Have you reach that point in your life where you cant laugh at the same shit no more? Have you felt that you cant go back to where everything was nice and perfect in your little bitty world? Have you made it to that place where your friends change on you? Do you feel that you cant go back to the way things were? If you answered yes to a few of these questions, you have made it to the Point of No Return!
Yes the point of no return. You have to finish what you started, you have to accept your fate and deal with shit. Of course you can just change your way of thinking, your attitude. But you dont want to do that, that takes too much effort.  The point of no return guarentees you misery and every decision you make will be veto by this bitch called fate. No more excuses, plenty of drama, no more second chances, plenty of decisions made by fate. And you suffer by default.
Yeah thats life! You cannot go backwards, dont try. Just keep going and keep your head to the sky in denial. Actually i dont know where i was going with this...oh well.

 
Somebody clear something up for me!!
WTF is a relationship?!
I thought a relationship was b/f g/f type shit. Now I guess, depends on the individual a relationship is a booty call. But I thought a booty call was a one night stand. But i thought a one night stand was a wam bam thank you ma'am. Now i see why most of these people are single....cuz nobody know what the fuck they are talkin about. Nobody is clear when they speak, nobody know what the fuck they want and im just tired of being confused!!  Some say they dont want a fuck buddy but they dont want a b/f g/f and frankly im tired of trying to discipher what they are talkin about. Please mean what you say and say what you mean! It makes life less difficult.
Thanks
 

 
Hello Boys and Girls
Here's a story about a bitch named Karma. Wanna hear about it? Here it goes...
There once was this bitch named Karma.
But dont get her confused
Yeah people think they know her
But they have her misconscrewed
For ever action theres reaction
People get that twisted
And if you break something
Best believe she'll fix it
You dish out dirt, she'll dish it back
Because thats just how she is
Some guy tried to break her heart
But she ended up breaking his
She aint prejudice she takes on the world
She can also be your friend
As long as your honest with yourself
You will never be hurt again.
There's no escpaing her wrath
Vengence will always be hers
So I beg of you to not play yourself
and I pray you take heed these words
You get what you put in the world
Karma is no ordinary bitch
She can make your life broke
Or she can make your life rich
The more you stay true to you
The more she'll treat you good
But act fake and she'll hurt you
Get that understood.
 
I really wanted to rant about Karma, but i was bitten by a creative bug. Basically people tend to bring up karma when someone hurts them. But lets not go crazy. Karma does what she does.....her job. And if she hurts you, its your fault. She is the one that rewards you, she is the one that hurts you only because you had it coming. Only way you can keep doing good is to do good. Make sense dosent it?
Ok so why does Karma hook me up with people that play me?
Good question, its because there's something wrong with you. You dont meet people by default, people come and go in your life for a reason. Everyone and everything has a purpose. So stop playing, keep it real with yourself love yourself and have a nice day.
P.S. Karma is a bitch, but its only because it's your fault.
 
 

 
Been kinda peepin everyones profiles and i realize that some people feel that they are being "hated" on. So then they put on the antisocial mask. Hey im guilty of it myself. Ok well not that im some kinda expert, but from what i realized is that things are gonna happen the way they are because ....its just the rules. Cant be a hero without a villian, can't be a player without haters. The Ying, the Yang the black the white, the Obama and the McCain. I suggest people should just stop stressing about haters, stop stressing about problems. Stop stressin about drama and just keep doing what your doing. It's simple. The name of the game is called Life. The only way to win is to keep doing what your doing. I understand why people trip over these "haters". (Personally, i'm sick of this word because everyone swears they have one..including stalkers..but ill talk more about that later.) It's not like you can beat there asses.........i mean you can, but then having the police on your ass isnt realy fun either, right? I'm sure that anyone and everyone knows that when someone is just being an asshole or a bitch to you is only because they want you to be at their level. All negativity is a cry for more love, thats what the book spiritual growth says. Let people be who they are because its beyond our control. We cant force anyone to do anything and thats just it. So the best thing i can tell you is to keep doin what your doing. Yes people are going to call you this and that, but that has nothing to do with you. Let them trip because they are blowing you up, they are making you hot. They are making you the talk of the town. You dont have to toot your own horn because they are giving you a promotion.  Case in point:
I was chillin at a friends house and she keeps on brining up people hating on her because she likes sex. She brags about having so much sex, and yeah she did sound pretty graphic about what she did with what and so on and yadda.I just said, thats the nature of the game. That is what that lifestyle is all about. This life she chose may or may not have a happy ending. Of course it wont because like the good book says, the wages of sin is death. No im not turning biblical, im being real.
I just said, this is the life that you chose, expect that shit to come with you. They are all in it with you, and the "haters" are tripping because they are not making progress like you are. It's not and win or lose thing either, because on the real they're are no winners in this. Hell if anything, they're more reason for you to give up than continue. No, i like to change that, there are survivors and there are victims. Survivors brag about dodging the bullets in this game. Victims........need i say more? Word of advice singles folk....have your fun......but know when to quit. And remember, the haters will always be there. Yeah you can shake em off, they will be more. Just dont worry about em and do you.

