my arrival in your country as it might take me time to retire and get my travel documents ready before arriving. This transaction is 100% legal and risk free and we hope to conclude this deal within 14 working days if you accord me your unalloyed support and co-operation. I give you my word that you are completely safe in doing business with me. Transactions like this have been successfully carried out in the past by some of my collegues and now they are outside enjoying their wealth with their foreign collaborators. Looting and corruption is rampant in this part of the world ,thus explaining why you might have heard stories of how money is been taken out of this country through foreigners assistance like you, this is because everyone is making desperate attempts to secure his/her family future, so that when retires from active service he/she will not languish in poverty since Civil servants were not properly taken care of. NB: To Strenghten the security network of this deal and for you to be very sure you are rightly speaking with me,it is very important that when you call and ask for me,the moment i pick up the phone,you should ask me for the "SECRET NUMBER" and my answer would be "ONE" before we proceed discussions,But if i do not say "ONE",that means you are not speaking with me just disconnect the call and call back till i give you the "NUMBER". If this deal further interest you,call me for more detailed information and discard this information if you won't participate due the sensitivity of the transaction.As am an employee of Ecowas and always busy in the office especially now that other contractors will be coming for their funds too,Ask me if i am free to talk whenever you call me.Due to poor Telephone System in my country,Your call might be either giving you a busy signal or computer saying that the Telephone subscriber is not Available, Kindly ignore it and continue trying as you must definately be connected. God Bless Mr Samuel Lantey. --------------------------------------------------------------- Send me some love! Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Who is rich? He that is content. Who is that? Nobody." -Benjamin Franklin Currently Listening Speak For Yourself By Imogen Heap, Imogen Heap Hide and Seek see related

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Woot woot! OMG! LOL! WTF! BRB! GTG! So, I had an extremly interesting weekend, One day off= two nights of fun. Finals week already. Which means I should start a countdown to my graduation date. It's coming up soon. I also balanced the books and budgeted for the rest of my time here, and it doesn't look half bad. Which is good. Peace, Love and Cheese, Jeremy D. "Comedy is simply a funny way of being serious." -Peter Ustinov Currently Listening Pain Necessary to Know By Ephel Duath THIS IS AMAZING MUSIC! see related

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So, I loaded up Linux on my Mac. I guess this means it's official, I'm a nerd. I'm sure this is not very interesting or something that any of you can relate to, but just thought I'd put that out there.   What's been going on with Jeremy? Quit a bit of nerdy related things, topped off with a load of crazy crazy events...which when I think about it, it's really just up surd Orlando stuff. What an interesting group of people, what an interesting journey this has been.  I love these people. I don't think I even realized how much I love them until the other night.   We all go our separate ways. Almost no one lasts in active relationship. One day they will all be gone. We might catch up with each other in some far off distant meeting some months or years after it fades. Maybe I'll be privileged to receive a few drunk phone calls. Maybe I'll stay on the xanga, or myspace friends list for a time. Perhaps they will call me when something big happens, like a wedding, a breakup, or a new career move. When it comes down to it, you can only enjoy relationships while they are present. Distance is something that is very present in distant relationships, there is very little that is actually happening from so far away. The part that is even more weird is that you never really stop loving the people that you love. How is it possible? It's amazing how strong some ties become. I already miss everyone else I love in Spokane. Now I have a few more people to add to my love net, more people to miss. I guess that's just the way it is. They will be missed.     Don't even worry about it! says she. I spent the whole night...worrying about it, and laughing every step of the way.   I hate it when I speak before I think, when every word coming out feels wrong. It's one thing to dislike a shallow conversation. It's a completely different thing when you join in. I think I've been lacking in anything meaningful lately...it's all devoid of substance. It seems to rape my mind of anything real and replace it with things that I abhor, everything I don't want to be. It disagrees with who I am. I guess this is where a conscious change happens........There, I did it.     Despite all the earlier mumbo-jumbo I'm actually doing well. I'm also tired. Off to bed with me now.   Peace, Love, and Cheese,   Jeremy D.   Where is joy. Joy in frogs, not in Idea of people looking at my frog poem. Why must I punish myself, or save myself, by pretending I am stupid and can't feel?                                                                                     -Sylvia Plath, The Journals Of Sylvia Plath   Currently Listening The Who: Quadrophenia Love Reign O' Er Me see related

