1. Thank you for being such a gentleman.

2. You've been such an incredible friend. I could never thank you enough.

3. I'm going to miss you so much.

4. I wish we had gotten closer.

5. I don't understand what's going on.

6. I missed you.

7. I miss you.

Ah, guys, I'm so excited. Like, I dunno. These past few days I've changed, I think, and I'm pretty sure it's for the better. =D I'm really happy. I'm still nerdy and weird and awkward, but my mentality has changed slightly, and this time I really mean it, and I'm SO happy...Like, sometimes when I think back on it, I get a little sad, but that's just because a chapter of my life is disappearing. It's natural.

Gah, and the fair starts, well technically, TODAY! It's so perfect. I don't know why I'm so excited for the fair. I have been since the middle of the school year, haha. I just love the fair. It makes me so happy. I have nooo idea why. xD

Gahhh, everything is coming together, guys! I found out my holiday breaks, and I'm stoked for those...I still really want to come home for Halloween as well. =D I've spoken to both my roommates now, and they both seem really great...They also don't seem to be druggies woo! We'll see about that though, haha.

Ohh, I'm so excited for my life now. God. I'm going to be living my dream. I'm so lucky. I have the greatest parents on the face of the planet for supporting me, encouraging me, and making my dream possible. Not to mention my friends, who aren't really forced into congratulating me but do anyway. I remember the day I got accepted Steven said, "You're doing it; you're living your dream." (It was along those lines...Close enough.) It made me really, really happy, because he sounded happy FOR me.

Oh my God oh my God oh my God. I could hug someone right now. It's all just falling into place. I feel like God has really looked my way on this one. I haven't felt like that in a long time...It's really nice to feel Him again. I'm so happy.

I feel so confident and ready and happy and impervious. Haha, my next blog post will robably say I'm not ready, but by that I'll mean academically. When I say I'm ready, I mean I'm finally ready for this change. It has finally come to terms in my mind. I know that the day I leave, I will be an absolute wreck--crying and shaking, being terrified--and I know the first few weeks will be a huge adjustment and probably pretty difficult, but I feel like I'm really ready for it now.

I'm so happy this happened. I'm so happy I feel this way. I feel so fantastic.

The fair! Eeeee! =D

"Look at those hands! I like your hands. They're so nice."

xD

Despite how ridiculous that was, it still meant a lot to me.

Compliments are so wonderful. Gah.

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I don't feel like sleeping tonight.


"Such a brilliant star you are."

tfghoidfkh'tpf'phxs Bahhhhhhh.

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Thank you.

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This storm is so wonderful.

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I don't think I will ever stop thinking this is one of the most beautiful, inspiring songs on Earth.

Steven is learning a Say Anything song. I might cry when he gets it down. =]

=D Max Bemis is amazing.

Tales of Symphonia is an amazing game. Holy crap, I was about to cry, and I'm not even close to the end of the game yet.

THIS IS SO EXCITING. I haven't had a new game in my life in a loooong time. <3 Haha, I make it sound like a love interest or something. Nah. New games are just so exciting. Not that Tales of Symphonia is new or anything...But it's new for meee. =D I can't wait to play Dawn of the New World! Haha geeeez, I'm such a freaking nerd.

Thank you so much for letting me borrow this, Steven!

Trev/Steven, have you played Dawn of the New World? I can't remember...I know it came out since I've known you guys, and I can't seem to remember being told anything about it from you two other than it was coming out.

Anyway, I've been playing all night, and I don't want to sleep; I want to keep going. =D I took a little break just now because I haven't eaten since yesterday, and it's breakfast time. Haha, when I saw that it was light out, I freaked out. xD

I just looked up Tales of Vesperia for their voice actors (Yuri's voice was Kanji in Persona 4, Steven), and Jesus, there are a lot of Tales games! I want to play them allll.

Bonnie Pink has a pretty voice. She sings the opening for Tales of Vesperia. My title is lyrics from it. xD It's a very good opening song.  It rivals "Burn My Dread," heeheehee!

Earlier tonight I found out that three songs on Panic at the Disco's first album are dedicated to Chuck Palahniuk's books. EEE. That was so amazing. One is even named after a quote from Survivor. "The only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage." =D! My God. I can't believe I didn't put that together until tonight, then I looked it up to see if I was crazy, but I was right! =D Haha God I'm so happy right now. Then "Camisado" and "Time to Dance" are both completely about Invisible Monsters, which is an alright read. The overall plot is really good and it has the best quotables out of all of his books I've read, but the part about her brother still pisses me off...I was really critical of it at first...Now not so much.

ANYWAY yeah I dunno it's so awesome, because if you listen to the songs, they are the plot of the books. Not so much "The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage," although I can kind of see it--the romantic part of the book, at least. "Camisado" and "Time to Dance," though? Completely. It's amazing. Apparently Chuck Palahniuk knows they did this homage, but he hasn't listened to them, haha.

Mmm. Tonight was a great night. I feel like I'm in my element--which embarrassingly enough is something completely inactive, but my God, it all makes me so happy. ^^ Video games, music, and books. My thing.

I like mental exercise. Ahaha.

GOD it amazes me how "Time to Dance" is so much like Invisible Monsters.

That book is written very uniquely.

Um, I'm pretty sure that's it. Geez yay. =D I'm gonna get some Lucky Charms (the best cereal ever) and watch something while I eat. =]

Have a grrrreat day, everyone! =D

I guess my blogs really piss people off, even though they don't need to read them.

I don't know what happened.

I guess I'll never find out.

I can't stop listening to "Say You're Mine" now.

It's incredible, Trev.

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"I know that I've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too."

"I really shouldn't miss you, but I can't let you go."

I knew I put "My Life Would Suck Without You" on my profile for a reason.

Yeah, second one tonight; whatever.

I'm gonna make a list of things I wanna get:

Persona 3 FES. I could trade it in, but what would I get? Another FES? That'd look suspicious. I could get
Twilight Princess, but a used version for Gamecube is STILL $34.99, which is freaking ridiculous. Plus I don't think they even sell the Gamecube version in stores anymore, which is the one I want.
Mariokart Wii. Nothing to comment on here; I just want it.
Clothes.

That's all. I just needed a list.

Hopefully I don't spend tomorrow (well, today) alone. Eh, I could see it happening...I just hope not.

Yeah, right.

I've only eaten a McDonald's parfait today, and I'm not really hungry at all.

Hmm.

This is dumb.

...Eh.

I don't know why I posted this.

I'm just bored.

I guess.

Bye.

I don't even know what to say.

Just, thank you.