 
Lookin back reading these blogs.....I start to wonder what was going on with me. Then I realize that i thought things were not happening the way i wanted. I felt that everything is going way too slow or things are going way too fast. Hell it was chaotic. I was tired of trying to control everything in my life, including time. Time goes, we get old, along with everything else. Oh well, I think its safe for me to not worry about stuff anymore. Hell sometimes if I have nothing to talk about, I do something that gives me a reason to talk about something. Stupid huh? But im better now. Nowadays I just stay home a read books, i dont miss TV at all. Looking back even further, I was mostly ranting about bulllshit. I do recall Dr Calvin Mackie making his own Acronym of the word FEAR. False Expieriences Accepted as Reality. Sometimes I listen to other people's depression and fear and take it as my own. Seems like the way to do it over here in Delphi's grave MI. And of course there is that saying how misery loves company. Maybe it was a part of me that wanted some company and i did anything to have some, even if it meant being miserable with them. I was soul seraching also, I am getting better now. I dont really focus on negative shit anymore. Of course its out there, but just dont allow it to overpower you. That's what i realize. I think i should just change locations, which i will pretty soon. I'm starting to look for work elsewhere. I'm ready to seek control of my life once more. No more being the way i was.

Apparently Chris Brown and Rhianna are back together.
I dont know the whole story but from whats been said is that these two youngsters are back together...Cant say that im suprized. I'm just wondering if its true. I'm not really in the loop of all of whats going on and i dont really follow the news or watch TV. But thats whats been floating around lately. Now my question is this.....
Who didnt see that coming?
I just hope things are worked out. Oh well.
 

Apparently Chris Brown and Rhianna are back together.
I dont know the whole story but from whats been said is that these two youngsters are back together...Cant say that im suprized. I'm just wondering if its true. I'm not really in the loop of all of whats going on and i dont really follow the news or watch TV. But thats whats been floating around lately. Now my question is this.....
Who didnt see that coming?
I just hope things are worked out. Oh well.
 

 
Chris Brown Beats the shit out of Rhianna!
I heard she gave him herpes, some say that the text message he recieved was bullshit. Now he lost all his endorsements. Oh such Hysteria.....forgot that was a rhiana song. Anyway, so say he was wrong for that, some say he was right for it. Where I stand is this... Whatever the case may be, Imagine being in the shoes of the person who got that shit. I mean what would you do? We cant really speak on this issue because we wasnt there. What happened with them is between those two, let's acknowledge that. What they both should have done was to keep it honest with each other. Communication is important, thats where I stand. Honesty is where I stand, openness is where I stand. Keeping it real is where I stand. I'm not taking sides with any of them. I dont care to. They both should have kept it real with each other, the late great Breed said it himself, Aint no future in your Fronting. Maybe it's just me, I mean i never been in any real relationships. And some say relationships are complicated, but hell so is living with shit you dont want.  Anyway, im done. in the meantime folks, Stay faithful and for god sakes Wrap it up!!