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Aaron Sprinkle has a new band: "Fair Forever"     This stuff is great! Check it out on Myspace Music, or http://www.fairforever.com/ You know that feeling you get right before you learn a major life lesson, or make a big descision, or when you enter a new season of life. I'm starting to feel all those feelings. BRING IT ON! I love this stuff! Complicated life stuff rocks! ------------------------------------------------------------- On another note: Today in my Pro Tools 101 class this guy over herd me talking to a guy about "Hard Rock," and he thought I said "Hard Drugs." I have never seen anyone so excited in my life! I said "no, sorry" he quickly put on a look of dissapointment. Then in the middle of class I heard a big boom, so I looked behind me, almost next to me, and this guy somehow fell head first, sideways, out of his chair. He must have passed out or something, the whole class was laughing at him. He woke up, stood up with a little help, and asked "What happened?" The class laughed again. "I think you fell" I stated obviously. "It feels like I got hit by a truck or something!" he exclaimed in a way that for some reason reminded me of a kid with down syndrome. At this point people were to the point of tears, laughing. The teacher said, "It's ok, in all my years of teaching, I have never seen someone fall out of there chair like that." He proceded to laugh some more. Then this kid tryed to give a lame excuse about being sick. To this some kid yelled, "Sure you are druggie!" Wow...we all knew.  What a sad story. Anyways, I hope you are all eating your vegi's! Peace, Love, and Cheese Jeremy D. "The last time somebody said, 'I find I can write much better with a word processor.', I replied, 'They used to say the same thing about drugs.'"                                                              -Roy Blount Jr. Currently Listening Unnoticed Jesse Sprinkle is cool too see related

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What a great night. Good Company, Hookah, Coffee Shop, Canadian Bacon(the movie), Spinning Records, Spinning People, and Dead Guy Ale. I never thought that spinning records and spinning people could happen at the same time, but they can. I was at a coffee shop with Angelicahhh and they had this projector that played the movie Canadian Bacon, which is pretty funny because America goes to war witgh Canadia in it. After the movie there was a DJ that started mixing D + B with The Smashing Pumpkins, cool beans. To top it off This guys set up a machine that spins people in circles, this guy was crazy! Right there in the middle of this coffee shop there are people spinning while looking at projected visuals, and there is a DJ playing beats. I get dizzy very easily, this guy tryed to tell me that I wouldn't get sick because his machine was different than normal spinners. What's a normal spinner?! So I asked why it is different, and he said that the difference is that he would tell me that it wouldn't make me sick. Ok? This guy even looked crazy, like maybe he had done lots of hard drugs. So I told him that I don't believe what people tell me, so it wouldn't work with me. I didn't do it, but he never really offered either. Me and ang pretty much just relaxed on the couch, smoked hookah (Baharani Blend, sub/mango w/Rose), I drank Dead Guy Ale (Brewed In Oregon), she drank Chai (With Soy), and we chitter chattered about the wind. These are the kind of nights I enjoy. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity."                  -Dorothy Parker Currently Listening The Ugly Organ By Cursive see related

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Good times in Orlando. Still trying to put the pieces together from the last few days. It'll happen, No Worries. In the midst of all this chaos I somehow found peace. I forgot how beautiful it all is...Life is amazing! I love discovering life all over again. I love seeing people take life by the horns and kick it in the butt. Anyways, I found peace in confusion. I lost my reasons to worry, I like it better this way. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "I never saw an ugly thing in my life: for let the form of an object be what it may - light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful."               -John Constable Currently Listening Speak For Yourself By Imogen Heap, Imogen Heap Hide and Seek see related

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I'm back in Florida! My trip to Spokane was great, it was good to see everyone, and to make a fool of myself from time to time. The best part about spokane was hanging out with the people who cared, and also meeting a couple new peeps. It was funny to see that the only judgemental people left in spokane are the ones who are doing nothing with there lives. Being back in spokane was a real eye opener, it smashed all of the fantacies that I had about home. I couldn't ever appreciate Florida because I kept dreaming of home, until home became like heaven in my head...the promised land flowing with good people where nothing goes wrong, where every moment is deep and meaningful and spent sipping coffee in the beauty of a coffee shop. I made it hard for spokane to live up to my expectations. I found myself in Spokane talking about Florida. I missed Florida!? WHAT THE!? The culture of tourism still bugs me, but I think I might enjoy it here now more than ever. I missed the friends I made, I missed school, and my old 70's couch. I missed my nerdy roomate, and his girlfriend making it hard for me to be in the same room with them; I missed palm trees, I missed downtown orlando, and how the air wraps around you like a blanket. Spokane is still my first love, but it's about time I moved on with my life. I can't keep dwelling on everything and everybody, and I can't expect people to know me now that I'm so far away. I feel like I have taken a giant step, and a huge weight has been lift off my back. I love you guys, stay in touch. I decided that resolutions suck, so I made goals. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes." Marcel Proust Currently Listening Menos el Oso By Minus the Bear The Fix see related

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Ok, I'm going to miss my brother lots. Also, I'm going to miss a whole lot of you. I still miss most of you. I wish I had more time to chill. I wish I could hang out with all of you for at least a little bit before I go. Under-age what?! Not cool! I just wanna sleep. Ya, I should just go to sleep, and forget all that I have learned about tonight. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.                                    -Mahatma Gandhi Currently Listening Menos el Oso By Minus the Bear see related

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	I'm in spokane! Much love for my peoples. Everyone needs to call me. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "The trouble with America is that there are far too many wide-open spaces surrounded by teeth." -Charles Luckman Currently Listening from a basement on the hill By Elliott Smith A Passing Feeling see related
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My trusty counter says that I have three days left until I get to breath in the cold, dry, floating air of the great northwest...and that sewer smell that comes from the river at certain spots. I'm stoked. I knocked out a few more finals today. I only have 2 more left and I'm free to be on brake. One tomorrow, and one on Saturday. I just want it to be over so that I can be home. Mustache/Beard update: Somewhere in between Stalin and Orlando Bloom = Almost Horribly Great, not quite there. I haven't been able to test it's effects on the ladies yet, mostly because I have talked to about 5 girls in the past month...I'm not exagerating one bit. Fullsail is practically girlless. 95% Guys and out of the girls that are there more than half of them are Lesbians, Girls have a better chance at getting girls than me at fullsail. Orlando on the other hand is full of really good looking girls that come equipped with cardboard souls... Peace, Love and Cheese, Jeremy D. "You can observe a lot just by watching."                                              -Yogi Berra I just realized that The Postal Service is to Death Cab what Headphones are to Pedro. Cool Beans. Currently Listening Headphones By Headphones Pink and Brown see related

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5 days until I'm back in spokompton. I can't wait! I heard on national news about our mayor. I hear that the Monroe St. bridge is finished. Senses Fail, Saves the Day, The Early November, and Emanual w/ the Jojo! What a great suprise :) I can't wait to see you all! Feel free to skip the next part of this post. It's just jibber jabber.   -----------------------------------------------------------------------------   I wonder what I will do with my life. Where will I be 10 years from now? Where will I be in 6 months?! There is so much to do, so much to see. What will my friends be like? Will I ever fall in love? Will I become a bitter old man, or old man with a story to tell? Will my life mean anything, or will I just drift through like a visitor? What should I care about? When it comes down to it I dont think there is a right answer with what I should do. There are an infinite amount of possibilities of what could be, and only one will happen, thats destiny. You shouldnt live your life wondering what you should do, every step with hesitation, wondering if youre going to make a wrong move. There is something to be said about living in the present. Every so often I get glimpses of the present, but most of the time it seems like Im worrying out the future, or living in memories, but the past is in the past, and the future doesnt matter unless I live today. I use to be fascinated by the possibilities of life, and I still am, but I remember dreaming and being in awe of the possibilities and the pictures that I drew in my head of the future. So I made steps toward that future, and just like everything is, it wasnt what I thought it would be. Im not there yetwell, youre never really there, but what Ive come to realize that any little picture that you can come up with, any idea that the you might have about the future can never be completely accurate. Its not that Im disappointed; its actually the opposite. Any picture I can draw in my head pails in comparison to how huge the world is. Seriously! It ginormous! It happens over and over again, I try to fit the whole thing into some scheme of having a good life, but its just to damn big. So, Im not saying that its not good to plan for the future, thats a good thing. What Im saying is that it, or something like it, or maybe something completely different, will happen, and there is nothing you can do about it really, unless all you do with your life is worry about it, then youll be miserable even if you meet your goals. The most important thing to do is to live today, eat your veggies, and hold on for the ride.   -----------------------------------------------------------------------   Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D.      "I like a woman with a head on her shoulders. I hate necks."                               -Steve Martin   Currently Listening Burning My Travels Clean By Rocky Votolato Without Eyes Still Seeing see related

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	My phone is working....give me a call. See ya'll in 11 days. buisy, buisy, buisy. Peace, love, and cheese, Jeremy Deaton "You don't realize what you have until you loose it." -Unknown Currently Listening Hide Nothing By Further Seems Forever see related
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I made a decision today.

I did the beard thing for a few months and it went well. I refused to grow the stash of the beard though. Then I turned the beard into chops, that was fun. But today I made a maybe life changing decision:

I am going to desecrate my body with a mustache.

I will grow a beard with it though. I'm just going to let it go. It came to me while I was listening to George Winston's December album in my room. If any girl is worth pursueing, she will be a girl who likes me with a mustache, and any girl who has the courage to get to know a man with a mustache is cool by my book.

To add to this it just occured to me about a month ago that whoever I end up with, they are going to be the future mother to my children. This scares the living shit out of me! Really, it does! Relationships are supposed to be fun and romantic, now I got all of this "Future Mother Of My Children Stress." Anyone who knows me well enough can figure out why this would be. So these are the reasons why I must grow a stache, this will be my insecurity...my excuse not to talk to girls...it will make me miserable, but for good reason. The stache will weed out the bad ones for me. So now I don't even have to worry about it. Lets be serious, what girl my age would even want to talk to the stache?

Peace, Love, and Cheese

Jeremy D.

"Men always talk about the most important things to perfect strangers. In the perfect stranger we perceive man himself; the image of a God is not disguised by resemblances to an uncle or doubts of wisdom of a mustache."

                                                       -G.K. Chesterton

I could start this entry by say something like, "It's been awhile since I've posted, I've been bogged down with 'stuff,'" but since I've pretty much already done that I won't bother. ATTENTION PEEPS WHO LOVE ME, OR PEOPLE WHO FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE CALLING THEM: My phone has been lost, this means all of my numbers, and messages that have been from celebraties, and very important like you have been lost and are in the publics hands. This is sure to be a bigger deal than when Paris lost her phone. I am deeply sorry, but if you start getting calls from wierd people in florida let them know that they will be dead soon. They will dread the day that they messed with Jeremy Deaton.....and please email me your numbers: me_jeremy@netzero.com. This last month has been jam-packed, like an epic there have been battles, dramatic love stories, and a tales told , by me, of the good days back home. My string of thought has been: What makes a great man? I don't know why, but it seems to have been on my mind quite a bit lately. So, I started writting down thoughts...all of which were questions of what makes a man great. Then I realized another question that maybe is more important: Who determines the defination of a great man? Is it popular belief? Is it the man himself? Is it God? I think usually we deal with the first one, a man made great by having a good reputation. I hated this idea, even though I knew that most men we concider great are probably made this way. Then there's the second possiblity, but a man being great because he thinks he is is absurd. Then of course there is God. I have a hard time with God thinking a single man is great, who is great in comparison to God?! But at the same time, I think if there is anyone who should bestow greatness it should, or must be from him. Hmmm...why define it? maybe it's part of nature. I'm in my core classes now, this month I make original score for movies. I'm excited, so far I love it. It's just my second day of class right now. I just got ahold of the new Emery. Much love for this album. Other New Stuff Out This Month: Fall of Troy, Cursive...that's all I care about. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. "I believe that the first test of a truly great man is his humility. I don't mean by humility, doubt of his power. But really great men have a curious feeling that the greatness is not of them, but through them. And they see something divine in every other man and are endlessly, foolishly, incredibly merciful."                                                              -John Ruskin Currently Listening The Question By Emery Playing With Fire see related

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Friday, July 01, 2005 I HAVE A WEEK OFF! MY BROTHER COMES DOWN ON SUNDAY! Today in lecture we had a quiz...blahblahblah, then we had a lecture about dimensions, 0-4 and a little about how there are at least 11 dimensions. It was interesting, probably the most interesting thing I've heard in this CMI class I'm taking. It's all about computers, binary code and such....blah! It's somewhat interesting, but in a 4 hour lecture when people keep raising there hand about stuff that the teacher just said, it gets really annoying. I don't know how some people make it through school, they don't seem to listen. Plus, the teacher is a PC guy, and he keeps trying to prove the point that AMD processors are better than MACs, He should be a AMD salesman or something. You can't push PC's at an art school, MACS are way better for Sound Engineering and Film. Sorry, that was probably very uninteresting to you all. I went to "Backbooth" the other night in orlando, I think I'm an 80' night kinda guy. I found a dance club full of scensters! LOL! It was great, and I met alot of people. I even ran into some people that I know. this is cool because I don't know many people yet, and running into people randomly is one of my favorite things about knowing someone...going to a place not planning on seeing anyone and the room already knows who you are, I guess its an ego thing, but I love knowing people. I still miss you all, I love spokane! I hope to visit again sometime. I was looking at jobs the other day and I'm definatly going west coast, east coast sucks...my other option is the UKm just because I think europe would be a great place to work. Germany has alot of jobs right now too. Peace, love, and cheese, Jeremy D. "There's a lot to be said for self-delusionment when it comes to matters of the heart."                -Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider Currently Listening Rock N Roll By Ryan Adams This is it see related Public - 2:29 PM - 2 eprops - 2 comments - edit it - email it Tuesday, June 28, 2005 I got a package from my Grammy today! Homemade Cookies, Soda Cracker Candy, Biscotti, and a Big Fat Check! The Biscotti is the best I have ever had, but I haven't tried the other stuff yet...I'm sure it's amazing. Gotta love Italian Grandmas. I have the day off tomorrow...looking forward to sleeping in. I need to do some catch up sleep. After School Tonight: Hung out at home alone for awhile. Jorge came over, we played slide guitar and banjo for awhile, then we watched "The Day the Earth Stood Still." After that it was coffee with Jorge and Jersey. Drove around listening and singing along to Ray Charles. Then we all went to  Castro's (Richard's)  appartment and chilled for awhile, Rage (The Other Richard) was there too...I watched half of "The Doors," and now I'm at home. Altogether it has been a great night. I think I wanna write lyrics. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy Deaton "In those days spirits were brave, the stakes were high, men were real men, women were real women and small furry creatures from Alpha Centauri were real small furry creatures from Alpha Centauri."                                              -Douglas Adams I don't know why I take these tests...but every once in awhile I do. Why do I want a test to tell me who I am? am I that self-involved? Grrr.... Here it is: You're an ESFP http://www.haleonline.com/psychtest/index.php Currently Watching The Doors (Special Edition) By Val Kilmer, Meg Ryan see related Public - 10:09 PM - 18 eprops - 16 comments - edit it - email it I'm in Lab right now, on break. I like lab way better than lecture because you actually do stuff, and you get your own computer. I got a letter from my real mom yesterday, I had'nt herd from here in a while because she was moving, I was moving...blah blah blah. But I got a birthday card from her. On the inside she wrote the song she use to sing to me when I was little, thats one of the only things that I remember about her. I was so happy when I got it! She is in Tallehassey now, I think thats close. I need to visit her. I also got a letter from Kim! Two letters in one day! I love it! and she gave me a wonderful birthday present! Thank you kim! Gtg, school calls. Everybody have a beautiful day. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy Deaton   Currently Listening Lackluster By Aaron Sprinkle see related Public - 8:12 AM - 16 eprops - 10 comments - edit it - email it Monday, June 27, 2005 My brother comes to visit me on sunday! I am sooo excited! Today I start new classes, yeah for new classes already! This is fast paced! I love it! Every quarter is a month here, I don't know how that works mathematically, but its fricken cool....and 4 hour lectures are long...and 8 hour labs are long...they just cram the info into you. But it works. I ate ramon twice yesterday and I realised that I'm not eating as well as I should. Please send me something nutricious so I don't die....or money. jk, I'll go to the store and pick up some better food. Ramon is just backup, we ran out of Lobster. not really, but I wish it was lobster. Ramble ramble. Done. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy Deaton "I sent the club a wire stating, PLEASE ACCEPT MY RESIGNATION. I DON'T WANT TO BELONG TO ANY CLUB THAT WILL ACCEPT ME AS A MEMBER." -Groucho Marx Currently Listening Diary By Sunny Day Real Estate Grendel see related Public - 9:07 AM - 14 eprops - 10 comments - edit it - email it Sunday, June 26, 2005 Yesterday was brilliant! I dont know what to say...all of the good inside jokes were takin'. Hmmm....this is seriously lame....I should go exercise or something. Grrr! Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy Deaton "Comedy is simply a funny way of being serious." <>                                          -Peter Ustinov Currently Listening Changes By David Bowie see related Public - 4:32 PM - 6 eprops - 4 comments - edit it - email it Next 5 >>

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School was good today. Ive been out and about enjoying life, mostly studying, some all my lonesome, and some with friends. Just enjoying life I guess. Things I don't like: When girls are disrespected, and when I can't "read" people(especially a girl). The later is the better, but in a way it is the worst, because it intrigues me. I hate it, but without it I wouldn't be interested in a romantic relationship of anykind. Why? I don't really know, mystery maybe. Or maybe because I find that these people are "different" from other girls...Anygirl I can't read somehow goes in that catagory...and then it sits there and bugs the crap outa me until I try to get to know that person. Culture is different here, They seem to be all about the frosting, and want nothing to do with the cake unless there are excess amounts of it...anyone who has heard Jim Anderson's MC Teachings will know what that means. Don't get me wrong I love frosting on my cake, but without cake it makes me sick.              I am really just thinking outloud...or on the keyboard, whatever. The point is, it's extremly hard to find meaningful relationships...Im not much for superficial bull, I have greater things to look for in a relationship. When did I get so picky! Grrr! Part of me says, "Look for it!" the other says, "Wait for it!" Really all I want is someone to talk to, face to face, something real, anything true, anything that doesn't mean coutesy laughs and mutual taking. Giving and recieving, feels so much better, no guilt, no hurt, nothing to be ashamed of. I dumb to be thinking about this now...Oh well, I like to entertain thought, to spell out what I think just makes me feel good for some reason, Its a release of somekind. Don't think I'm depressed or anything, I actually enjoy thinking this way...it's what makes me me I guess. Peace, Love, and Cheese, Jeremy D. To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. -Bertrand Russell Currently Playing Lackluster By Aaron Sprinkle What Sorry Could Be see related